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Shortly after his first encounter with Ilya, Shane finds that celibacy just doesn't hit like it used to.
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When Tian had been young, he’d play-acted himself as a heroine. He’d been resplendent in his mother’s pilfered shawls, head wrapped in bedclothes. His fantasy hero had loved him, cherished him, even. He’d imagine running away together, embracing in a flourish of embroidered robes, and then – and then, what? There was more to the narrative, something under the surface that made Tian’s skin feel tight, something unnamable.
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OR: Set at the end of Episode 11. Tian and Jiu have run away to the forest. Tian recontextualizes just about everything he's ever been told. -
Closer to the Heart by blue_grama
Fandoms: เล่นจนเป็นเรื่อง | Playboyy (Thailand TV 2023), Midnight Series: Moonlight Chicken พระจันทร์มันไก่ | Moonlight Chicken (TV)
20 Mar 2024
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“Dammit, I know it was right here!”
Aob stands on a street corner in Pattaya, the right street corner in Pattaya, he knows it, and glares at the sleek shopping mall that has somehow parked itself here. It’s ugly, all white-and-gray concrete and glass, nothing like the warm-lit lantern storefront Aob remembers.
Fuck. What’s that they say? You can’t go home again?
Apparently you can’t go eat amazing cheap Hainanese chicken and rice again either.
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A pre-Playboyy Aob finds sustenance at a Pattaya Hainanese chicken joint. Poultry-based banter and shower sex ensue. -
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Teena has a client with a request. Aob has the requisite knowledge.
A little pre-canon bondage snippet for Playboyy Bingo (Get your card here).
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Tharn wakes with a start, Phaya’s name on his lips.
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im going to walk into the ocean, never to be seen again by eunoise
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Jan 2026
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The part of Shane that is not panicking goes soft with how…eager Ilya seems for Shane and Svetlana to meet, for Shane to like her. It’s strange, it’s new, it’s wonderful to be able to think about making plans like this. Dinner with Shane’s parents, meeting Ilya’s friends, like that’s something they can have.
So that’s why Shane beats down the urge to crank up the gas on the stove and light a match, gives Ilya a wide and normal grin, and says “Yeah, of course. I’d love to meet Svetlana.”
Ilya sighs and his eyes light up and, oh, Shane wants to love him in the light of day. Suddenly, Shane has an idea that will hopefully stop him from doing something rash that will get him on the news and/or in prison. “And you should meet Rose!”
or: shane hollander tries to get over his overwhelming urge to blow up svetlana vetrova with his mind at saturday brunch
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31 Jan 2026
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The Performer by toxotes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jan 2026
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Sometimes they’re curled up on the bed together afterwards and Shane runs his hands up and down Ilya’s body, rhythmic and smooth, touching just to touch. Ilya is stunning in the literal sense of the word: Shane is paralyzed by him, struck dumb. Desire may never be a problem here, but understanding is: Ilya feels distant and incomprehensible to Shane.
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A cross-section of Shane Hollander’s sex life.Bookmarked by blue_grama
26 Jan 2026
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Plentiful, but Ultimately Finite by broccolicheddarchicken
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Feb 2025
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Canada had given him his life as he knew it, but it had never felt one hundred percent comfortable, either. He missed Russia sometimes, but it didn’t have the thing that mattered most. Ilya had exactly one home, and it was this: his face pressed into a smooth chest, his head tucked under a strong jaw, with freckled arms wrapped around him and delicate fingers combing through his hair. Anywhere else was a temporary excursion.
A treatise on second (and third) languages, homesickness, acceptance, Shane's struggle learning Russian, and the things people do when they care.
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20 Jan 2026
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Eight times Scott and Kip spoke between Kip going back home and stepping on the ice.
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03 Jan 2026
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They’d considered it—Shane being gay. It’d been an option. But Ilya Rozanov and the way Shane looks at him like he’s the love of his life has blindsided them. Blindsided both of them, and there’s almost nothing Yuna likes less than being blindsided.
She’s not mad, David wants to say. We’re so proud of you. We’re so happy for you. We just didn’t know.
Somehow we missed it, you falling in love.
or, what David Hollander and Ilya Rozanov talk about while Shane and Yuna are outside in episode six.
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02 Jan 2026