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Several are dead under mysterious circumstances in Bellevile, Kansas, and Sam and Dean are on the case. The culprit is a new breed of beast— something that's spreading through townspeople like a virus, something that eats bones, something that made an angel disappear. And now Cas is showing all the symptoms of someone who's about to turn.
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Cas has wants, but he doesn't indulge in them until everyone in the bunker is asleep.
Dean has wants, but he refuses to look them in the eye, even when they invade his dreams.Cas is having a quiet night to himself in the bunker, and Dean is praying to him in his sleep. A quick peek into Dean's dream can't hurt.
Inspired by the Labyrinth masquerade scene!
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Cas steps further into the motel room, sees the pipe and the baggy on the floor, and says, "So, how do you do it?"
Dean chokes on his pie.
Sam doesn't help him. "You… you want to smoke weed with us?"
"Sure," Cas says levelly, sitting down on the floor and frowning at their supplies in concentration. "Though, I will confess that I've never done this before."
"Yeah, no, Cas, that's-- that's fine," Sam stutters. "Uh, Dean hasn't really, either."
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Or, a oneshot where Dean's never really smoked before, and Sam thinks 4/20 is a good day to introduce him. They get Cas in on the fun, too.
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“I think,” Cas grits out, “that the spell requires me to say the truth. I’ve been trying to suppress it with my grace, but it’s… not working.”
“Got it,” Dean says, nodding, because he can work with this. “Yeah. Sure. So give me some truths. Some stupid little ones.”
Cas narrows his eyes. “Such as?”
“Like, I dunno, what’s your favorite color?”
Cas’s face somehow goes stonier. “Green,” he ekes out.
Dean clears his throat. Blinks a few times. “Oh.”
________Or: when Dean and Cas investigate a group of high school students getting mysteriously ill, Cas gets hit with a truth spell.
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27 Jun 2025
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Faced with Castiel suffering a fate worse than death, Dean makes the decision to let Cas use his body as a temporary vessel. All things considered, Dean thinks, it could have gone worse.
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09 Mar 2025
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Genetic engineers Castiel Novak and Dean Winchester are on the verge of a breakthrough in cancer treatment and possibly even a cure, using genetic manipulation and incredibly, shark DNA.
Following a devastating diagnosis of brain cancer, and amid growing pressure from his boss, Dick Roman, for results, Castiel is pushed to an act of desperation. He tests the cure on himself with disastrous and violent results.
He has never been so hungry.
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01 Mar 2025
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love you enough for the both of us by ijusthavealotoffeelings
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
24 Jun 2024
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“What I want most isn’t sex, Dean. I want—I want you to love me. That’s my greatest desire. And you—you can’t give it to me, Dean. Not the way I want it. Not the way I love you.”
The words are soft, vulnerable, and it feels as if the very room has been transformed into a homemade confessional, because this is Cas confessing his dearest secret to Dean—again, always again—and this is Dean on the other side, not knowing how to respond. Heart racing, Cas’s figure blurring with his tears. This is the bunker dungeon all over again, with death knocking on their door, and this is Cas dying, again, because Dean is too afraid to give him what he wants.OR
Post-finale, after Jack rescues Cas from the Empty and brings him back to Earth as a human, Cas and Dean have yet to talk about his confession. Dean's avoidance of the subject was working perfectly—up until a routine hunt in which a witch curses Cas to die within 24 hours unless his greatest desire is fulfilled. Seems like they have some talking to do, after all.
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- Part 2 of post-finale but make it destiel
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16 Sep 2024
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Loving an angel is like swimming in a cooling pool.
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- Part 5 of Pathology
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23 Jul 2024