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Blitzø hates to admit it, but he had a lot of fun with Fizz last week.
It was weird…awkward- sort of humiliating and made him feel things he didn't want to try and figure out. But it wasn't awful. Maybe having Fizz there to comfort him and…treat him like that wasn't so bad.
A while back Moxxie mentioned that he used him and Millie to satisfy his own need for intimacy.
He has Stolas for the physical stuff…
M&M for the romantic stuff…
But with Fizz there was something more he could provide that Blitzø doesn't know how to describe, an intimacy that was more than friendship but also not sexual at all…
Not that he wouldn't be interested if Fizz wanted that, he would be! Oh fuck would he be interested! …But Fizz is in love with Ozzie, how the hell could he compete with the sin of lust?
Somehow in one weekend Fizz has managed to change everything and nothing at the same time.
The next few days went by as usual for the most part but Blitzø couldn't stop thinking about Fizz. Luckily he's pretty good at saving face and pretending everything was buisness as usual.
Or maybe no one actually cared to notice if he acted any differently...
Moxxie and Millie only really focus on each other- he's just their boss.
And Loona has her own life. She shouldn't and doesn't worry at all about him.
He does wonder sometimes how much people actually care and how many people would be better off without him.
Fizz seems to be doing just fine without him, why did he even want him around? It made no sense.
What did he gain from this?
_Fizzarolli_
Fizz had a lot to prepare for!
Blitzø had made a lot of progress in only a couple of days, who knows what else they can accomplish, especially with Ozzie there!
Maybe he could help Blitzø open up a bit more? He already broke down and felt comfortable telling Fizz some of his insecurities, maybe he could help him open up about other things? And to other people.
For example, Stolas so obviously loves Blitzø, why hasn't Blitzø done anything about that? He deserves happiness as much as anyone!
Was he not interested in Stolas? Or was Blitzø just insecure in their relationship?
Maybe Blitzø isn't ready for one now, but he will be someday. And if Fizz can convince him that he's on his side no matter what, he'd be able to push himself to take more risks.
But that's more of a long term plan. This week their focusing on Blitzø and Asmodeus.
They need to bond- especially if Ozzie was to be one of his caregivers too.
He and Fizz both wanted a little one to look out for- especially since their friend has one. (It would be so cute to set them up on a little playdate!) But they had to take things slow and prioritize what Blitzø needs rather than what they want.
Fizz has some activities planned to help Blitzø and Asmodeus bond this weekend, they don't have a lot of time, so he has to make it count!
He's so excited!
_The weekend 2, Asmodeus and Fizz's place_
Blitzø arrived at Fizz and Asmodeus's place right after work.
"Blitzø! You're here!" Fizz hugs him the second he opens the door and sees his friend. "This is gonna be great! We were just getting everything ready."
"We?" Blitzø asks.
“Yeah. Asmodeus took some time off so we can all hang out together.” Fizz tells him.
“Oh.” Blitzø says simply. He's not entirely sure how to feel about that yet-
"Yeah, we need to spend more time as a family, don't you think?" Fizz asks.
Blitzø shrugs, holding his arms anxiously.
Fizz notices and takes his hands. "Hey, it's okay. There's no reason to be shy, kiddo." Fizz says. "Ozzie won't hurt you."
Blitzø wasn't shy! He just...wanted it to be just him and Fizz like last week. Why did Asmodeus have to be there? Doesn't he spend enough time with Fizz?
"Hey, Blitzø. How are you doing?" Asmodeus asks as they walk into the main room.
"Fine." Blitzø says, gripping one of his arms with the opposite hand. It's a gesture Fizz notices Blitzø does whenever he's anxious. It's adorable. The fact he's doing it now shows that Fizz is right and he needs to get used to being around Oz.
"How about you go change and then we'll watch a movie?" Fizz suggests.
Blitzø nods. "Okay."
"Good job, kiddo." Fizz says. "Oh, if you have any weapons on you, just leave them on the table in the hallway, you don't really need those while you're here." Fizz tells him.
