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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    F1 racer William Jakrapatr Kaewpanpong has three favorite hobbies:

    1. Winning races.
    2. Annoying his rival, Est Supha Sangaworawong.
    3. Pretending those two things are completely unrelated.

    Est, meanwhile, prefers to focus on driving perfectly, winning championships, and absolutely ignoring William’s existence.

    Unfortunately for him, William has never been very good at being ignored.

    Every race turns into a battle between them, each determined to beat the other—while refusing to acknowledge that the line between hatred and something else has always been dangerously thin.

    The world calls them the fiercest rivalry in modern racing.

    What the world doesn’t know is that years ago, they were inseparable.

    Until one night their friendship went up in flames.

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    12 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 54

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    William is a 34 year old tattoo artist and single father who has spent years perfecting the art of being steady for his two kids. To tutor them, he appoints Est, a 23 year old teacher whom he later learns lives on the floor below.

    What begins as a purely practical arrangement slowly turns into something heavier. William is painfully aware of the age gap and everything that could go wrong. Est, on the other hand can’t stop thinking about how devastatingly attractive William is.

     

    Or an age gap AU nobody asked for.

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    03 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 16

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    William isn’t like any other alphas he knew.

    With venom as lethal as his, past attempts to mate have always ended in tragedy. Doubt and guilt now bind him to the needles and tests that may help discover the solution to cage his deadly instincts.

    Then Est arrives. New to the lab.
    Gentle smiles with raw, devastating grace. He was an omega of an old bloodline, fated to overpower all alphas who have tried to claim Est as their own. But without a mate, he is left with the curse of heats so agonizing, suppressants barely hold.

    When a certain cycle surges without permission, Est finds himself in the arms of William. Scent fusing, heat burning, breath shaking.

    His answer? Biological, instinctive & urgent.

    William’s venom.

    Would William’s fear be able to control his desires? Could his venom be Est’s remedy? When the heat fades, will Est’s pull towards William be true love… or mere biology?

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    02 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 18

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    “He was trained to live his life by order or forge order itself when necessary, not to stay wide awake night after night contemplating where lines went blur or how easily a too young, too reckless, too bright for his own good-William made him question the very morals he had spent a lifetime carving on stones.”

    Or when est a strict, no-nonsense professor, a part-time florist finally notices his own student who looks at him like he knows how it ends.
    Now the line between restraint and impulse, principle and temptation, authority and surrender has begun to blur.

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    22 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 21

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    William learns to let go of the past but then a quiet bartender steps into his life and makes him believe in love again.

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    21 Dec 2025