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Before that day Tyler was always a proud beta, away from matters of the hormones, as his pastor used to say during Sunday service. None at home had ever presented, as far as Tyler was concerned, and his immediate surroundings were always tame or hidden due their religious beliefs. Mark was a quiet alpha who had bonded early with his wife and never divulged on the hormone championships Tyler had witnessed in college. The rest of the band during the college days were also betas, irrevocably boring and nerdy. It was all so bloody convenient… until he met Josh.
or... after many years hiding his second gender, Tyler breaks in heat during Innings Festival sending Josh straight into a rut.
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The voices usually come at night, when he leaves the torch outside his tent to die down with the strong wind that has Trench besieged.
‘Stop looking’
The tone is commanding and strong, almost like a distorted version of Clancy’s voice. The order of what’s said is also usually the same on repeat like a broken record. He doesn’t want to accept defeat, he has never done it in the past. There have been so many cycles since he left Dema, so many relapses in the past 15 years with this last Clancy… They got so fucking close, for god’s sake.
‘Stop looking’
And the voice keeps erosioning his resolve, the strength to keep his value and duty alive like the fire on his torch.
‘You won’t find me again’
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Just before he is about to check the route one more time there is a noise that gives the location away, the need to recheck completely forgotten. The path had been narrowing for the past 5 minutes of walking, the concentration of trees around both sides of the path getting thicker and leafier all around him… One would think that the sound wouldn’t be able to travel so freely around there, but what do you know? To his left he could make out two young men’s silhouettes at a really compromising position, the sound of the grass and fallen leaves evidencing a quick cadence of strokes and rough handling… James let a gulp go down his throat and kept walking through the trees following the path towards a small clearing.
...or the need to try cruising is too big and too enticing to ignore.
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- Part 4 of The Brit Effect
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claim the dreamer from the dream by sainzspancakes
Fandoms: Fontaines D.C., Indie Music RPF
15 May 2025
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‘I don’t want to give Diana away, Gri…’
Grian aches inside. He knows that Carlos feels guilty for putting that burden now on Grian’s plate, but doesn’t realise the lengths Grian would go for him, as a friend, as a brother, as whatever it is that has held them together in the past 12 years.
‘You won’t. I won’t let you.’
or... Grian and Carlos decide that it is okay to raise a newborn together. They will make it work... Right?
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Carlos feels shame from the bottom of his stomach all the way up to his cheeks. He doesn’t want anyone seeing him like this: on his knees on a hotel room’s carpet, not a single piece of clothing on him, eyes closed, mouth slightly ajar. He hears James moving around him, dull thuds on the hotel carpet signaling where he is at all times. Carlos relies on the sound queues, still unable to let out a single word. Is funny, really, as nothing is stopping him from speaking: no gag is in his mouth, nothing to threaten him, just the weight of James’ order.
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they finally get their act together and have filthy intercourse in Bahrain.
(this is part 3 of the Brit Effect but can be read independently!)Series
- Part 3 of The Brit Effect
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the only way we would get caught is if we wanted to by joshlerkiss
Fandoms: Twenty One Pilots
01 Apr 2026
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Josh Dun had many regrets.
Replying to that comment was not one of them.
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josh dun was horny on main and now we all have to deal with the consequences (WE yes we you're part of this too)
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01 Apr 2026
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Josh has done a lot of morally questionable shit in his life.
Like the brief shoplifting phase he had in high school, or the time he sold a baggie of spinach to a kid in college and told him it was weed, or as of late—fucking his childhood best friend two weeks before he gets married to his long term girlfriend.
Bookmarked by sainzspancakes
01 Apr 2026
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Josh and Tyler have a complicated relationship. It's been that way for years.
In a moment of pause, they reopen their wounds.
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31 Mar 2026
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When Mark approached him a month ago, phone in hand, he assumed the worst and began planning a to-do list of numbers to call—lawyers, security, other agencies he’d have to contact if this was another case of an asinine fan invading his privacy—yet, once Mark’s phone came into view, and the screen showed an art piece of him in a black leotard and red tights, black paint applied and an almost despondent look on his face as he discarded his white shirt with a delicate kick of his foot, his heart quickened for a very different reason.
“That’s not socks,” he said.
“No, that is not socks.” Mark lifted an eyebrow. “Josh had an idea.”
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28 Mar 2026
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Saint Benedetto was a place of devotion, discipline, and faith.
Josh Dun believed in all of it.
Until he met Father Tyler Joseph.
Or: Josh is a seminarian who traveled to Italy to finish his studies. He meets Father Tyler, priest and teacher at the boarding school he is staying at.
Bookmarked by sainzspancakes
16 Mar 2026