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Jeongin gets an email at 12:47 a.m. from someone unexpected.
‘weeding invitation’
‘im getting maried nezt month. i want yiu to come. i miss yoi.’
Bookmarked by stanpat
13 Mar 2026
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Minho:
casual fun, anonymous, no strings attached
and we’ll see how it goes
is that okay?Hannie:
ur speaking my language :3Mornings won’t go back to normal, then. Jisung will stay annoying, Minho will stay aggravated—but at least he’ll have his perfect little distraction in his pocket at all times.
Minho gets on an anonymous dating app to cope with having an annoying coworker. it backfires spectacularly.
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06 Mar 2026
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He’s not exactly struggling yet. He can see that there’s a lot Jisung wants to explore physically, and he feels like the luckiest person alive knowing he’s the one Jisung trusts with it. That Jisung opened up to him and shared things from his heart. How it all came at a time when Minho was terrifyingly close to giving up.
But just like before, he knows there’s a limit. Another boundary. Jisung isn’t doing this with the intention of building something with Minho. They aren’t dating. Jisung isn’t even looking for a relationship. And sure, maybe they’ll have fun. They’ll experiment. They’ll make each other feel good. But Jisung isn’t his.
There will come a time when all the things they do together, Jisung will do with someone else.
He buries the thought and tries to focus on sleeping. The less he thinks about it, the better. He’s good at staying composed.
Be good for your best friend. Give him everything he needs. Stop thinking so selfishly, Minho.
And don’t you dare think of it as something it isn’t.
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Bookmarked by stanpat
23 Dec 2025
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forgot to bookmark; dec 18. excited to see how it ends.
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Jeongin has always understood the ocean: how it takes, how it gives, how it never asks permission to change.
Love, on the other hand, feels like an equation he just can’t solve.
As the people around him grow, pair off, and move forward, Jeongin is forced to confront the fear that loving differently means being left behind.
alternatively: Jeongin is trying to grow up without losing himself—or the people who taught him what it means to stay.
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- Part 2 of Life in Haeon
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02 Mar 2026
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“Do I know you?” the stranger asks, squinting into Jisung’s face. Then he splits into something of a maniacal smile. Snaps his fingers, pokes one into Jisung’s sternum. “You. You’re Jiwon, from 1-Up.”
“Oh my god,” Jisung squeaks when he finds his voice. And around a bewildered laugh, “J.ONE, not Jiwon.”
“What’d you say?”
“J—never mind.”
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Han Jisung, songwriter-producer and ex-idol, never drinks past his alcohol tolerance. That is, until one night, after a stressful workweek and yet another breakup, he does… and ends up so wasted he accidentally confesses to the man of his dreams, who also happens to be his best friend's boyfriend.
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20 Mar 2023