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    Before Amarantha and under the mountain Gwyn and Azriel were in a serious, loving relationship for 20 years - unbeknownst to the inner circle at the time. Until she left him without warning, leaving Azriel confused and heartbroken.

    Now, 60 years later, they are back in each other's lives, and Gwyn is struggling to keep the secret that tore them apart.

    The love they once shared is still palpable, yet Azriel remains unaware of the true reason behind Gwyn's departure, and she wants to keep it that way.

    ...she needs to keep it that way.

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  3. Public Bookmark 48

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    Gwyn has had enough of people telling her when she is allowed to be ready for sex. Her past does not define her and consensual sex can be as healing an experience as any sort of therapy if shared with an understanding partner and an open mindset to sex.

    WARNING: Gwyn mentions past SA in her rant and the fic includes some words that may be triggering, such as one use of the word r**e, but no descriptions of violence. All acts described are consensual, enthusiastic, and rewarding. Gwyn is not triggered in this fic.

    This fic is dedicated to @the-bookish-valkyrie's amazing NSFW art commission of Gwynriel on Tumblr and Instagram (@the_valkyries_trove).

    Thank you to @headcanonheadcase for the beta!

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  4. Public Bookmark 73

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    It's all the permission Neil needs to push Andrew against the door, caging him in with his hips pressed tightly to Andrew's, and Andrew reaches his hands up to blindly grope at Neil's neck guard, yanking it off when he finds purchase. The skin of Neil's neck is damp with sweat, and the scent of him goes straight to Andrew's head as his scent gland is uncovered. Threading his hands into Neil's hair, Andrew yanks him down close enough that he can shove his face into the the slick skin he's just revealed, licking and sucking around the crescent-shaped bond mark across the front of Neil's throat.

    Neil tastes like heaven. He tastes like home.

    Andrew's heat starts halfway through the second half of a game, and he doesn't wait until the game is over to deal with it.

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    Neil is in complete denial that he is struggling with panic attacks. Andrew thinks it would be a good idea to get a support animal. They figure it out together.

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