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    A collection of fics from the DirkJake Week 2020. None of the fics are in the same universe.
    Day 1: Post-Act 7, an honest talk about what went wrong.

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    Shane is finally ready to come out on his own terms in an emotional Instagram post about his relationship with Ilya...

    The only problem is everyone thinks he was hacked.

    To be fair, Ilya writing: No is true, I'm gay for Hollander, did not help.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    There was a time when Ilya believed Scott Hunter's coming out would revolutionize hockey forever— but for every step forward came two steps back.

    When Shane and Ilya meet again late in life, can they make their second chance work?

    OR: Old Man Hollanov Yaoi.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    “Oh, so is my fault I am big strong top with giant Russian dick and all little bitch boys want to bend over for me? No one cares about my prostate?”

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    15 Mar 2026

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    Fair, Ilya thought. He could have laughed at the idea of it. Yes, it was only fair. It was the only bit of fairness both of them had — he and Hollander, whatever they were now, and whatever they would become, were to be of each other. A sýnpsychoi; a bonded pair.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    He had little to do with Ilya Rozanov. They had met, years ago, at the prospect cup before he was drafted, and then kept meeting over and over. He’d done a good job at getting under Shane’s skin, over confident and stereotypical Dom that he was, and, after a weirdly charged ad shoot that had Shane scurrying back to his hotel room before he had even showered, he had never stopped. Drafted as rivals, made even more infamous by the idea of Dom vs Sub, Rozanov had never skipped a chance to chirp at him, pretending to flirt, calling him pretty - not handsome, not cool, pretty, it didn’t matter that Shane was a Sub, in the sports world, that read as an insult - and grinding his gears until they were sanded down to nothing. Shane Hollander fucking hated Ilya Rozanov. And Ilya Rozanov would not leave him alone.

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    Ilya Rozanov throws a rock at Shane Hollander's face. It snowballs from there.

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    15 Mar 2026