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  1. Public Bookmark 70

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    As Eddie leaves the kitchen, at the end of the kitchen fight in 8x17, after saying "I don't know, Buck. I wasn't there." instead of letting Eddie leave, Buck says "you're here now." Things snowball from there.

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    “What fucking difference does it make, Buck, hmm?” Eddie asks, and grabs a fistful of Buck’s rust-colored zip pullover, yanks him closer, even closer than they’d been with his finger in Buck’s face. His fist at Buck's chest is not tender, no, nor does his touch feel filled with care. This is desperation.

    And it stirs something desperate in Buck, too–not just the fact of Eddie’s hands rough on him; not just the spike in Eddie’s pulse under Buck’s hand, against Eddie’s skin from the inside out; not just in the way Buck’s hand is now pushed up higher, off of Eddie’s shoulder, almost cupping the back of his neck; not just how close they are, the way that he can almost feel the rise and fall of Eddie’s chest with his own–but the way Buck can feel the heat of his own name snapped from Eddie’s mouth, Eddie’s breath against his lips.

    What difference does it make?

    The difference is, Buck couldn’t kiss Eddie when he was in El Paso.

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    24 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 32

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    As much as Eddie loved his boyfriend, the man was always flaky when it came to filling up the Brita filter pitcher. It was one thing to forget to refill it. He almost expected that from Buck, but to put it back in the refrigerator, empty… that was a mortal sin that could not be so easily forgiven.

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    Buck forgets to fill the Brita again, and Eddie decides to teach his boyfriend a lesson.

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    22 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 29

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    “Buck,” he whispers, heart beating furiously in his chest.
    “Yeah?”
    “It wasn’t about the juice.”
    “I know.” Buck tells him, whispering too, and inching closer.
    “I think-” Eddie starts, breath catching in his throat, “I think it was about you. It’s always been about you.” He finally says.
    “Yeah,” Buck nods, lashes low on his irises, nose brushing against his own, “I know, Eddie.”

     

    OR: hot priest tells Eddie he's allowed to have juice, so he does.

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    22 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 43

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    “Eddie please,” He pleads again, waiting to be taken apart piece by piece “I want you. I want to feel you Eds,”

    “Sorry baby I just—“ Eddie shakes his head, smiling like an idiot, showing off his perfect white teeth, clicking the inside of his cheek with his tongue teasingly

    “I just need a second. I’m gonna lose it the second I’m inside you Buck, I know I will—“

    “So lose it” Buck agrees, smiling in return just as wide, as bright “I want you to,”

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    Or, the one where Eddie and Buck have a gentle first time together, then Eddie teaches Buck about the wonderfulness of aftercare

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    22 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 35

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    Evan Buckley gets a new tattoo — three simple words: use me for shade. Eddie can’t stop staring at it, can’t stop wondering why it feels like an invitation written just for him.

    What starts as teasing banter turns into something neither of them can laugh off anymore. Between stolen touches, confessions, and two rounds that leave them both wrecked and raw, Buck and Eddie finally stop circling what’s been there all along.

    Tender, messy, intense, and achingly soft — it’s just them, and it’s enough.

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    19 Mar 2026