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    While trying to write to his friend studying abroad in Moscow, Shane Hollander accidentally reaches Ilya Rozanov.

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    Ilya texts the wrong number. Shane keeps replying.

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    06 Apr 2026

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    "You! You don't get to watch me touch myself." Shane can't help but to feel his face warming, not sure if it's from the anger or from his words. "You don't get to watch the fucking Horny Hollander Show."

    "You don't get me worshing your dick lke you are some kind of king. You don't get to have me...and not..." His eyes starts to fill with tears.

    "And not even kiss me."

     

    (or, what if Shane demanded Ilya to kiss him.)

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    06 Apr 2026

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    “How long were you kneeling?”

    “Mm?” Shane tilts his head a little, not understanding why Ilya would ask this question. Ilya should know better. “S-since you told me to.”

    “It’s been over an hour, Hollander!” Ilya barks out and he sounds frustrated and angry and Shane furrows his brows together. 

    Shane subdrops after their Vegas session and it takes a while for Ilya to realise.

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    06 Apr 2026

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    It was so silly. Ilya knew that. It was so beyond silly. He just couldn’t shake the feeling of dread, the feeling of regret. He regretted not kissing him. He regrets letting his mind dictate his actions and deprive him from happiness.

    “I should’ve kissed you, Hollander” Ilya muttered to himself, wiping the stray tears that fell from his eyes. Because now, he had to go back to Russia with the regret of not kissing him. God. He was so stupid.

    His phone dinging and lighting up snapped him out of his trance, he figured it was one of his teammates. When he looked at his phone, a message from Jane popped up. He was surprised, almost speechless actually. It read “We didn’t even kiss,” it shocked Ilya the most. Was Shane feeling the same way? Did Shane have this burning hole that felt like he was being eaten alive too?

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    Shane sends accidentally sends the text but from Ilya's POV

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