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    “Did you like it?” Eddie asked, not stepping away from the door yet. Blocking Stevie’s path, almost. “The movie?”

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    Eddie noses at his cheek. "Wanna tell me what’s bothering you?”

    "Nothing's bothering me, I’m fine.”

    “You know nothing you say could ever be stupid, sweetie pie.”

    Steve’s face goes warm again and Eddie hums as his nose drags along his cheek. “Mm, yeah, you are a sweetie pie, aren’t you? Could eat you up with a scoop of vanilla ice cream. If I knifed you open, bet you’d taste like caramel and apples.”

    "What the fuck?" Steve moans.

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    After months of fooling around and fucking, of desperate touches and frantic kisses and leaving marks on each other under the cover of darkness, Steve feels himself falling for Eddie.

    He wants to ask him out on a date, but he knows Eddie just wants to fuck him.

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    10 Mar 2024

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    “The rink closes in ten minutes,” Stevie sing-songs. “C’mon, I wanna pop your skating-cherry.”

    Eddie chokes. “Uh—“ she swallows, trying to keep her eyes level with Stevie’s. “As tempting as that is—“

    “After, then,” Stevie interrupts. “I’ll ask Keith to let me close. It can be just, like, me and you.”

    (Stevie and Eddie stay after hours to skate together. Things get heated pretty quickly.)

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    02 May 2024

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    There wasn’t a lot of time in the days that follow after that to think about it, to really turn it over in his head and hold that hanky in his hands and think, Maybe —? There wasn’t a lot of time in general, for Eddie, who’d been walking a knife’s edge of guilt and dark thoughts and shame and fear, and he was about to die, he figured, he knew, so he could die still pretending he knew exactly who he was, black hanky, left pocket, pretty boy in tears enthusiast, and not whatever the fuck it was that Steve Harrington had cracked open beneath his breastbone.

    After the world doesn’t end, Eddie has a few realizations about himself, and the things that he wants.

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    21 Apr 2024

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    “My tats turning you on that much, huh?” Eddie jokes.

    “All of you,” Steve whispers, “So handsome.”

    Eddie’s breath hitches and he wraps his arms around Steve’s neck, bringing their bodies flush together. It sends a buzz thrumming underneath Steve’s skin.

    “Talkin’ like that’s gonna get you in trouble,” Eddie’s voice is lower now, thick with something Steve hopes (knows) is love.

    Steve’s hands haven’t stopped moving. “What kinda trouble,” He murmurs into Eddie’s ear, pulling their hips together.

    “The kind where I keep you here and make love to you for hours.”

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    08 Apr 2023