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    “Eddie,” Buck tries. “You could, uh… I get why you asked for two rooms, but maybe we should…” The bed is small. They’d be touching all night, and that would be bad, given what happened last night—it would be terrible; Buck definitely doesn’t want it.

    He doesn’t want Eddie pressed against his chest, doesn’t want his soft, steady breath at his ear. He doesn’t want it so bad that he says, “Splitting up gets people killed in horror movies.”

    Eddie’s answering smile is surprisingly soft. “We’re not in a horror movie, Buck.”

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    They're in a horror movie. 9x13 alternate version.

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    31 Mar 2026

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    Ilya decides that he would like to have a baby someday. He will find someone nice, someone nice and kind like Mama, and he will be a nice and kind father just like she is a nice and kind mother. 

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    3 times Ilya held someone else's baby and 1 time he held his own.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    27 Jan 2026

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    Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.

    It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.

    (Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)

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    23 Jan 2026

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    Sahar Ahmad is 24 years old.

    She has a mother, a father who passed away when she was 12 and a family dog that probably should’ve died two years ago.

    She is a probationary firefighter with the 118.

    She gets off on the wrong foot with them a few times.

    She shows up anyway.

    Or: Eddie unknowingly adopts a 24 year old probie

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    09 Jan 2026