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This was probably Castiel's favorite thing to do. Ever.
He was laying besides Dean, with their legs all intertwined, and with his head resting on Dean's upper arm. It was silent, as it always was for Castiel. He was deaf, yes, but it didn't matter to him. Of course, he would love to hear Dean's voice just once. It almost made him desperate nowadays. It started when he found Dean sitting in his living room with his guitar, and his lips were softly moving. It was then Castiel had lost it.
He felt Dean's fingers move against his back.
What's wrong?
Nothing, Castiel signed back on Dean's chest.
Why do you keep lying to me? Did I do something?
Castiel could feel Dean's anxiousness. Even after they've said they loved each other, Dean wouldn't truly believe it.
Of course not. It is more of a personal issue.
Then tell me. You know I'm here for you, right?
Castiel sighed. He nodded, it was obvious that they would never leave each other.
I'm just... moody, I guess.
Castiel cast a glance on Dean's face, which was clearly confused.
What's wrong? And don't you dare say nothing.
Castiel shrugged. He just moved his finger on Dean's chest, but when Dean slightly nudged him he started to form his fingers to signs.
I know you sing, and I am rather upset that I will never hear you. Your voice when you talk about your work, your brother, when you sing, or when you say you love me. It's just upsetting for me, I guess.
Castiel didn't look at Dean. He didn't want to face it.
So when Dean moved Castiel's hand upwards, he resisted the urge to glance up. When his hand was put down on Dean's throat, Castiel frowned. Why would he-
He could feel it. Not just feel it, but feel it. He felt the vibrations of Dean's voice, but it didn't feel like him talking, it was more of a... melody to it? Castiel got tears in his eyes when Dean signed the words he sang, so Castiel would truly understand it. And oh, how beautiful it was.
It was not as hearing Dean singing, but it was close enough. At least until science would find a way to make it possible.