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    Buck tries to commit the frame to memory, wills himself not to forget the important details—Eddie on his knees in front of him, his nails seeking purchase along Buck's thighs as he drinks him down, his drawn-out gasps when Buck returns the favor.

    After, when Buck reaches out for quiet confirmation in the dark, asks him, "Good?"

    Eddie tells him, earnest and hard-won, "Everything is good with you," and Buck can bask in the illusion of a world where he almost believes it.

    Buck is trying to leave the past where it belongs. Then he wins an all-expenses-paid trip to Italy, convinces Eddie to join him, and falls headfirst into (not so) casual sex with his best friend.

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    Buck asks Eddie to stay.

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    Eddie breathes out. “Tell me.”

    If Eddie wasn’t pressed so close, his ear right up against Buck’s throat, he might have missed the way he swallows. Like he needs a moment to gather the courage to speak.

    “Tell you what?” Buck asks.

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    26 Jun 2025

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    Looking at Eddie right now is equal parts a flood of relief and nearly unbearable. Buck tries to grapple with the opposing emotions as Eddie stands before him looking a little worse for wear.

     

    This time it was not helplessly digging through mud or a desperate crawl; it was a routine save. They’d done this countless times before. Buck just wishes it hadn’t been Eddie that needed saving.

     

    or Eddie doesn't get hurt at all and Buck manages to be totally and completely normal

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    “I kind of have a sweet tooth,” Eddie admits. “It was easier when we were a little broke. I took my coffee black because I was always in a rush to my next shift, and we were scraping by, so any juice and sweets I bought were for Chris.”

    “So what changed?”

    Eddie’s finally looking at him, and he flushes.

    “I’m just trying this new thing,” he says, “where I stop punishing myself. I’m trying to be… nice to myself, I guess. For once. Like, showing myself that the world isn’t going to end if I do something just for me.”

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    OR: Post 8x06, Eddie is making changes to his life. Buck panics, until he doesn't.

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