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    “You like watching me fight.”
    “It’s more interesting than watching you run.”

    Neil learns how to throw a punch. Andrew is more than a little into it.

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    11 Mar 2026

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    It started when Neil collapsed.

    The game hadn’t been special, there wasn’t a notable amount of foul play, it shouldn’t have mattered. Yet it was the game Andrew remembered most vividly from that spring.

    . . .

    Andrew wished they could go back to how they were before, even further when Neil hadn’t known how he felt about him if it meant keeping Neil at his side. He wished that Neil could say he was fine and mean it.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    The worst part of it all was that he had felt so good about this step. He'd thought about it for weeks before he asked and Neil had been receptive.

    Now he's staring at scars on Neil that he had only ever seen in a mirror before. Scars that Neil would have told him about if Neil remembered anything about getting them.

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    Andrew realizes that Neil was sexually assaulted at the Nest and Neil has no idea.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Before he can tune them out as background noise, he hears his name.

    "...definitely toxic. I mean, Andrew drives him everywhere, drags him out of parties early, doesn't let him talk to anyone else... I overheard Aaron telling Kate that Andrew picks Neil's clothes out for him, that's controlling as shit."

    "Yeah, more like emotionally abusive. I don't get why the others don't do anything about it, though, like, if there was even a chance Neil would listen to me I'd be trying to rescue that poor boy."

    "He probably doesn't even realize he needs rescuing, though, right? Like, that's how abusive relationships work. Besides, you know what his life's been like, with parents like his he might not know what a healthy relationship even looks like. And the others are probably too scared of Andrew to intervene."

     

    Or, Andrew overhears an unfortunate conversation and spirals.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    According to the team, Andrew is currently losing a custody battle for Neil against a sport invented by the mafia.

    It’s a running joke in the locker room: Neil cares about Exy, and then, distant second, he cares about breathing. Andrew is somewhere on the list, probably below the new backliner spread Kevin found.

    Andrew doesn't bother correcting them. He knows the difference between a distraction and a destination. He knows Neil runs until his lungs burn to keep the ghosts quiet, but he also knows exactly whose bed Neil crawls into when the adrenaline fades.

    (Or: 5 times the team thought Neil loved the sport more than the goalkeeper, and one time Neil made the hierarchy terrifyingly clear.)

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    28 Jan 2026