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  1. Public Bookmark 3

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    When Belly moves out to the city a year after graduating and reconnects with college friend Jeremiah, she meets his older brother Conrad. But she can't have him. Yet.

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    08 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 50

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    "Because I remember the way you sounded in that room, Belly," I say, my voice dropping even lower, dangerous even.

    I’m close enough now that I can see the pulse thrumming in the hollow of her throat—fast, erratic, terrified. The mask of indifference has completely dissolved, replaced by something jagged and cruel. "I remember the way you looked at me when I was between your legs. Does Jere know about that? Does he know that while he was snoring three feet away, you were screaming into a pillow because of me?"

    "Shut up," she whispers.
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    Picks up during the motel scene in S2E8. Belly still ends up choosing Jeremiah, but she and Conrad can't stay away from each other.

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    08 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 22

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    She should’ve known better. Should’ve seen the signs. But she had followed, moth to a flame. And her boyfriend — ex-boyfriend?— was sprawled over a girl's lap. 

    He hadn’t even noticed. Hadn’t heard the footsteps. How could he? If he was too busy being consoled by anyone else but her. Belly stood there. The plate was filled with his favorite things. And felt like a fool when the chick asked: 

    “It’s that for us?”

    Us. Us? Fuck. Her breathing was uneven, and a fresh wave of sadness hit her. 

    Conrad lifted himself off her, sheepish and rumpled. His eyes were dark, rimmed with red and exhaustion. 

    Belly hated herself for loving someone who clearly didn’t want her. 

    or: what if Conrad had followed Belly after their fight at his mother's funereal?

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    05 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 22

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    Belly and Conrad’s collision left a tear in the fabric of time.

    For years, the universe tried to stitch it closed — pulling them toward different lives, different loves, different futures.

    And for a while, it worked.

    Belly chose Jeremiah. Conrad chose California. Jeremiah became the life Belly could live inside. Agnes became the life Conrad could breathe inside.

    What they built apart was real, steady, enough. Until distance stopped holding.

    Back in Cousins, nothing breaks all at once. A thread loosens. A fracture reopens. Gravity returns.

    And once it does, it pulls everything with it.

    Because some collisions don’t disappear.

    They wait.

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    05 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 14

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    After being dropped by one of the top teams in the sport, Conrad Fisher, a promising F1 driver beloved by many and hated by some, joins Sterling Racing, a once-great team that wants to recover its glory and get back on track.
    Isabel Conklin is trying to make a name for herself in a sport dominated by men, after being betrayed by the closest person she knew in the paddock.
    What she didn't expect was to be appointed as his race engineer, being forced to work with someone she didn't want to.
    Maybe, just maybe, she can put her hate aside and, together, help bring Sterling Racing to the top.

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    04 Apr 2026