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    “you guess,” joshua repeats, laughs just a little. “you’re acting like i’m asking you to move to LA right now or something.”

    and at that—jeonghan pointedly does not laugh. he knows it’s a joke, but it still—wakes something up in him. some kind of new level, new territory of anxiety, maybe. one jeonghan is not usually familiar with.

    in the future, in some future, any one at all, he will regret that.

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    in which it takes a few dimensions to realize that sometimes, home is more than just a place.

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    "They never talk about Jisung when this happens. They never talk about Jisung, full stop. But Changbin can still feel him hanging over every stupid mistake of a rendezvous. He knows that Minho must be thinking about him, too. His presence is so heavy between them that Changbin could choke on it. Sometimes, Changbin expects to feel Jisung’s fingers playing in his hair, and nearly jumps when he opens his eyes and it’s Minho’s delicate hands on the base of his neck instead. Sometimes, when Minho kisses him, Changbin peeks open the eye closest to the door, just to make sure Jisung isn’t leaning in the entryway, watching.
    Changbin thinks he would die on the spot if that happened."

    AKA: 'ask him out!' 'no, YOU ask him out!', the trope, the fic.

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    Chan, frozen in place, grapples with the knowledge that this kid, living and breathing and fidgeting Jisung, standing at the height of the armrest with wide beady eyes, sunken cheeks and overlong hair, came out of his sister five years ago. It doesn’t make sense. None of it makes sense.

    Five years. Five fucking years. It’s not like he expected her to have told him but–

    And now he's responsible for him.

    In which Chan learns love through his nephew, and maybe his best friend too.

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    That was the other thing: when Keiji had said he wanted to make his way home, Bokuto had agreed—as if it didn’t matter where they went. He hadn’t said "we should look for a community" or "there’s probably nothing there anymore".

    He’d just asked which way.

    ((the bokuaka zombie au literally no one asked for))

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    25 Aug 2024

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    “It’s a preexisting condition,” Jon explains, sipping more bitter tea. “I sort of got—hm. You know Spiderman?”

    Tim raises an eyebrow.

    “Heard of him, yeah.”

    Jon nods, studying his tea.

    “It’s sort of like that,” he says. “A spider killed and ate me when I was a child, and now I can’t stay dead.” 

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    Resurrection isn't all it's cracked up to be.

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    23 Nov 2022