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  1. Rec 96

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    “It scares me, Buck,” Eddie admits sometime later. “What I was willing to do for you."

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    15 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 45

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    “You didn’t have to do that,” Buck says when they’re halfway across Arizona.

    He’s been staring out the passenger window for almost an hour, forehead resting against the hot, dusty glass. Eddie glances over at him, then down at the gauges on the dashboard to make sure the piece of shit car’s not going to blow up, then back at the road.

    Tight grip on the steering wheel, just in case.

    “Do what?”

    Buck picks up his head and adjusts himself in his seat with a grunt. Eddie listens to him take a steadying breath, another while he works through the pain.

    “In the bar,” he says. “The other night. Those guys.”

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    15 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    “You fucked him,” Buck says, easy as two plus two.

    “I mean—” and Eddie cuts himself off immediately. He doesn’t know if correcting Buck and saying he fucked me is the best course of action at this point.

    Buck stares, almost hopeful, as if expecting Eddie to follow it up with a negative on the accusation. I mean, that’s not what happened or, I mean, that’s clearly lotion on the bed, dumbass. Buck stares and stares, and the hope withers and dies, and he finally lets out a short, disbelieving laugh that doesn’t quite reach his eyes.

    “Jesus, Eddie. So what— what, you fuck men now? Were you even gonna tell me?”

    Or, Eddie sleeps with the Boston firefighter, and Buck takes it about as well as you'd expect. What's a little roughhousing between friends, anyway?

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    12 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 72

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    “Did you mean it?” Eddie asks.

    It’s not what he meant to say. Don’t be ridiculous is what he’d intended. It’s midnight, it’s cold, I’m tired, I don’t want you to. All scattered to the wind, too far now to reach.

    Or: Buck and Eddie in the desert.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    There was a space, in the silence, where he could have said something; where Buck could have. Neither of them spoke.

    Eddie moved again. He told himself he was just settling in, and maybe there was some truth to that, the indent of Buck's body in the mattress creating a sort of inevitable gravity, drawing Eddie in.

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    Or: Eddie, and Buck, and a motel room in the middle of nowhere with only one bed.

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    01 Mar 2026