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i will give your heart a place to rest (when everything you had has turned and left) by goingforbuck for alicebishop
Fandoms: &TEAM (Band)
20 Mar 2026
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"Please don't make me regret letting you in, and letting you help us." It's a distinct plea, cutting deep within Euijoo's chest, enough for his own breath to be stolen, becoming barely a molecule to push past the rain.
Euijoo strengthens his hold on the carrier, readjusts the jacket and hides a wince as he peels himself off of the brick wall, and when the other reopens his eyes, something in him awakens.
"There is nothing else I'd rather not do."
or; euijoo comes across an abandoned man and his child during a storm, and they create a small family of their own over time.
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He was exhausted. He was tired of being the only one trying to make things work, or at least a bit less awkward and ill fitting, and he was done with feeling like an unknown and unwanted source in their barely shared home.
So, two years into their arrangement, their marriage, and nearly two and a half years since he lost his parents and his brother to an unchangeable tragedy, Riki asks Jake for a divorce. As soon as the older stepped in past their entryway, and as he avoided his eye contact for the hundredth time.
He was done with feeling abandoned, and tired of being alone.
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- Part 1 of the open door
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"If I say yes to this, and things do or don't work out, what then?"
There are footsteps making their way over to their table before Sunoo can get another word in, and as soon as calloused fingertips slide their way down the slant of Jake's left and unclothed bicep, he immediately knows that it's Heeseung. And when warmth accumulates on his right, and as soon as weight is gently pressed into his side and pale fingers are straightening his glasses and tucking his strands behind his ear delicately, he knows it's Sunghoon.
Sunoo's sending him an incredulous look and then he just sighs, before collecting his own items after realizing that them finishing up their joint study session is a lost cause. He pauses and rests his hip on the side of the table to give them all a sardonic smile, and then looks down at his sheepish best friend. "You'll still be loved all the same."
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Sunoo creates a weeklong study proposal to help prove to Jake that Heeseung and Sunghoon like him just as much as he does them. Jake freaks out and realizes he's in love with them about it.
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- Part 3 of black dreams
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Wooyoung's head snaps up at the sound, and the pain in his chest only worsens as he realizes that the sound has come from San. The wide and open eyes he had just been looking at are now almost so black, his whites have nearly disappeared. He no longer looks like a man, or a vampire. He looks like an animal. Shaking in his seat like he's barely able to hold himself back, and Wooyoung feels true fear for the first time in years.
It isn't like the type of fear he feels when he walks into a crowded room, or the lingering fear from his trauma, when he notices a group of vampires resting near him. This feels inadequate to an extent in which Wooyoung cannot compare anything to. Because the man who had been looking at him just moments before in awe, is now looking at him like he can't recognize him, and it's even more painful than the fear he'd felt at the possibility of being rejected earlier.
So Wooyoung does what he knows best. He looks around and takes in everybody else's tension, realizes that he's the root cause behind all of the chaos, and then he flees.
He'll never be truly safe, and he'll never be accepted, even by a creature from the same line of monster that once attacked him, and scarred him for good.
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"It'd all be obvious if he'd just take my damn advice and do a grand gesture," Riki mutters under his breath with a roll of his eyes, and he smiles innocently when Jungwon looks over at him curiously. "Nothing," he reassures him, and slightly squeezes his hand. "He's over the moon about you, and he probably dyed his hair purple to get your attention anyway."
Jungwon's lips raise at the blatant conversation shift, and he can't help but laugh at the way his best friend groans and throws himself back after his response. "It isn't purple, it's lavender."
"Down so bad it's disgusting to be around," Riki gravels, suddenly sounding much older. "The both of you."
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Jay offers to help Jungwon study for his upcoming mid-year exam, and then invites him out for dinner after. Jungwon freaks out and catastrophizes about it.
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- Part 2 of black dreams
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Megumi was his ace card.
