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Tim leaves Hawk in Fire Island and he never gets ahold of Kimberly. He's on track to self-destruct until a friend does something extraordinary, changing the direction of Hawk's life forever.
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“You’re a good man, Hawkins Fuller,” he begins. Hawk goes to protest but feels a rush of nausea the second he opens his mouth. The world goes fuzzy again but a snap from Rafael’s fingers brings him back to lucidity.
“You are. Or you can be.” He searches Hawk’s face and gives a small nod, apparently satisfied with whatever he finds there. Says, “I’m going to share a Glimpse with you – but there are rules. One: tell no one. Two: Send a prayer if you need me. And three: do better.”
“I have,” Hawk tries to say, words slurring out, “no fucking clue what you’re talking about.”
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Death had been waiting for Abigail Hobbs ever since Will Graham stepped into her kitchen. She was a fool to have ever believed otherwise.
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nights like this, i can’t help but think of us by guayabemba
Fandoms: Cyberpunk 2077 (Video Game)
05 Mar 2021
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V can't stop having nightmare's about Jackie. Judy just wants V to open up.
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The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed.
Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.
Reentry is harder than expected.
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- Part 8 of my heated rivalry anon fics
- Part 1 of homegrown
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11 Mar 2026
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something you can build by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jan 2026
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Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.
It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.
(Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)
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- Part 2 of something you can fix
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25 Jan 2026
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Max stands, pacing again, and says, “I mean, what do I do? I can’t tell them I know now. It’s way too late for that.”
“It’s really okay,” Troy says far too optimistically. “It’s not that big of a deal.”
“Yeah, you can say that because you're not the one who heard Ilya tell Shane he misses his slutty little mouth."
Or: The Centaurs' newest rookie speaks Russian. It's too bad that Shane and Ilya don't know that.
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20 Jan 2026
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Scott: I’ve been getting asked if it’s me. I considered denying but if we all deny and one person doesn’t, that sort of gives their identity away and I’m not sure they want that.
Ilya: Everyone thinks is me. My agent asked if I want to comment too
Scott: Wait, it's not you?
Ilya: Maybe 🤔 Or maybe not 🤪
Eric: What?Or: When Adrian Dela Cruz reveals he dated an NHL player, chaos and damage control ensue. A story told through texts, tweets, and one pretentious Variety article.
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- Part 1 of the secret society of stick handlers
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19 Jan 2026
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“I’m falling in love with… someone.”
“Do you like it?”
“I kinda hate it. But it’s nice. When it’s nice, it’s… nice.”
or; Shane comes out to someone. He’s high on painkillers, but he doesn’t name names (not that he has to) and Dr Frances Yu takes HIPAA seriously.
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19 Jan 2026