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"After an hour of breathing exercises, retracing what he had learned about himself and others, he opened his Notes app:
want:
Ilya
Stanley Cups
Awardsnot doing:
Dissociating
Making myself small to make others comfortable
Waiting ten fucking yearsWatching the clock, the time he had been waiting for was finally there.
Time to remind Ilya where the smoking area was."
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In 2021, Shane and Ilya are sent back to 2008. And they are determined to do it better this time.
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- Part 4 of Inspired By... Hollanov
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- English
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20 Mar 2026
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If This Is It... by S_D_Blackthorn
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Heated Rivalry (Book), The Long Game (Book)
29 Mar 2026
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When a petty morning argument is the last thing Ilya says to Shane before he boards the Montreal Metros’ team plane, he thinks the worst consequence will be a bruised ego and an awkward apology.
Instead, the aircraft declares an emergency.
As social media explodes, the hockey world halts, and Shane’s Instagram messages turn from apologies to goodbyes, Ilya is forced to confront the one truth he’s been hiding longer than his feelings:
Shane Hollander is his. And he may have just lost him.
A mixed-media, Long Game–era angst spiral featuring breaking news alerts, trending fan edits, locker room confessions, and the most devastating Instagram DM thread you will ever read.
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- English
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- 53,147
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- 18/26
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02 Mar 2026
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There's nowhere to go but on by multifandomgeek
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Feb 2026
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Shane has a soulmark just like most people, but he doesn’t think about it too often. He’ll probably meet his soulmate in his thirties, then get married or something. It’s usually how it happens. It just doesn’t matter right now. The only thing that matters is hockey.
So when he spots a very familiar symbol in a locker room at eighteen years old, things kind of fall apart. It wasn’t supposed to happen this way.
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- Part 1 of Soulmates
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- English
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- 17,718
- Chapters:
- 5/5
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25 Feb 2026
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After Shane's plan to come out to Ilya in Tampa falls through, the pair have a falling out. There is no cottage. Instead, Ilya is forced to wait and see Shane at a charity event being held in New York. Ilya hopes that, after a miserable summer apart, he and Shane can reconcile.
There's just one problem.
Jordan Bragg, a forward for the New York Admirals, has also come out as gay. Stunningly handsome, funny, and just what a heartbroken Hollander needs, Jordan makes it clear that Ilya Rozanov isn't the only one after the Metro's star centre.
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- English
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- 88,714
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- 20/24
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- 512
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24 Feb 2026
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our bedroom after the war by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Mar 2026
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“I want you in my hotel room tonight,” Ilya says, satisfied when Hollander’s pupils dilate in response. “I want to take you apart, slowly. Until you’re begging for it.”
“Fuck off, asshole,” Hollander breathes out, but the look in his eyes says yes and more please. “You can’t just come back here and–”
Just as Ilya is about to lean down and kiss the next words out of Hollander’s mouth, a buzzing sound startles them both. He glances down to see Hollander’s phone vibrating on the countertop with a text notification from someone named Matty.
In an alternate timeline, Shane resolves to move on after Sochi. When he and Ilya reunite for the MLH Awards in Vegas, Ilya takes the news of Shane's new "friend" about as well as you'd expect.
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- Part 2 of i'm coming to the anonymous cottage
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- English
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- 22,078
- Chapters:
- 7/7
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- 311
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21 Feb 2026
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and i can go anywhere i want, just not home by chuckasaurus
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Mar 2026
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After Alexei walks in on Sasha hitting on Ilya at the gala in Sochi, he does the most predictable - but terrifying - thing: he blackmails Ilya Rozanov, on the threat of telling Russia, and their father, the truth about Ilya's sexuality.
It's a good thing that a very helpful, boring Canadian with gorgeous freckles offers to help him defect from Russia, in the most insane way possible: through marriage. To him.
Or, Shane and Ilya do their relationship completely out of order. And, they realize later, they wouldn't have it any other way.
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- English
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- 46,937
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- 9/?
