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    Shane wanted to get drunk, and he wanted to make out with his husband in a club after winning the Cup, just like the rest of their teammates. And that’s what he was going to do.

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    “You always listen so well when I am there with you. Maybe you need rules for when I am away.”

    Shane sucked in a stuttering breath. “Rules?”

    Ilya nodded, his hand speeding up. His eyes looked very bright and evaluating. “Whenever you want to touch yourself when I am away, you will practise.”

    “Practise,” Shane echoed, stupidly.

    One side of Ilya’s mouth lifted up smugly, as if he knew how much this was affecting him. He probably did. “Yes, practise. If you get to one, you can come,” Ilya told him. “Not before. That is first rule.”

    Shane tries to succeed in a challenge. He’s always liked numbers – surely counting down from a hundred to one can’t be that hard, even if he's... distracted.

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    “My Shane,” Ilya says, gently touching Shane’s cheek. “I want you to make me a list. Seven different ways you want to come.”

     

    Or, Ilya makes Shane come. A lot.

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    11 Apr 2026

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    “Has Shane Hollander ever fought anybody?”

    No, Ilya answers petulantly as he rewinds the clip. He wishes that Hollander had fought him on ice the last time they’d played. Really, if the world was going to bear witness to Hollander losing his shit on ice, wouldn't it have been more fitting for it to be at him? The details of this strange scenario flood his imagination as Ilya stews in his envy. He wonders what it would be like for Hollander to hit him. Ilya would like it, he’s sure, however painful it’d be.

    He wonders if Hollander would like it, too, and if he’d like Ilya to hit back. The answers come to him quickly, as if fed to him by the man himself.

    Yes and yes.

    Ilya goads Shane into punching him during a game. What happens next will warm your heart.
    Inspired by this

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    11 Apr 2026

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    Then. After the face off, after he's hit from behind, sliding across the ice, an explosion of pain and confusion. Once everything goes dark and confused, he's there, too. Il y a Ilya, il y a aucunne secondes. Il n'y a pas jamais qu'Ilya.

    There's talking, and he's being moved, strapped down, lifted, jostled carefully, rolled.

    "He's gonna worry," dribbles out of his mouth.

    "Your coach called your dad," one of the medics says calmly.

    "Not him," Shane feels slide through his teeth. "Ilya."

    In which Shane Hollander is personally victimized by the French language.

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    Why no one questions Shane saying Ilya's name.

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