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  1. Summary

    A series of solo written afterthoughts from roleplay and various collaborative stories over the years. In rough chronological order of events, or ideal reading order.

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  3. Summary

    Series of short fics/drabbles centered around dysphoria, intrusive thoughts, and dead stuff. Ya know, that hgsn thing.
    Inspired by Being Human by Bent Knee.

    'I imagine your dead body lying in my bed
    And I note the details why you had to go
    You never liked the thought of being human anyway
    Death is one more option to explore'

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  1. Public Bookmark 15

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    413 yippee. lil hal angst fic from the archives polished up for release for the special day

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    10 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    yes. yes. yes.

  2. Public Bookmark 36

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    The worst part about knowing, is knowing.

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    03 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Are they both fucking queers?

    ^^barking outloud

  3. Public Bookmark 46

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    Five minutes ago Hikaru was flipping through a magazine, stretched out on Yoshiki's bed while Yoshiki sat on the floor watching something on his phone. A normal afternoon - right up until Yoshiki turned around, frowning in that way he does when he has a question he's not sure he'll like the answer to. Yoshiki gives Hikaru that kind of look a lot, these days.

    "Where do things go when you put 'em inside you? Impurities and stuff?"

    And Hikaru shrugged, and said, "I dunno. If you really wanted to find out I guess you'd have to look for yourself."

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    04 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 20

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    You see her for the first time out of the corner of your eye. Your head snaps up, the bright splash of red demanding your attention. It does not get it. Instead you find yourself transfixed by her pale mask.

    Your first thought, is that you are hungry.

    Your second thought, is that she's seen you.

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    02 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 40

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    “Didn’t think I’d get this far,” Kris tells Dess.

    “Hey.” Dess taps their nose, and they peer up at it through their bangs, the vibrant brightness of her face. “I’m glad you’re here, harbinger. You’re going to figure this out.”

    Kris hums, noncommittal. Somewhere halfway across the country their friends are finishing up final exams. A whole year out there, learning new things, living new places. So many things they’ve seen that Kris never has, never will. Certainly, their friends have traveled further beyond the bounds of Hometown than they ever have. Into some world that surely cannot exist. Some reality that doesn’t include them.

    They know, of course, that theirs is a problem that can never be solved.

    (When they’re ten years old Kris Dreemurr is shown a video by their mother. It is of a coyote that has been raised by a dog mother, with dog siblings, in a human house.)

    On surviving your end and what comes next.

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    06 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Just—twist themself into the right shape. Into anything people would like. Jackels? Dingos? Painted dogs? Dholes?

    Grasping at straws. It all slips away. None of it fits. Just—useless, useless words for canines that are better than they could ever be.
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    my younger 'surely im not a wolf i have to be something else a different kind of canine has to fit better -- i know, a DHOLE!' self is wilding rn. fucking awoo. love this fic love coyote kris.