13 Bookmarks by soelarbin
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Occasionally, Felix wakes in the night and wonders if this kind of love is actually worth it, but then she looks at the way Chan’s eyes crinkle when he smiles at her, admires the way Hyunjin looks at him too, and realizes that she is forever doomed, yet she must find a way to be okay with it.
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08 Apr 2026
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“I’m sorry about this,” the man said. He took a sip of his coffee before continuing, “It’s the lesser of two evils. A mother and her young children, or a single kid. It has to be you.”
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- Part 1 of Fate or Something Worse
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- English
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- 36,370
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- 7/7
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13 Mar 2026
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"I get it now," he says again. "Why she cheated with you."
Minho freezes. And that feels good, for half a second, like handing someone a grenade just to watch them panic.
"I'm sorry, what?" Minho says slowly.jisung gets cheated on and decides the only logical next step is to track down the hot guy his ex slept with and see for himself if he's really all that. by letting him fuck him.
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- English
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- 27,995
- Chapters:
- 3/3
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- 188
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24 Feb 2026
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"and no one can ever figure out what you want, and you won’t tell them" - Richard Siken
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Seungmin gets assigned a human. This human is unlike any other human - first of all, he's an adult, not a newborn. Second of all, there is something deeply, deeply wrong with Lee Minho. Seungmin would never break the angel code, he could lose his wings. But... he needs to help, something deep inside of him is crying out to help this soul and the agonies that it has endured.Please, Minho, the angel cries. Please let me help.
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- English
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- 101,841
- Chapters:
- 16/16
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- 2
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- 565
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- 468
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25 Dec 2025
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Can we fast-forward 'til you go down on me? by dandyli0n (tyvnflower)
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
19 Jul 2021
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Changbin takes his friend with benefits Minho to see his boyfriend Chan when Minho starts having doubts about their relationship, and once Minho insists on kissing Changbin in front of Chan, things escalate in unexpected directions.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 15,487
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
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- 24
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- 383
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- 53
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Bookmarked by soelarbin
21 Dec 2025
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should have this bookmarked 4 years ago i just wasted too much time trying to look for this fanfic
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the road that i have traveled (it takes me back to you) by meongcore (corvidstars)
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
06 Nov 2020
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Changbin isn’t perfect in any sense of the word. Never has and never will be, and he knows it. He’s made too many mistakes in his 24 years of life, lost his two best friends as a result, and probably would’ve ended up in a ditch by now if it weren’t for his dog - and Felix and Jeongin.
But everything always comes back to them - to Seungmin and Jisung. Just as it always has. Years later, and they still find each other. This time, though, perhaps things will be different - better.
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19 Dec 2024
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“Truthfully, I’ve never been confessed to before.”
Well, shit.
Hyunjin can’t tell him now -- not after seeing the pleased little smile on Seungmin’s face and the slight tilt of his round little head, too reminiscent of a puppy for Hyunjin to subsequently kick with the truth: that Seungmin still hasn’t been confessed to before, because the confession was never meant for him. It was meant for his best friend, Lee Felix.
Hyunjin accidentally slips Felix’s love letter into Seungmin’s locker and is such an INFP that he doesn’t have the heart to tell Seungmin the truth.
russian translation available here- Language:
- English
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- 15,013
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
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- 130
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- 2,385
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08 Nov 2022
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“It’s really a funny story,” Minho is saying, seated to his right. His elbow is a few centimetres from Chan’s, folded cleanly over the thick arm of his sofa.
Dr. Byun smiles encouragingly. “It certainly is. Although I do have to ask why your ‘penalty’ has to be 5 sessions with a marriage counsellor.”
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Chan and Minho (ambiguously married for more than 7 years) are forced by corporate to see their in-house psychiatrist to fix whatever's going on between them before it interferes with a mission.Series
- Part 1 of Guns n' Roses
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23 Oct 2022
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Felix might be Hyunjin's guardian angel. He might also be his one-way ticket to hell. Either way, he's all Hyunjin has to cling to.
(a series of vignettes about life in a tiny, inescapable town and the kids who fuck and do drugs to deal with it)
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- Part 1 of phoenix
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Bookmarked by soelarbin
26 Aug 2021
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dont even know how many times ive read this anymore ever since i discovered this story the purpose of my life has been to read & think about this when im awake and dream about it when im asleep.
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They’re just two strangers, meeting at a diner, roaming the world for a night, both hoping for a distraction from life’s demands. Two strangers, one who blew life into the other, bit by bit, uncaring—for Minho sits in the unknown, unaware of Seungmin’s troubles, and Seungmin wants it that way. He’s grateful Minho sees him as a blank slate, slowly painting dreams into Seungmin’s mind, helping them take root and blossom into reality. Two strangers, clinging onto the happiness of each other to bury the unhappiness of themselves.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,706
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 6
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- 103
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10 Aug 2021
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“It’s okay; I have a solution to this.” Hyunjin says. “What we should do, is that we should conform. Agree to the majority. Give the public what they want. All the things you hate.”
“Thank you.” Changbin deadpans.
The younger grins and tightens his grip on Changbin. It occurs to the latter, just then, that Hyunjin is doing this on purpose. There’s a dangerous glint in his eyes, and it makes Changbin queasy. “We should confirm the rumors.”
“Confirm the rumors.” Changbin repeats, trying to figure out what the fuck Hyunjin’s hinting at. “So your solution to the rumors about us dating... is to date.”
“No, not date.” Hyunjin corrects. “Fake date.”
or: in which Hwang Hyunjin (read: soccer team's ace striker and last year's junior prom king) and Seo Changbin (read: disgruntled nobody that's trying to survive his last year of high school) are fake boyfriends for the stupidest of reasons, and love is definitely not one of them. Definitely.
Bookmarked by soelarbin
12 Feb 2021
Bookmarker's Notes
i have been screamind and crying and throwinf up since the day ive learnt that this work is not being continued and i'll keep screaminf and cryinf and throwing up until tje very end of my life.
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the one where seungmin, the heir to the throne, and changbin, the best friend to the crown prince (and who possesses unworldly powers) work together to unravel a traitorous scheme – and maybe fall in love in the process.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 30,412
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
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- 34
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- 279
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Bookmarked by soelarbin
13 Jan 2021