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A long moment passes. “Oh,” Akutagawa says stiffly, and this close, Atsushi can almost see the gears click delicately into place as the other blinks rapidly. There’s an uncomfortable pause, before Akutagawa clears his throat and says, not looking at him, “You are aroused.”
“Shut up,” Atsushi hisses, feeling the embarrassment creep up the back of his neck. “Oh my god. Just—shut up. Don’t say anything. And don’t say it like that.”
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10 Mar 2026
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Push Me (and Then Just Touch Me) by phichithamsters for WhatTheF0x
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
12 Aug 2019
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Ryunosuke Akutagawa is one of the most popular camboys in Yokohama. He works for Dazai Osamu, a renowned producer and owner of the ADA (Adult Desire Agency), a company that specializes in camming. They host a range of shows and cammers, but the top earner is Akutagawa.Well, one of the top. Akutagawa is second only to Nakahara Chuuya, elusive camboy and current obsession of the ADA's producer, Dazai. Chuuya used to the star of the ADA: his sessions brought in the most viewers and he earned the most tips. The redhead was quite popular amongst the viewers of Yokohama (and beyond). That was, until, he started dating Dazai.
Dazai would never admit it, but he'd been jealous of the attention that Chuuya was getting from other men (and women). He had pulled Chuuya from his regular sessions, instead allowing him to take on a management position and help run the studio.
Chuuya's departure meant that Akutagawa had moved into the ADA's number one spot. Now, he was the most popular, and he would be able to make Dazai proud. Akutagawa would take what he could get.
Akutagawa, the ADA's highest-earning camboy, is suddenly forced to work with someone new.
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- Part 2 of phichithamsters's twitter fics
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06 Mar 2026
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IM ASCENDING FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKYEEEAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
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Atsushi was alive and felt himself ascending with his feet still on the ground.
Atsushi isn’t quite sure if that moment could be called a beginning or an end. To him, it was both and neither.
When he had awoken the following afternoon, Kai was gone. Atsushi would find the green bag in his pocket the following night and wouldn’t hesitate before reaching in.
-- Atsushi struggles with addiction after being introduced to drugs between getting kicked out from the orphanage and finding Dazai.
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19 Jul 2025
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This is such an original way to think of Atsushi's few weeks spent on the streets, and I love how it was represented. Seeing Atsushi and how he feel into the start of an addiction, then Dazai noticing it having delt/dealing with one himself, wanting to help but not knowing exactly how to, with Atsushi himself knowing it's no good for him yet knowing it makes him feel better in the moment,, its just,, ahh,, really well written!!
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if you saw the inside of me for more than a minute you would not want to hold me by SmellsLikeDeanSpirit
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
12 Sep 2023
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Horror formed in the pit of Dazai's stomach as he watched Atsushi’s hands transform into claws. He watched as those claws started dragging bloody caverns down the hollows of Atsushi’s throat.
Still, Atsushi was screaming, even as Dazai ran forward. The boy had flinched at his touch but now Dazai had no choice, trying his best to ignore the painful twist in his chest at Atsushi’s pleading cries to please please, don’t touch me. Don’t touch me. Don’t touch- as he slapped his hands around Atsushi’s claws, activating No Longer Human without a second's delay.
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“Who am I?” Dazai asked. “Who am I to you?”
“You’re-” Atushi faltered, “You’re Dazai Osamu, leader of the Port Mafia. You’re my boss,” there was another pause, “And you’re supposed to be dead.”
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Or the one where BEAST! Atushi is transported into canon by a rogue ability user and the ADA comes face-to-face with what could have been.
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24 Feb 2026
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CRYING<33 So so good. Right proportion of attempt at comfort for all the pain, it all feels super in character and so gut wrenching my poor boy Atsushi I'm so sorry my baby i want to hug you sm
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Call. That’s what he should do. Dial a number, never mind which one as long as it connects on the first try, and tell someone where he is and what the voices inside his head are tempting him with.
But what would he say?
"Good morning~, I’m thinking about jumping to my death, yes, yes, I know I still have paperwork to fill out, so could someone come and get me before a gust of wind blows me over?"
They’d hang up on him before he's made it through the first half of his sentence.
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- Part 4 of Armed Detective Family
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23 Feb 2026
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Yep i'm so emotional rn. AMAZING dazai suicide attempt angst and ADA caring sm about him writing love it so muchhh