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    After Sherlock’s suicide, John struggles to understand exactly what Sherlock was to him, and why he is mourning so deeply and wholly. He accepts help from an unwanted source, and in time is able to reconcile his feelings and move on to love again - just in time for Sherlock to reappear, awakening in John all the old feelings, but this time, the missing piece of the puzzle as well, the one he’d been unconsciously suppressing before the fall. To complicate matters, he’s got a relationship that’s actually working, a wedding to plan, a bright future ahead of him rather like the one he dreamed of before Afghanistan. Before Sherlock.

    John has learned a lot about love in the years Sherlock’s been gone. The question is - how much has Sherlock learned?

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    15 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 46

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    I put my violin and bow away, and then turn around and say, "John, it's time we discussed your desire to have sex with me." I'm pleased by the look of shock on his face, and even more pleased by the way he grips the legs of his trousers when I take off my dressing gown, and let it slither off my arms as I step towards him, my eyes never leaving his.

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    30 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 88

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    John comes back to Baker Street on a rainy Wednesday in January.

     

    Is he crazy, being here? Trying to put them back together? Is it even possible? Why does he even want this, with someone who’s hurt him this badly?

     

    He wants to feel whole again.

     

    Maybe that’s not achievable.

     

    But fuck, he wants to try.

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    16 Feb 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 61

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    John starts a list. It's only in his head, of course; if you write something down in the flat, it immediately ceases to be private, even if you password protect the file and name it something completely innocuous like "taxes". So this is the list of Not Gay he keeps in his head.

    Originally posted on ff.net.

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    20 Jan 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 93

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    Sherlock enlists John's help with a case that falls far beyond his area of expertise. Post-HLV.

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    16 Jan 2025