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  1. Public Bookmark 9

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    “We could keep going, you know,” Jisung offers.

    “You mean like . . .” Changbin doesn’t finish his sentence. “Uh, I don’t know if I can. Usually it helps to watch something if I’m finishing by myself.”

    Jisung shrugs. “We could watch each other,” he says before he can think better of it. He holds his breath, sure that Changbin is going to be disgusted and refuse. He doesn’t even know why he suggested it. Maybe being horny and desperate is clouding his judgement a little.

    Because . . . that would be gay, wouldn’t it? And Jisung definitely isn’t, and he’s pretty sure Changbin isn’t either. He’s only ever been with girls. But it’s also not like they’re going to be kissing or anything. So surely that cancels it out.

    The silence that follows is agonizing. Just when Jisung thinks he’s definitely going to get punched, Changbin says, “Okay.”

    (or: Changbin and Jisung jerk off in the same room nearly every night. It’s definitely not gay though)

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    21 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 30

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    Minho this time. Jeongin knows the tone. Whoever is heading for Seungmin is already halfway down the hall. “No,” he whispers. The thought of Chan’s hands on Seungmin’s body, of him touching him, finding, with his thumb, the little birthmark he has on his hip, the thought of any of them, anyone but him touching him, the thought of a foreign knot penetrating, claiming, his omega, his Seungmin—

    A wave of nausea rips through him and he retches, gags around his growl, stealing his breath so violently it sends more panic thundering into his veins. He rips up his head to gasp for air, blinks open his eyes and find’s their pack alpha’s gaze. Chan’s mouth falls open in shock.

    Everything in the room pauses.

    Somehow, he knows, even if he can’t see it himself. His eyes are glowing. Lavender.

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    17 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 28

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    Seungmin now realizes the reason Minho invited him to have this conversation in public: if they were in private, Seungmin would have strangled him by now. “No, that’s not what I meant, and you know it. It’s just that, like, you guys—” he can’t get the words out.

    “Do you trust me, Kim Seungmin?” Finally, an easy question.

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    Minho knows what Seungmin needs.

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    11 Mar 2026

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    Jisung wasn’t stupid or naive; she knew where this was heading. If you want, I could take you back to my apartment and you can look through my sketchbooks, as if. She knew exactly what she was going to be looking at. And it was— insane, actually, to think about. Men who looked like Hyunjin, like they’d just stepped off the cover of a magazine, didn’t sleep with girls like her. They fucked the kinds of girls who knew what to buy in Sephora and had skincare routines and didn’t go to parties in sweatpants. Girls like Jisung pulled the kinds of guys who were so desperately grateful to be having sex at all that they didn’t care that she owned the Naruto box set and had Pokemon plushies on her bed.

    Hwang Hyunjin had never needed to sink to such lows. He’d always had a gaggle of girls following him, had dated all the hottest girls in high school, even though the whole time Jisung had thought he was using them as beards. If he was actually into girls— that meant he’d really dated them. He’d probably seen Shin Ryujin’s tits. Jisung had seen her topless in the locker rooms enough to know that those were nice tits.

    She glanced down at herself. Fuck, she thought. I’m wearing granny panties.

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    10 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 15

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    The sheets were pinning him down further, somehow, they were incredibly heavy. Then the words, the voice, trickled through to Changbin's consciousness.

    It wasn't bedding pinning him down, but a warm, heavy body. His fingers flexed, and Changbin finally got control of his hands, lifting them only high enough to land on a slim pair of hips.

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    07 Mar 2026