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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

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    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

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    29 Mar 2026

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    one of THEE best hollanov fics on this platform. I won't even get mad if this is the one that'll get adapted instead of TLG for the next season. I love how everything just falls right into place and I can't even ask for more. Saying that I LOVE this is an understatement. Incredible. One of my best reads!

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    lily @shanehollanderstop
    i’ll say it because i am not afraid of losing my job: roger crowell is a piece of shit and should never know peace in his life ever again. my name is hayden pike and i play for the montreal voyageurs.
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    Ilya joins stan twitter

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    21 Jan 2026

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    THIS IS ACTUALLY FUCKING KILLING ME I LITERALLY LAUGHED OUT LOUD LIKE A FYCKING PSYCHO!!! THE LAST MINUTES BEFORE AO3 WAS DOWN WAS SPENT SO WELL I LOVE THIS SO MUCH

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    “We’ve never met, but I’ve seen you before. Not in pictures, but in his face. In his smile. In his laugh,” Shane continues in Russian, slow and careful with each word as he looks out over the water. “On his good days. On the bad ones, too.”

    Oh, Ilya realizes distantly. His grip slackens on the mug in his hands. This is not for him.
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    [or, shane asks irina for her blessing.]

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    19 Feb 2026

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    i don't care i don't care but this fic is canon to me i don't give a fuck abt rachel and jacob but this one is canon to me !!!! THIS IS SO SO SO SOOOO CANON IN MY HOUSE I DON'T CARE!!! so freaking beautiful i love this so much i'm gonna cry

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    "That will be all, you worthless, worthless waste of our time and money,” and with that she hangs up the phone.
    She didn’t even say goodbye. As it turns out, all it took was one mistake for your parents to no longer want you.

     

    Tim has pretty much the worst day ever and no one notices and Tim just has to live with it.

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    30 Oct 2025

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    i fucking cried and i don't even go here !! i don't know who they were and what their dynamics are but fuck I fucking cried!!! oh timmy :(( my sweet little boy.