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  1. Rec 1

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    Keith uses the morning's silence to admire what he has.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    Shane gets married to Rose—a PR marriage, after running from Rozanov’s apartment. He continues seeing Ilya, sporadically, painfully.

    A few months, maybe a year in, unable to sleep, at 4 am he checke his phone to a sting of texts from Ilya. “You snore? Turn in your sleep? She knows. I don’t. I wish we could trade. For one night.”

    They both want more. They need more. The need becomes even more urgent when the plane carrying Ilya and his team makes an emergency landing.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    Ilya’s perspective of a few scenes from “something you can build” (and one scene that came after). Featuring: intense yearning for your committed long-term partner, supportive but confused himbos, Yuna Hollander’s momager energy, Scott realizing he’s a side character in someone else’s even crazier story, and a quick trip to California for Very Boring, Extremely Casual, Not-At-All-Romantic Reasons (aka, the epilogue).

    (Companion piece! You will need to have read the rest of the series for this to make any sense—here be spoilers!)

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    01 Mar 2026

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    Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.

    It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.

    (Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)

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    01 Mar 2026

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    Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.

    “Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.

    And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.

    Just once. Just a single nod.

    Why did he have to nod?

    “Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”

    “Of course.”

    Of course.

    “Was it better?”

    “Yes.”

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    Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.

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    28 Feb 2026

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    27 Feb 2026

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    Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”

    “Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.

    “No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”

    “Go fuck yourself.”

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    Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.

    And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?

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    27 Feb 2026

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    “You will not be so nice when we beat you,” Ilya told Shane Hollander, holding onto his hand, not letting him pull away. Not yet.

    But Hollander’s brow furrowed, not in anger but in confusion. “Ah, um, sorry,” Hollander said. “Merci. My English is bad. Worse… than you. Maybe slower?” And he leaned in, like that would help him understand.

    Ilya’s eyebrows rose, and his smile widened.

    Or, Ilya Rozanov grew up in Russia. Shane Hollander was raised in France. When they first meet, neither of them can speak English very well. Somehow, it’s easier to understand each other when words aren’t getting in the way.

    (Stand-alone remix of “I’m Reading Your Lips (You’re Speaking My Language)” but this time neither of them are native English speakers, and learning a new language is sort of like falling in love, if you think about it.)

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    27 Feb 2026

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    Ottawa face Montreal away from home ice, and for the first time in eleven years, Shane Hollander is not in red and blue.

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    Ilya watches Shane battle his old teammates and fails to stay calm about it.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    Shane yanks his arms from Ilya’s grip. “Sorry about the cheap shot, Rozanov. He’ll be dealt with.” He’s still furious, his hands shaking by his sides.
    “Is okay, Hollander, don’t punch your own team for me. You’re not a fighter.”
    “I am when I have to be.”

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    24 Feb 2026

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    “I think we tell world now,” Ilya declared grandly, pacing across Shane’s living room in Montreal. “Big announcement. Maybe fireworks. Maybe airplane banner over city—”

    Shane, sitting curled on the couch in sweatpants, nearly choked on his tea.

    “No,” he said immediately. “Absolutely not. No fireworks. No banners. No announcements. I’m not letting you hard launch us into oblivion.”

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    Five times they soft launch and one time they hard launch, or Ilya is given free rein to soft launch their relationship.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Ilya is plummeting to his death when he closes his eyes, heart full of regret.

    When he opens them in what feels like just a second later, he is standing outside a rink in Regina, Saskatchewan. There’s a banner on the building across the street:

    World Junior Hockey Championship 2009.

    What?

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    22 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 78

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    Four 1k ficlets based on prompts from four twitter users, now posted here for non-twitter friends to enjoy!

    1: Body worship
    2: Cunnilingus
    3: Somnophilia
    4: Public sex fic aftermath

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    24 Jan 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 92

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    Galas are an issue, because something always goes wrong, and no one knows this better than Jason Todd. (It's a bit of a problem, actually, but he can always depend on Bruce to get him out of trouble.)

    In which Jason is elevan, utterly unimpressed with this whole gala thing, very much done with rich people and way too used to going it alone, Bruce is trying to make sure his kid doesn't kill anyone, and there are socialites.

    They figure things out, eventually.

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    30 Sep 2025

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    Galas are an issue, because something always goes wrong, and no one knows this better than Dick Grayson. (It's a bit of a problem, actually, but he can always depend on Bruce to get him out of trouble.)

    In which Dick is twelve, a bit more experienced with this whole gala thing, very much freaking out about being kidnapped and very much trying not to be, Bruce just wants his kid to be okay, and there is drugged orange juice.

    They figure things out, eventually.

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    29 Sep 2025

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    Galas are an issue, because something always goes wrong, and no one knows this better than Dick Grayson. (It's a bit of a problem, actually, but he can always depend on Bruce to get him out of trouble.)

    In which Dick is eight, attending his first gala, still trying to get used to an awkward guardian who is still getting used to this whole parenting thing, and there are reporters.

    They figure things out, eventually.

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    29 Sep 2025

  17. Rec 9

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    When Keith returned to Earth for the sixth reunion to commemorate all they’d fought for and the loss they shared, he had not expected to hear from Shiro that Lance had retired to a life of farming. That wasn’t him. The Lance that Keith knew longed to sail through the sky, to touch the stars with his hands and not let anything tether him to the ground for too long.

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    This fic is a gift for my bestest friend in honour of his fic Grin and Bear It hitting 10,000 hits!

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    18 Jul 2025

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    Keith gets stopped by the Blade and a new part of his biology comes to light.

    "Breeder," Kolivan rumbled - that word again, Breeder - "It means you are special, Keith. Breeders are rare. They carry young with ease, and are an invaluable part of our species's propagation."

    Keith felt himself flushing, from anger and embarrassment. He focused on the anger. "I'm not a woman-" he started, through gritted teeth.

    "No," Kolivan cut him off, quietly but firmly. "You are no woman. Breeders are not like the females of our species. They adapt perfectly to our needs." Kolivan's finger was still between his pussy lips, and now it began moving slowly, stroking up and down his entrance through the slick there. "You will see what I mean soon enough."

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    08 Jun 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 74

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    Rico's mission to escort a few alien specimens goes awry.

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    Screaming, Rico tries to throw them off, but is too weak to do much. There’s two of the creatures, one holding him still while the second angrily tears the clothing from his body. Rico is terrified at first, thinks he’s going to die, until his thighs are pulled apart, and its face drops between them.

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    06 Jun 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 21

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    Allura works too hard. So when the opportunity to take a break and have sex with a species of alien that's literally made of tentacles comes along, why shouldn't she take that chance?

    She deserves to have a good time.

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    01 Jun 2025

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