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“He wrote it when he was thirteen, hyung. It’s an imaginary guy. He probably had some fictional character in mind when he made that list,” Matthew says, voice softening with genuine concern.
But it doesn’t deter Hanbin.
“Well, I’m going to become that guy,” he insists, repeating the same words he’s been saying for years.
When Hanbin accidentally found Hao’s old “ideal type” list eight years ago, he made ticking every box on it his lifelong mission. Now at twenty-one, he’s closer than ever to completing it. What started as a silly teenage crush has turned to years of quiet devotion and yearning.- Language:
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06 Apr 2026
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Maybe in another life, they would have had the privilege of a fancy hall, of a celebration that didn’t have to be in secret. Maybe in another life, they could have shared this moment with everyone they love—their joy a declaration rather than something to be whispered. Maybe in another life, they could’ve even taken each other's last names as if it were natural—as if their bones had always known they would belong to each other.
Maybe in another life, they could talk about each other without being ambiguous, without leaving enough space for denial, without crafting their words carefully enough to give the world an exit route if it decides it doesn't want them. Maybe in another life, they could have each other in the deepest, fullest way—without having to give up everything they've built.
Maybe in another life, Hao could shout it from the rooftops instead of whispering it to the Han River.
In this life, the ducks are their only witnesses.
Alternatively: Haobin Sex. Haobin Married. Haobin married sex. It's also a lot more serious than it seems.
Bookmarked by primaticshard
06 Apr 2026
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needed that after the separation of my family
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White horses, dirty cowboy boots, unpaved roads, and an old truck without AC all tell the story of Hao’s first love. He’s seventeen, the summer is hot, and only the moon bears witness to the sweetness of Hanbin’s smile when he looks at him.
It takes only one summer for Zhang Hao to start singing along to songs he swore he would never learn the words to.
It takes eight more for him to realize that it wasn’t the songs themselves that made him want to sing, it was the person who kept putting them on. However, that person has long since stopped listening to music, and now all Hao can do is play them over and over in hopes that one day he’ll want to sing with him again.
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06 Apr 2026
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touching, sad and sweet, hanbin deserves everything and so does the author
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Just a bite, a tiny taste of sweets, not too much; or Zhang Hao will be so addicted and it will be difficult to stop himself from falling into the temptation that is Sung Hanbin.
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zhang hao will never understand frat politics, but surely, the best way to get revenge on his ex and current pledge at zeta chi rho is to fake date his frat brother right?
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- Part 1 of zeta chi rho-verse