fearingdark
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Growing up as neighbours, they'll always notice each other but they won't always like each other.
Bellamy and Clarke's off and on relationship through the years. -
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The thing with her neighbour is, he doesn’t seem to realise the walls aren’t lead. He blasts his music, cheers loudly at sports games, and every weekend, like clockwork … he has very loud, very aggressive sex in the room on the other side of her own bedroom wall. She wishes she could just say it’s annoying and rude, but it happens to get her super hot.
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A New Girl Inspired AU/Adaptation - Clarke moves in with Bellamy, Octavia, and Miller after she finds out Finn has made her the other woman. She's rebuilding her life with new roommates and new friends.
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Modern AU - Clarke needs a place to crash but her options are limited. Octavia persuades a reluctant Bellamy to let her stay in his den but then the pandemic hits. Suddenly, the situation isn't as temporary as it was supposed to be.
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love in exile has nowhere to go by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Mar 2026
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“We’ve made a trade,” Coach announces. “For Shane Hollander.”
It’s like the ground drops out from beneath Ilya, and his heart falls from his chest. It tumbles past rock bottom, down to the cavern that shattered open inside of him on that night five years ago. The night when Ilya walked away from Hollander for the last time.
He can’t breathe.
(Or: Shane doesn’t get hurt, they break up, and they don’t talk for five long years. Until Shane is traded to Ottawa.)
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02 Apr 2026
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change your ticket by lupus (lupuswrites)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Dec 2025
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Under the guidance of his doctor and mostly out of desperation due to his last annual heat being severe enough to nearly land him in the hospital, Shane Hollander knows he needs to take a heat partner for the first time if he doesn’t want to end up in a cycle facility.
With his options between hiring a comfort alpha or asking one Ilya Rozanov for help, the choice is clear to Shane. Even if it feels like he’s losing every shred of his dignity to ask his - rival? fuckbuddy? - whatever Rozanov is to help him through his heat, Rozanov is the only alpha he trusts enough to take care of him.
Rozanov is due for his own rut and is more than happy to finally, finally have heat sex with Hollander. Which is why he says yes with no hesitation. No other reason, of course.
Now they both just need to survive the week with their hearts intact, which is something far easier said than done.- Language:
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01 Apr 2026
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Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, he’s got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows it’s better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor he’s fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks he’s Bratva.
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30 Mar 2026
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The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed.
Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.
Reentry is harder than expected.
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- Part 8 of my heated rivalry anon fics
- Part 1 of homegrown
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29 Mar 2026
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Shane liked being fucked. He preferred being fucked, and he knew Ilya liked fucking him, too. Quite frankly as soon as Ilya got his dick in him Shane lost the ability to think about anything else, least of all consider doing something that would deprive him of the pleasure of it.
But now that Ilya had actually verbalized the possibility of a role reversal, Shane suddenly couldn’t stop thinking about it.
Could he make Ilya lose himself, like Ilya could do to him? Could he make Ilya come hands-free, with just his dick? Could he make it so good for Ilya that he felt like he might die, like Shane always did?
“I– maybe”, Shane manages, clearing his throat. “Is it– do you want to–?”
“I want what you want”, Ilya says easily. “But sometimes I think about it. Sometimes–” He trails off, his teeth grazing against Shane’s ear, itching for a bite. “... sometimes I want it.”
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29 Mar 2026