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16 Feb 2026
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locker room talk by spacegoose
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Feb 2026
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The picture is leaked on a random fucking Tuesday in November, months after Ilya was last in Montreal.
Grainy and dark, enhanced digitally to shit but still just recognisable enough; Shane Hollander smiling dopily as a broad-shouldered man in a dark hoodie has him pushed up against a red brick wall, one knee lifted to hook around the back of a thigh, a large hand possessively holding it in place as the hooded figure has his face hidden in the crook of Hollander’s neck — presumably kissing him there, intimately.
Ilya knows his team is good, and they do the best they can.
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14 Feb 2026
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Yours to Keep by pinkhairandbooks
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Mar 2026
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Shane’s team gifts him a soulmate reading with renowned soulmate seer Ilya Rozanov. The problem? Shane doesn’t want to know anything about his soulmate. Ilya promises to keep whatever he sees a secret; that way Shane can stay oblivious, the team won’t find out he refused their gift and the reading still gets done. Everyone wins, right? Wrong.
Guess who turns out to be Shane’s soulmate…Series
- Part 1 of Meant to Be
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- English
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- 41,117
- Chapters:
- 9/9
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14 Feb 2026
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“Don’t you ever want more with… your soulmate?” With me. Don’t you ever want more with me?
Shane waited patiently for Rozanov’s answer, his heart pounding away in his chest as he stared at the other man.
“No,” Rozanov said decisively. Shane felt his heart shatter as the other man flicked his cigarette dismissively. “I do not have a soulmate.”
Oh. Shane sat in stunned silence for a few moments, his glass of vodka frozen in midair, halfway to his lips.
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Ilya has lived his life knowing he would never find a soulmate, and Shane has lived his life waiting for his soulmate to acknowledge him.
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04 Feb 2026
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u and me at home by residentrookie
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Jan 2026
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There is no version of Shane that would ever have felt safe and comfortable enough to try recreational drugs before Ilya came along. This is perhaps not the pinnacle of romance to most, but for Shane, it’s a sure sign that he’s a total fucking lost cause.
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Shane gets high again, but this time it's on purpose, at the cottage and with Ilya. aka HIGH!SHANE THE SEQUEL!
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- Part 2 of high on loving you
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26 Jan 2026
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Settled In Our Bones by PointMade26
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Mar 2026
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He fumbles for a lamp, finds the switch, and floods the room with warm light.
This is not his fucking room. This looks nothing like his house, which he is 99.9% sure he made it back to last night.
He blinks.
Once.
Twice.Looks down. Olive-toned hands. Smaller than his, broader, with rounded nails neatly trimmed. Bare thighs, a familiar curling scar tracing the tendon around the kneecap—one he had traced with his mouth the last time he’d seen it.
“What the fuck—” The sound of his own voice makes him flinch. Too even. Too smooth. Barely husky with sleep, not his at all. The haze burns off fast, panic sharpening everything to an edge, because that is not his voice, and this is not his bedroom, and this—
This is not his body.
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26 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander is Dating a Nice Man From Montreal! by trickysnail
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander has a secret boyfriend, and it’s not Ilya Rozanov. That’s for the best, though, because Shane’s boyfriend is absolutely perfect on paper. He’s also completely on board with the need to keep their relationship out of the press to avoid ruffling any feathers at the MHL commissioner’s office.
There’s only one problem with Shane’s boyfriend. He’s not Ilya Rozanov.
(Canon divergence where Ilya and Shane do separate photo shoots pre-rookie season and never hook up. Somehow. So then Shane has a “normal” dating life.)
- Language:
- English
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- Chapters:
- 9/9
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- 1,354
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- 8,029
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25 Jan 2026
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Baby, Come Back To Me by myneighbortenenbaum
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Jan 2026
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The one where Shane Hollander films a workout routine for Men's Health Magazine, and Ilya Rozanov has a lot of feelings about it.
Too bad that Shane is dating Rose Landry, and he and Ilya haven't spoken in two months.
