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    Whumptober day6- Recording

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    The flowers weren't beautiful today.

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    12 Mar 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 58

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    “Breathe,” Chuuya says. “This is gonna hurt like a bitch.”

    Dazai’s lips twitch. “Doesn’t Chuuya have anything for me to bite on?”

    Chuuya pauses despite himself. “…I thought that,” he starts, then stops. He clears his throat, eyes flicking briefly to the floor before coming back to Dazai’s face. “Because of Dostoyevsky. I thought maybe—”

    Dazai waves one hand dismissively, the motion weak but sharp with irritation. “Yeah, yeah, yeah. Because that holier-than-thou demon’s been leaving me gagged for days, you think I wouldn’t want anything in my mouth.”

    He grins when he says it. It’s a perfect imitation—angle of the mouth, familiar lilt—but his eyes are flat, glassy in a way that has nothing to do with humor. “I don’t,” he adds. Then, after a beat: “I also don’t want Chuuya to hear me scream.”

    or: dazai gets kidnapped and tortured. chuuya gets him back, and realizes that care is just another kind of exposure. the kiss might be a mistake. or it might not. it’s also inevitable.

    Whumpuary 2026 - Day seven - Gagged (Alt)

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    Dazai gasps and another lewd moan spills from his pretty mouth, so loud and Chuuya is fucking losing it. He can’t care if the walls are thin because hearing Dazai letting go, witnessing him like this – overcome with pleasure – it’s the single hottest thing that has ever happened to Chuuya in his entire life. "Good boy," he praises.

    OR: Despite Dazai's annoying insecurities, which he takes out on everyone (including himself), he is a good boy. A good boy that Chuuya is very in love with.

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    “Why?” Dazai asked into the room. The question left his mouth but stayed in his head where it rattled around incessantly. Why, why, why. The endless rigmarole.

    “Oh you’re still here?”

    “Why?” Dazai repeated with more pathos.

    “Why what?” Chuuya responded, still not looking up from his book. “I need you to be a little less cryptic.”

    “Why do you want to have sex with me?”

     

    In which: Chuuya wants Dazai, but Dazai's self-image doesn't align with the idea of being wanted. They talk about it, and in the process discover how weak Dazai is for kind words.

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    03 Jan 2024

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