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  1. Public Bookmark 51

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    He works, and he thinks about Viktor telling him he could fuck a pillow. He takes the tram home, and he thinks about Viktor telling him he could fuck a pillow. He gets off the tram three stops early because he's hard and hopes he can sweat it out by walking the rest of the way, and he thinks about Viktor telling him he could fuck a pillow.

    So, really, it's not that surprising that he tries it.

    Jayce has a habit to help him relax—if "habit" is the right word for fucking his pillow while imagining his lab partner talking to him like a dog. Viktor—suddenly—doesn't have an apartment.

    Jayce, unfortunately, also has a crush.

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    06 Mar 2026

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    He pictures the funeral sometimes.

    He pictures someone he doesn’t know saying Viktor’s name wrong. He pictures screaming in public. He pictures stealing the ashes and keeping them in a protein powder container because it’s the only vessel big enough. He pictures lying in those ashes like a widow bird. He pictures baking the ashes into bread and feeding them to pigeons in the park.

    He pictures swallowing them himself.

     

    Or: When Viktor chooses a quiet death, Jayce learns how to love him to the edge of the end and carry what’s left through the sad art of letting go.

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    02 Oct 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 16

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    “Wyll let it slide. Because he’s seen a patient’s face crumple after being unnecessarily snapped at. They forget all about it within an hour.
    On the other hand, he’s seen bed sores: tunnels into the black void of body ringed by brackish pus, and bright red inflammation…

    He’s not going to rat on Astarion just for a bubbly, golden-hearted 22 year old to come choke his patient on applesauce instead.

    But that doesn’t mean he has to like him.”

    (Passionate nursing assistant Wyll Ravengard goes from resenting his competent but cantankerous coworker to having the strangest fantasies about him. Meanwhile, Ulder asks Wyll to take care of his stepmother Mizora following her elective hip replacement, unaware
    that she sexually abused Wyll in the past.)

    (read the tags! dd:dne )

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    14 Feb 2025

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    In a misguided effort to fight sexism, Sirius discovers he’s really, really into wearing the girls uniform. What follows is a disastrously oblivious Remus trying to protect his friends, Sirius’ introduction into a world more magical than his own (being trans!), and Marlene McKinnon growing increasingly annoyed with authority.

    A character study of Sirius’ fucked up gender, his relationship with his family, his body, Remus, James, and Marlene- disguised as a getting together fic.

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    04 Feb 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 73

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    Interview Transcript: Astarion Ancunín (#229268), interviewed by Jaheira Tethyrin on behalf of Help, Advocacy, and Recovery for Prolonged Exploitation and Rape Survivors, 18 January 2024, regarding: Cazador Szarr trafficking case.

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    25 May 2024

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