Blitzø hums some version of "fine" as he walks up to what Fizz calls his room.
_Movie_
When Blitzø came back downstairs, Fizz turned on a movie to watch while they waited for their food to arrive. Asmodeus ordered take out so no one had to worry about cooking.
Which meant Fizz and Asmodeus were both around...during the movie Fizz and Asmodeus sat next to each other- cuddling, talking and being all couple-y together so much Blitzø may aswell be hanging out with M&M!
He doesn't want to be- but he's a bit upset about this. Asmodeus was getting all this love and attention from Fizz and he wasn't- and it sucks! Didn't Asmodeus get him all the time? couldn't he share Fizz just once?
But then Blitzø realized...he doesn't have to just sit here and be ignored the whole time, he could play into the regression thing a bit more and get some extra love from Fizz.
Last week when Blitzø literally broke down crying, Fizz cuddled with him...for hours even! So, if he acts more regressed, Fizz will pay attention to him.
Blitzø slowly moves from the chair he was sitting on and climbed up on the couch next to Fizz.
"Hey, buddy. You okay?" Fizz asks, resting a hand on Blitzø's head.
"Mhm." Blitzø looked away from Fizz for a moment to play the part of being shy. (Which he played well because he kinda was...) "I was just feeling kinda..." He hesitates a bit- the action was genuine because he was second guessing if he really wanted to be this vulnerable. He may regret it later.
"What?" Fizz asks, giving Blitzø his full attention. "You can tell me, Kiddo. I promise I won't judge you."
Oh, what the heck? He already regretted every single day of his life anyway, what's one more? "Feeling kinda lonely." He admits, mumbling softly.
"Aww." Fizz coos. Making Blitzø blush a little in embarrassment. He does regret it now- he turns away to leave but Fizz gently stops him and pulls him closer, setting Blitzø on his lap, then wrapping his arms around him. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to react that way." Fizz says. "I'm really proud of you for admitting that to me, it's very brave."
Fizz nuzzles him affectionately. "I'm sorry I wasn't giving you enough attention, sweetheart. I thought maybe you wanted some space."
Blitzø doesn't respond, but instead he wraps his arms around Fizz's neck and holds him close. Enjoying the affection, doing his best not to make eye contact with Asmodeus who was right next to them.
Blitzø can get a bit touched starved when he works a lot...and Stolas has been canceling their nights together lately so, what else was he supposed to do?
"I got you, kiddo." Fizz tells him, petting his head gently as Blitzø's tail swishes slowly.
Throughout the rest of the movie, Fizz holds him, Asmodeus sitting at Fizz's other side, seeming a bit suspicious of the 'little one'.
_Later_
After the movie, their food arrived and so they ate with no problems.
Afterwards, they let Blitzø pick another movie since they only really had time for one more.
Blitzø picked Spirit, a horse movie that Fizz knew he loved. (Which is why he bought it on DVD in the first place so it was always available.) And the little one didn't leave Fizz's side for a moment, talking through the movie and explaining why it's the best movie ever! (So adorable!)
By the end of the movie Blitzø had fallen asleep, still snuggling with Fizz.
That's whrn Fizz and Ozzie turned off the movie and carried Blitzø to his room, tucking him into bed with a goodnight kiss from Fizz.
"I'm pretty sure he hates me." Asmodeus says once they leave the little one's room.
"Oh come on. He doesn't hate you. Why would you think that?" Fizz asks.
"Is it not obvious to you that he's jealous whenever your attention isn't completely on him?" Asmodeus asks.
"He's just sensitive." Fizz says.
"And what about the fact that he's said less than five words to me all night?" Ozzie asks.
"He's just not used to you yet, Oz. Come on. Tomorrow will be so much better, you'll see." Fizz reassures him.
"Maybe." Asmodeus says. "But something tells me that there's more going on than Blitzø being shy."
"Whatever it is, we'll handle it." Fizz tells him. "Blitzø can be a bit complicated but that's why he needs us!" Fizz takes Asmodeus's hand. "Come on, I have a lot planned for tomorrow, we should get some rest."