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my mother, my god, do you look at me and remember how you used to be? do you see where you stand and long to be home? do you go to sleep and pray for salvation?



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  1. Rec 24

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    Sissel was happy to see Yomiel happy. Even when happiness was hurting himself as much as possible simply to delight in the ability to feel, when happiness was the people Yomiel had once called his enemies came to visit, when happiness was Other-Sissel simply existing.

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    10 Mar 2026

  2. Rec 3

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    One awkward encounter leads to too many feelings spilled.

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    06 Mar 2026

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    fuuuuuuuuuuuck

  3. Rec 32

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    Back when Yomiel was actually alive– not just pretending to be– he had never owned a pet, and had no real desire for one. Even then, if the thought ever crossed his mind, he had always thought he’d get a dog. All the things he had seen about cats, he had assumed they were unaffectionate and selfish creatures. You took care of their needs, and sometimes they would deign to let you pet them once or twice. With Sissel, he learned quickly enough that wasn’t anywhere near the truth.

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    05 Mar 2026

  4. Rec 39

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    Best friends mean I pulled the trigger.

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    05 Mar 2026

  5. Rec *

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    “Do you really want the sword?”

    “I—” Kazuma hesitates. What he really wants is Ryuunosuke’s heart, but he’s absolutely certain that's the wrong answer. But surely there’s some metaphor about hearts and swords and becoming worthy of one or the other, so instead he says, “Yes?”

    “You sound so sure,” Ryuunosuke says dryly.

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    Kazuma’s trip back home isn’t going the way he expected it would. He still has quite a bit of apologizing to do, it seems.

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    03 Mar 2026