If someone as strong as Gojo saw Megumi as a person worthy enough to stand by him in equal strength, then Megumi had to work hard to catch up. He couldn’t get left behind. He didn’t expect to improve drastically overnight, he was aware this was gonna take a lot of time, hard work and effort, but those were all things he was willing to put in.
A new motivation was sparked in him, a goal only he could do. If Gojo saw something special in him that only he could help the man with, he needed to prove himself, because this seemed like something no one else could replace.
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the same sweet shock by persimmonsandcats
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
02 Dec 2024
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Suguru dead-eyes him across the table.
“Please listen to me, man.” Satoru says.
“No.” Suguru responds in that long suffering way that means he’s going to listen to Satoru but he’s gonna be pissy about it first. “It’s, fucking, 7AM.” Suguru adds. Suguru is not a morning person. It’s why Satoru went and bought the fancy coffee Suguru likes and breakfast sandwiches and red bean buns. He had to go to the bakery across town to get those.
“It’s so important.” Satoru tells him.
“Your opening gambit at 7-fucking-AM was ‘say I’ve gotten into anal play lately, why do I leak cum before I cum?’” Suguru says with a glare.
“Yeah.” Satoru says.
Suguru glares even harder.
“Well, you could answer me at least.” Satoru huffs, crossing his arms over his chest.
“I hope you fall off a bridge and die.” Suguru tells him, but he’s unwrapping a breakfast sandwich and pulling the lid off one of the cups of coffee, so.
“I hope you do too.” Satoru says amicably, taking a seat. He pushes some napkins toward Suguru and switches out the breakfast sandwich. Suguru likes the ones with avocado better. “So why do I?”
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Cranberry Juice by sassychubbycheeks
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
22 Feb 2025
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Megumi hated being an omega from the day he presented. The discrimination, the clichés, the heats. All his life, people made it hard for him to simply exist.
That's why, when he turns twenty-one, Megumi decides to hide his scent and live his life as a beta. A normal job, friends that didn't treat him frail because of his secondary gender, and a life of his own, far away from people trying to patronise him. His pay might not be what it could be had he had the education any beta or alpha was allowed to obtain, but it was enough to afford half the rent of a shared apartment while working the sales job he always wanted.
The catch? His roommate Sukuna, like everyone else, doesn't know of Megumi's rank and Megumi plans on keeping it that way. No matter how charming Sukuna is, no matter if Megumi's instincts scream at him to let the alpha claim him — it couldn't happen under any circumstances.
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- Part 1 of Cranberry Juice
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Bookmarked by goingforbuck
18 Mar 2026
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i love them both so much, this was such a fun and emotional ride ♡ go to hell (again), gojo
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Yeosang is an innocent Omega, left broken and bleeding as he flees a past tainted by betrayal. When the king’s guards find him deep in the forest, they drag him to the palace, where his suffering takes a new form. The ruthless Alpha King, Jongho, claims him as his slave.
A sentence Yeosang never imagined in his darkest nightmares.
Bookmarked by goingforbuck
16 Mar 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
the emotional whiplash i went through while reading this terrific shit. it was like a telenovela at a damn tennis match. chapter twenty two
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Park Seonghwa never imagined his quiet life would unravel with a single phone call.
“You will marry Kim Hongjoong. It’s not a choice.” His father’s voice was sharp and steady on the other side of the line he left no room for negotiation.
The Kim family—cold, feared, and haunted by a violent past—offered an arranged marriage to get an heir for the family.
But the man Seonghwa is supposed to wed doesn’t even show up to meet him on the first meeting.
Instead, Seonghwa faces the cold truth from Hongjoong’s father:
“If anything happens to my son, you inherit everything. The fortune. The protection.”
Seonghwa wants no part of this. He did not want wealth born from blood. He did not want safety purchased with someone else’s life.
He did not want anyone to get hurt. But the choice isn’t his to make especially that his father gave his words to Mr. Kim.
When asked, “Are you willing to marry my son?” he hesitates… then quietly agrees.
Because deep down, he knows this marriage is more than a contract for both families.
Will Seonghwa survive the man who refuses to love him?