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Carlos is safe, Carlos is healing. But TK can't quiet the voices in his head, can't drop his guard.
Or, yet another coda to episode 4.
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A fluffy ficlet for my dear pal on her birthday based on a twitter exchanged we agreed was just too perfect for these two clownshoes.
Apologies in advance for any typos, my usual beta is the giftee herself ;)
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The Hansen approach to romance (involves more yelling than you'd think) by estei for Gothams_Only_Wolf
Fandoms: Pacific Rim (Movies)
01 Jan 2018
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There's a new face at the dog park and Chuck is not impressed.
Not by his pert arse, or his baby blue eyes.
There will be no swooning, damnit.
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Close your eyes to old endings by estei for SputnikCentury
Fandoms: Pacific Rim (Movies)
30 Dec 2017
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Stacker is brooding and Herc knows just what to do - bring food and gruff sass.
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Yancy just really needs a hug.
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- Part 2 of Singing songs for lost boys
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Outside the Frame by Scorp112
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Mar 2026
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After the 2024-2025 season, Shane Hollander’s online presence vanished. No photos. He doesn’t show up in anyone’s feed – not his team’s, not his mother’s, and most disturbing of all, not even his own husband’s. For a man whose husband has never been shy about his obsession, the silence speaks volumes.
Twitter and Reddit explode with speculation. And then Ilya Rozanov is seen without his wedding ring.
They don’t have the whole picture. Nobody does.
Because you can’t see what’s outside the frame.
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19 Mar 2026
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love letters on your skin by somnatic
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Feb 2026
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What was he supposed to say? Yes, Hollander. I have a soulmate. All I know is that he has played hockey in Canada before. Oh, that could apply to the entire league? Oh, that could apply to you? Oh, you are now having a panic attack in my bed?
Yes. That would not have gone well.
(Or: Soulmate AU where the marks that appear on your body appear on theirs. Ilya finds out that Shane is his soulmate long before Shane does. They are idiots in love.)
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19 Mar 2026
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one sunday morning by somnatic
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Dec 2025
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At that moment, Ilya knew he was hallucinating, and that he’d hit his head a lot harder than he thought.
Because here was Shane fucking Hollander— in his fucking kitchen, wearing his fucking clothes. He was making borscht.
“What the fuck,” Ilya croaked.
(Ilya takes a rough hit. Shane is there to take care of him.)
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19 Mar 2026
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Everything is brightly Technicolor, and then it isn't.
Ilya Rozanov is watching Shane Hollander streak ahead of him on the ice in the middle of a Metros versus Raiders game, and then Shane is being bulldozed into, collapsing onto the ice and –
And all of the color in the world flickers, then stutters out. It’s like someone snapped their fingers and the soft oranges and bold reds, bright blues and fresh greens… all gone. Ilya blinks once, twice, takes inventory of what is going on. In the blink of an eye, it happened, and Ilya doesn’t understand –
Until he does.
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19 Mar 2026
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don't get sad, get even by princebutt
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
22 Feb 2026
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When Shane shows up at Ilya’s home in Ottawa late after a Montreal home game, it's quickly apparent to Ilya something is wrong. Shane isn't walking with a limp, but he's definitely favoring a side, and he winces when he moves, a slight thing, but Ilya sees the wrinkle in his brow and the way his lips pull down.
To the untrained eye, it's nothing.
To Ilya, who knows Shane arguably better than anyone, it's everything.
OR, Shane gets injured during a game. Ilya demands to know who hurt his boyfriend.
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19 Mar 2026