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18 Jan 2026
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cold war by pucksandpower
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Feb 2026
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“I think you don’t hate me as much as you want to. I think you’re curious about me. I think-” Ilya leans in, voice dropping even lower. “I think you watch my highlights. Late at night, when no one is looking.”
Shane Hollander is bred for greatness: son of a future Prime Minister, Canada’s golden boy, first overall pick. Ilya Rozanov is Russia’s answer: the President’s son, cocky and brilliant, everything Shane is supposed to beat.
Their rivalry begins at seventeen with an overtime goal and a blown kiss. It evolves in hotel rooms and stolen hours between games they’re supposed to hate each other through. For seven years, they hide what they are while the world watches them compete, until one catastrophic hit forces Ilya to make an impossible choice in front of twenty thousand people.
What starts as Cold War propaganda becomes something neither of them can control. And when you’re in love with your rival, winning and losing stop meaning what they used to.
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- English
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- 34/34
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08 Jan 2026
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Finding your soulmate is supposed to be beautiful. You stand in front of someone and you say their full name; they say yours. Your soulmarks appear somewhere on your bodies, and it's supposed to be beautiful. Life-changing.
It's not supposed to happen a week before the World Juniors tournament in a dirty Saskatchewan parking lot. It's not supposed to be Canada's newest darling hockey player and your future rival who whispers your name. It's not supposed to be a boy that your skin blooms for.
And if that does happen, despite the fact that it shouldn't, you're definitely not supposed to lie to your soulmate's face, refuse to say his name in return, and pretend that you never felt your soulmark appear at all. And if that happens, somehow, you're definitely not supposed to kiss him less than a year later. And then later. And then later. And then later, until you realize you never want to leave his bed despite the fact that you've never told him the truth about the bear tattoo on your chest.
or, finding out that his soulmate is Shane Hollander isn't beautiful. Ilya can't pretend that it's not life-changing though.
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- Part 4 of my heated rivalry anon fics
- Language:
- English
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- 35,631
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- 3/?
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08 Jan 2026
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“A respectable man (26) of good character, owner of a working farm, seeks partner to share in the running of the household and land. I offer stability, a permanent home, and partnership in all matters.”
In the late 1800s, Ilya Rozanov finds a newspaper advertisement placed by a man named Shane Hollander—an offer of marriage built on work, honesty, and the promise of a home.
With little tying him to city life and everything to lose, Ilya packs away his meager belongings and boards a train toward a farm he’s never seen, to wed a man he’s never met.
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07 Jan 2026
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the heart is hard to translate by catknives
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Jan 2026
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Shane is twelve when he realizes he can understand Russian.
Or, in a world where you can understand whatever language(s) your soulmate speaks, it takes Shane and Ilya an embarrassing amount of time to realize they’re soulmates.
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- Part 1 of all this and heaven too
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 20,867
- Chapters:
- 3/3
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- 592
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06 Jan 2026
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Ilya Rozanov? Ok. by Cleoptrix
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Mar 2026
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Everyone is born with the first words their soulmate will say to them tattooed on their body. It’s considered polite to try to make your greetings unique, to avoid any potentially life-altering, terrible miscommunications.
Ilya Rozanov is not polite.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 39,614
- Chapters:
- 13/14
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- 436
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06 Jan 2026
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Rey's power goes out in the middle of a storm, turning her apartment into something between a meat locker and a cautionary tale.
Also (unrelated) she hates Ben Solo (her neighbor). The feeling is mutual.
Unfortunately, his apartment does have power. And with it, heat.
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05 Jan 2026
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To Have and To Hold. by lavenderdaze
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy
02 Mar 2026
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“I found her, Ben.”
“Who is her? The infamous ‘one’?”
“The girl.”
“What girl?”
Poe dropped a prenup on the table. “Her. The Palpatine girl we’ve been looking for. She’s agreed to be the future Mrs. Solo. You’re getting married today.”🖤🤍
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 129,222
- Chapters:
- 28/28
- Comments:
- 671
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- 481
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- 80
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Bookmarked by schambells
05 Jan 2026