firstprince_btstopia



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    A second, then a blur. Ilya knocking over one of the kitchen island stools to engulf Shane. His shaking frame holding Shane so tight, Shane felt himself shaking back. He could only hold on back, just as tightly.
    “Please.” Came the strangled voice by his left ear. “Please, tell me.”
    And who was Shane to ever deny a wish of Ilya Rozanov.
    “I’m signing to Ottawa. Tomorrow. If you would want to come with.”
    And then Ilya was shoving him back, holding him close to his face. “Of course. I drive. Of course I come.”
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    Shane, fed up with Montreal, signs to Ottawa before their relationship is revealed. While he doesn't plan on keeping that a secret for long, he asks Ilya to let him get to know the team first, before they come out. To maybe have a normal season. Meanwhile, the rest of the Centaurs are going crazy trying to figure out what is going on between their captain and Shane Hollander and why they keep showing up in the same car??

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    18 Mar 2026

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    Once outside, he leaned forward and put his hand against the cold stone wall. His phone was still to his ear, the message still recording. 

    “Ilya. Please. Please. I can’t do this. I don’t know what to do. Please. You can’t be dead.” His voice broke on the word. “I love you. I love you so much. More than anything. I need to hear your voice. I need you to…I need you…I need you…fuck. Please Ilya, please.” 

    Shane took the phone away from his ear and held it between both hands as though he were praying. He realized he was on the floor and didn’t know how he got there. He was crying. He was fairly certain he was hyperventilating. 

    His brain was desperately trying to grab at anything. Any thread of logic. Any idea of what to do next. 

    I have to see him. 

    Yes. That made sense. Shane needed to get to Tampa. Now. He would go there. He would find Ilya. Ilya would be fine. They would be together. He would see him. Tell him how much he loved him. He had to go. He had to go now. 

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    OR: What if Ilya lost his phone during the emergency landing, Shane couldn't reach him, he panicked, and chartered a plane to Tampa to find him instead...

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    17 Mar 2026

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    "There was a crash - making most of the room flinch - the sound of someone banging the doors open, and before Ilya could look up, Bood says in a quizzical voice, eyebrows drawn together like he was seeing a round puzzle piece from the same puzzle box of all normal-shaped puzzle pieces, “What the hell is Shane Hollander doing here?”

    Ilya doesn’t know if this is what they call an out-of-body experience because what even is that sentence?"

    OR the one where Shane rushes to Ilya after the plane crash and the Cens find out about HollaNov + Yuna is a Momager of the highest caliber + a chaotic Q&A ensues + Shane has a binder detailing their life plan, but then does a little something Ilya was not prepared for.

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    17 Mar 2026

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    "What was she like?" He says it in a whisper, a kiss pressed against Ilya's skull when Hayden isn't looking. His hair stinks of alcohol and sick but Shane does it anyway.

    "Mama?" Ilya pulls back, swaying slightly as he looks up at Shane.

    "Yeah."

    "She..." He blinks, dazed. "Kind."

    Shane brushes the damp curls out of Ilya's face once more, praying Hayden's back is still turned as he leans into the touch. "What else?"

    "She..." he pauses again, blinking as if the action will bring the words back to his mouth. "She would have loved you."
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    Or: Ilya gets spiked while out clubbing, and who else would he call but Shane Hollander
    ft a very confused Hayden, Scott, Svetlana, and the Admirals team medic

    (oh, and it's the anniversary of his mothers death)

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    16 Mar 2026

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    ‘So what’s WAGs Day?’

    Shane showed his phone to Ilya, who took it uninterested.

    ‘Oh it’s day where you can come to hockey training with your partner. Is way for Ottawa to support their players by caring about their family, or something.

    Every couple forms team and they do little challenges on the ice. Best couple wins cup, I think. Is fun’

    Shane tried not to sound too jealous as he asked: ‘Who are you going with?’

    ‘Nobody. Is fine. I have my team’

    ‘Yeah, but you also have a boyfriend’, Shane pointed out begrudgingly.

     

    Or, the Ottawa Centaurs organise a WAGs Day but Shane knows that if he signs up to be Ilya’s teammate, they'll have to work hard to keep their secret. And to win that cup, of course.

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    15 Mar 2026