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  1. Rec 10

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    But this commenter also mentions that liking men felt like a decision. 

    An argument could be made that Lando ‘chose’ that guy (and every other guy) she slept with because she knew she could, not because she simply felt drawn to him, and that's where the difference lies in her attraction.

    If she were gay though, wouldn't she have felt 'drawn’ to a woman by now?

    Lando can't understand herself. George is there to help.

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    04 Mar 2026

  2. Rec 74

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    “If you’re kissing all your girls like that,” Oscar starts, his voice is slower, drawn out, “Then its no wonder they aren’t moaning.”

    It’s almost goading, the way he says it—the words undercut with a challenge. Oscar knows him too well to assume he’s going to back down.

    ”Yeah?” Lando tilts his head, eyes narrowing, “Big talk, Piastri. You think you’re a better kisser than me?”

    Oscar rolls his eyes at his tone, there really isn’t a reason for them to be doing this. ‘Just because’ isn’t a good enough reason to make out with your best friend, no matter how drunk or high you are, and Oscar knows that. But it sticks in his chest like nicotine tar, aches with every shuddering breath he sucks in.

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    08 Sep 2025

  3. Rec 31

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    “I think I should just give up on men at this point. Be like, a fucking nun or somethin’. Surely easier in the long run,” Lando muses.

    “D’you honestly think you’d make it as a nun? Seems like a huge departure from the deal you’ve got now. ‘Sides you don’t have to turn to our lord and savior Jesus Christ just because you suddenly hate men,” Oscar idly says to the ceiling, trying not to look too close at Lando curled around the pillow she slept on last night. “Actually, seems like it’d defeat the point. You’d be turning to a man to get away from men, yeah?”

    “You’re thinking way too deep into this. It wouldn’t be a religious thing, it’d be like, a girlie thing y’know? Like just me and the other nuns hanging out, painting each other's nails or some shit.” Lando does some complicated hand gesture that she somehow thinks gets her point across. Oscar is ruined.

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    21 Feb 2025

  4. Rec 53

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    "It would be better if you did get off on it, wouldn't it? That would make some kind of sense, at least. You haven't even got a reason to want it. Pathetic."

    Alex's eyes are on fire. He's squirming almost imperceptibly under the unrelenting eye contact. "Yes," he says, and he sounds so sure of himself. He always sounds sure of himself. Even when he's stammering out a question like a bashful child, it always somehow sounds like he knows exactly what he's doing, and now Greg understands why. If discomfort is his comfort zone, it all makes sense.

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  5. Rec 40

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    Nadja cuts in, throwing her hands up in frustration. “My idiot husband apparently needs a tutorial to eat me out. We tried to have Nandor demonstrate on me, but he is simply too good, and I did not want him to stop to let Laszlo have a go. So, Nandor needs to do it on someone else, and Laszlo will watch and copy his moves on me.”

    “Um”, Guillermo says eloquently, his face heating up. “I don’t think –”

    “Just do it, Gizmo, so we can get this over with”, barks Laszlo, whose pride has clearly taken a substantial hit.

    ”What Laszlo means to say”, Nandor says, sending a disapproving look to the younger vampire, ”is that he has requested my services in guiding him through the noble art of cunnilingus, and that he – we – would very much appreciate your assistance in the matter.”

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    15 Feb 2025