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you are alive and i mourn you anyway by arwasmeowing
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
27 Dec 2024
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“Dazai, what the fuck is this?”
Brown eyes, still cloudy, peered up at him as if the words hadn’t even been comprehended in Dazai’s mind. His head cocked to the side in a silent question and Chuuya moved to push Dazai’s leg up a bit further, bringing it into the light so they could both see properly.
The near entirety of the skin was marred, of course, self-inflicted scars crisscrossing each other, old enough to have turned a faded white, but that wasn’t what he was focused on.
The issue lay in a series of fresh ones. They were scarily recent, probably only a few days old at best, and scabbed over. None looked bad enough to have needed stitches but they were pretty damn close.
Those hadn’t been there the last time they’d done this. In fact, nothing of the sort had been there any of the times they’d fucked since before Dazai left the Port Mafia.
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In which Chuuya and Dazai have been having casual sex for years and all of that is fine until Dazai relapses for the first time since leaving the Port Mafia.
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- Part 2 of bsd fics that r between me, god, and ao3
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16 Mar 2026
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we both know what happened to you (why you're out on your own) by arwasmeowing
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
12 Apr 2025
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“You don’t get it,” Dazai said, interrupting him mid-apology. “That’s never happened to me. That doesn’t happen to me. There has to be some other explanation because I’m not like that.” Kunikida pauses and looks at him with something like pity.
“Not like what?” And Dazai loathes the way that Kunikida says those words, all soft around the edges like he’s talking to some traumatized civilian who got caught up in something they weren’t supposed to.
“You know what I mean,” Dazai insists, pushing himself up to stand at his full height. “I’m not like that.”
Not human. Not built so softly that he was traumatized by his upbringing. Not made of glass or porcelain. Not a thing to be handled delicately. Not someone who was undeserving of what came upon him.
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5+1 of Dazai learning that growing up in the mafia does in fact have some adverse effects and no, supressing your trauma does not make it go away.
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- Part 4 of bsd fics that r between me, god, and ao3
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16 Mar 2026
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Dazai doesn't sleep and Ranpo knows that. Ranpo also knows Dazai falls asleep easier in moving vehicles.
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16 Mar 2026
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The new hire of the Armed Detective Agency seems to not know his unwritten job description so Ranpo spells it out for him.
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16 Mar 2026
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In another universe where soulmates exist and are identified by marks in the form of whatever injury your partner has- Chuuya Nakahara is about to turn 16, and his best friend Dazai has been endlessly teasing him over the prospect of a mark. However, when he wakes up on his birthday covered in light blue lines he is unsure what to do, or how to approach identifying his soulmate, and his best friend has been acting in increasingly concerning ways since being told about the marks.
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What do you do when your covered in the evidence of your soulmates self harm, and your bandaged best friend (who you are definitely NOT in love with) seems to be breaking at the seams?
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- Part 1 of The (not so) perfect pair AU
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16 Mar 2026