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“This is Wooyoung, he’s my best friend.” San turns to Wooyoung, leaning in far closer than he would while sober and grabbing Wooyoung by the shoulders. They’re basically the same height so it’s oddly jarring to suddenly be so close, noses almost touching. “You know that, right?” San says seriously.
“Uh, yeah,” Wooyoung says. His tongue feels heavy, the words not quite slurred but not quite clear. The world has gone fuzzy around the edges, San’s face is the only thing in focus.
“My best friend. I love you so much, dude. Seriously. I love you, man. I love you.”
or: the college boys no-homo-bro-but-im-in-love-with-you au we all needed
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07 Oct 2024
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During an interview, the host unexpectedly asks the ATEEZ members what their ideal type is for a girlfriend. No one is thrown off more than San, who becomes painfully aware of the possibility of the members someday getting girlfriends. The possibility of Wooyoung getting a girlfriend. Feelings that have previously stayed under wraps begin to surface and San can no longer go back to seeing his best friend the same way.
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06 Oct 2024
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Supporting his best friend’s unattainable crush by tagging along to a sporting event? No problem.
Making out with a hot stranger on the arena’s kiss cam? Why not!
Feigning an interest in basketball just to get laid? Wooyoung’s done worse.
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31 May 2024
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There was a silent moment in the conversation only punctuated with a few clicks of Wooyoung’s controller, but then the screen in front of them was paused. Suddenly, all of Wooyoung’s laser-focused attention was on San. “San-ah.” He hopped up from his lazy sprawl, kneeling on the couch and turning to face San, expression gleaming with a slight intensity that made something flip in San’s stomach. “Babe, I am being so serious right now when I ask you this, okay?” Wooyoung took one of San’s hands in his own, brushing his thumb over his knuckles as he asked with gravitas and gentility: “Have you never been eaten out before?”
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31 May 2024
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Wooyoung is silent for a few seconds before lifting his head and nodding. "Okay." He hooks his foot behind San's ankle under the table, "are you always like this?"
San is faced with the crippling need to sob and scream. Something is so so wrong with him. "Like what?"
"So... far away."
A star that exploded years ago yet still visible to humans because of the lightyears separating them. That's what San is. Something that's no longer actually here. Maybe he's never been here. Maybe existence isn't for everyone, maybe his star should have never started shining in the first place.
"I suppose..." he nods.
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Where San meets Wooyoung in a grief sharing group and they find that opposites maybe do actually attract.
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30 May 2024