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we're rich beyond measure and breaking apart by ceennamon
Fandoms: Dimension 20 (Web Series)
07 Aug 2023
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At the foot of the bed, the Hangman lays on its side, the Sword of the Seacasters plunged right through its engine. Oil leaks from the busted gas tank, dripping in several small puddles on the floor. The light in its eyes is flickering, a dim, staticky scarlet. It rumbles still, quiet and deep and hauntingly betrayed.
At the other end of Leviathan, in the ocean just off the coast of the city, Fabian Seacaster comes to drowning and swims for his life.
It goes like this.
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Riz wakes with no pulse.
At least, that’s what he thinks for the first half-second, blind with panic and fear, until he realizes that it’s not his heart that’s the problem. It’s the rest of his body.
From the neck down, he’s completely paralyzed.
Or, Kalina and Riz have a little chat after Fabian almost dies.
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a pound of feathers and a pound of bricks hit the ground together by ceennamon
Fandoms: Dimension 20 (Web Series)
15 Apr 2023
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He needs to run.
His father would never have run. His father would have stayed and defended his crew to the end of his life, just as it had happened last year. His father would not stand for being a coward.
Fabian is not his father.
Fabian Seacaster is not his father and he never was.
Fabian Aramais Seacaster is sixteen years old and entirely alone. He will die entirely alone. He will die.
He needs to run.
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Monsters are the patron saints of our blissful imperfections by ceennamon
Fandom Dimension 20 (Web Series)
07 Aug 2023
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For all of my reimagined fantasy high canon scenes <333
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20 Mar 2026
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eddie's not entirely sure he believes in getting help, at least not for himself. there's only so much healing to be had for a body torn apart by bullets, for a mind that's only half there, for a man who's been leaving pieces of himself behind all his life with nothing to take their place.
except, as it turns out, falling apart happens in increments, and healing does, too: it happens when you gnaw a hole in your lip trying to keep quiet only to have the words escape; when you realize that the ghost you've been seeing out of the corner of your eye is yourself; when your best friend smiles, and you allow it to take your breath away.
it happens through the smallest of things: bird feeders, and cacti, and pasta shapes.
meanwhile, the world goes on.
(or: the entity often affectionately referred to as the unrepression fic.)
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- Part 1 of tell me about despair
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12 Mar 2026
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“I'm gay.”
He's looking at his feet, because he hasn't quite come to terms with the fact that he's saying this in a room where other people, strangers, can hear it.
But this is still the first time he's said it this way: out loud, in a declarative sentence. Being nervous is fine. Frank said that being nervous is fine, and Buck just said he's proud, and the only thought Eddie has in his head is that it's embarrassing he can't raise his head and say it like a man, so clearly, he's going to need to hang on to other people's words for the time being, someone who isn't his dad trying to explain the ways Eddie's allowed to inhabit the world.
He doesn't need to ask anyone's permission to be who he is. That's also a thing Frank said.
in which eddie attends a self-empowerment group for gbtq men to supplement his therapy, and is empowered to: forgive himself, say "i'm gay" to his own reflection in the mirror, accidentally adopt an adult, make fried rice, and tell his straight best friend that he's in love with him. not necessarily in that order.
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11 Mar 2026
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“Chim. Weird question?”
Chimney’s chair creaks. Buck cranes his head over the back of the couch and watches him straighten up, pop his back, close the folder.
“You only ever ask me weird questions,” he says, and then crosses the loft to sit in one of the armchairs. He levels Buck with a look that’s way too knowing for the amount of words they’ve exchanged. “What’s up?”
He takes a breath.
“What does it feel like to be a dad?”
in which buck is used to wanting things he's not allowed to have; it's just that he never thought being a father would be one of them.
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14 Feb 2026
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“I really shouldn’t do this over the phone—on a fucking voicemail, of all things, but I—”
Eddie breaks off with a choked noise. He’s sitting in the parking lot of Trader Joe’s, for Christ’s sake. Peak of romance, Diaz, he thinks, and then laughs. Buck deserves so much better than this. Then him. But Frank said be brave, and Eddie is—really, really fucking trying.
“But I love you. I’m in love with you. And I want you to come home.”
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14 Feb 2026