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   I Wanna Get Outside (Of Me) by emwebb17

   Fandoms: Supernatural  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   17 Nov 2015

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Castiel/Dean Winchester
   • Castiel
   • Dean Winchester
   • Sam Winchester
   • Gabriel (Supernatural)
   • John Winchester
   • Zachariah (Supernatural)
   • A variety of minor characters
   • Dom/sub
   • Dom!Castiel
   • Sub!Dean
   • violent but consentual scene
   • Subdrop
   • Agoraphobia
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • off screen canon minor character death
   • mostly top!Cas bottom!Dean but they do switch
   • for a complete list of sexual acts/scenes please see the "additional tags and warnings" chapter
   • this fic does NOT contain non or dubcon watersports scat bloodplay or breathplay
   • yes I know there is a misspelled tag

   Summary

   Dean is a novice in the dom/sub world asked by his employer as a desperate last resort to be a sub for his recluse of a brother, Castiel. Castiel is a diagnosed OCD suffering from PTSD and agoraphobia, mysophobia, and dystychiphobia. Needless to say—he’s a mess who hasn’t stepped out of his home in literally seven years. The only times Gabriel can see traces of the way his brother used to be is when he feels in control—specifically when he has control over a sub. However, due to his idiosyncrasies and paranoia, keeping a sub around has been impossible. Enter Dean, who’s not a very traditional submissive, to try his hand at subbing for the hermit.

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