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The kitchen was too small for seven people, but they made it work.
It had become something of a tradition, really—this morning chaos where they all seemed to gravitate toward the same cramped space despite having an entire manor at their disposal. There was the formal dining room they never used. The breakfast room that Seonghwa had decorated with meticulous care. The garden terrace where they could eat outside. And yet, every morning, they ended up here, in a kitchen that was objectively too small, bumping elbows and stealing food from each other's plates and existing in each other's space like they couldn't bear to be apart.
Maybe they couldn't. After everything they'd been through to get here, separation felt wrong somehow.
"Mingi, if you don't stop stress-baking, we're going to run out of counter space," Seonghwa said, though his tone was fond as he watched the werewolf pull another tray of cookies from the oven.
The kitchen was proof of that stress-baking. Every available surface was covered—chocolate chip cookies cooling on wire racks, snickerdoodles arranged in neat rows, what looked like the beginning of a sourdough starter bubbling ominously near the sink, a pie crust waiting to be filled. The scent of vanilla and cinnamon and brown sugar was so strong it had probably seeped into the walls by now.
"Can't help it," Mingi mumbled, already measuring flour for the next batch. His hands moved with practiced efficiency, the kind that came from doing this too many times to count. "The eastern wards are fluctuating, the northwestern boundary hasn't been properly checked in three days, and we still don't have a coordinator. So. Cookies."
He said it like it was the most logical thing in the world. Problem: magical infrastructure falling apart. Solution: baked goods. To be fair, Hongjoong had seen worse coping mechanisms.
"At least we're eating well," Yunho offered, reaching over to snag a cookie from the closest rack.
"Don't touch those, they're still too hot," Mingi said without looking up from his measuring.
Yunho touched it anyway, immediately regretted it, and juggled the burning cookie between his hands with a yelp. Jongho, watching from the doorway, didn't even try to hide his smirk.
"He told you not to touch it," Jongho said.
"I have no self-control when it comes to cookies," Yunho said, finally managing to get the cookie onto a napkin. "This is a known character flaw."
"One of many," Wooyoung added helpfully from where he was sprawled across Seonghwa's lap at the breakfast nook, San in cat form purring on his chest.
"Valid coping mechanism," Wooyoung continued, speaking about Mingi now. "I vote we keep him stressed forever. These are amazing."
"You can't vote to keep someone stressed, that's not how voting works," Yunho said.
"I just did. Democracy in action."
"That's a dictatorship."
"Democracy, dictatorship, same thing." Wooyoung scratched behind San's ears, earning a deeper purr.
"Don't encourage him," Hongjoong said, but he was already reaching for a cookie himself, carefully selecting one that had cooled enough not to burn his fingers. He'd been in his office since dawn, trying to manage the ward reports alone, and his head was pounding. The sugar helped. Barely. "We need to find someone soon. The empire isn't going to run itself."
"The empire has been running itself," Jongho pointed out from the doorway, still leaning against the frame like he was posing for a portrait. "Badly."
"Thank you for that encouraging assessment," Hongjoong said dryly. "Truly. Your optimism knows no bounds."
"You asked me to stop sugar-coating things."
"I asked you to stop sugar-coating strategic military assessments, not our organizational disasters."
"What's the difference?" Jongho took a sip of his coffee, eyes glinting with amusement over the rim of his mug.
"The difference is my blood pressure," Hongjoong muttered.
Yunho laughed, warm and bright despite the early hour. He was making coffee—actual coffee, not the sludge Hongjoong tried to pass off as caffeine—and the domestic normality of it soothed something in Hongjoong's chest. The French press, the careful measuring, the way Yunho's hands moved with the same precision he used for everything else. It was grounding.
This. This was what they'd built together. Not just an empire, but a home.
"Your coffee isn't that bad," Mingi said, though he was clearly lying through his teeth.
"My coffee is perfectly fine," Hongjoong said.
"Your coffee could be used as a weapon," Seonghwa corrected gently. "I'm fairly certain it's already been classified as a hazardous material in at least three dimensions."
"You're all so mean to me. I work myself to the bone for this family—"
"You work yourself into an early grave," Yunho interrupted, pressing a fresh mug into Hongjoong's hands. The coffee was perfect—rich and dark and exactly the right temperature. "There's a difference."
Hongjoong wanted to argue, but the coffee was too good and Yunho was looking at him with those eyes that said I'm worried about you and I love you and please take care of yourself all at once.
"Fine," Hongjoong relented, taking a long sip. "Your coffee is better than mine."
"Much better," Wooyoung said.
"Significantly better," San added.
"Incomparably better," Seonghwa agreed.
"Okay, I get it, my coffee is terrible."
"The first step is admitting you have a problem," Jongho said sagely.
"The agency called again," Seonghwa said, steering the conversation back to safer waters. His fingers absently played with Wooyoung's hair, threading through the strands in a rhythm that Hongjoong recognized as soothing—for both of them. "They're sending candidates today."
The temperature in the room seemed to drop a few degrees. Or maybe that was just Hongjoong's anxiety manifesting as physical sensation.
"They've been saying that for weeks," San said, shifting into his human form without dislodging himself from Wooyoung's chest—a feat of coordination that always impressed Hongjoong. One moment there was a cat, the next there was a full-grown man, and Wooyoung hadn't moved an inch. "At this point I think they're just trying to placate us."
"They're definitely trying to placate us," Wooyoung wheezed slightly under San's weight. "You're heavier as a human."
"You're comfortable as a pillow."
"That's not a compliment."
"It is though."
"I may have threatened them," Hongjoong admitted, deciding to intervene before Wooyoung suffocated under San's affection. "The agency, I mean. Not Wooyoung."
"You definitely threatened them," Yunho corrected, pressing a mug of coffee into Hongjoong's hands. "I heard you on the call. Something about 'continued existence depending on contract fulfillment'?"
"Oh, I remember that call," Mingi said, perking up. "You made the head of the agency cry."
"I did not make them cry."
"Their voice got all wobbly," Wooyoung said. "That's pre-crying."
"I was diplomatic about it."
"You were terrifying," Mingi said, but he was smiling, a bit of flour on his cheek and his tail—visible at home, always hidden in public—wagging slightly. "It was hot."
"Everything I do is hot," Hongjoong said automatically, which earned him a cookie thrown at his head by Wooyoung.
The cookie flew in a perfect arc. Hongjoong didn't even try to catch it, knowing what would happen next.
"Your ego is showing, hyung."
"My ego is perfectly sized, thank you."
Seonghwa caught the cookie mid-air without looking, vampire reflexes on display, and handed it back to Hongjoong with the air of someone who had done this exact thing a hundred times before. Which he had. "Eat. You've been working since five AM."
"Four-thirty," Hongjoong corrected, then realized his mistake when everyone looked at him with varying degrees of concern and exasperation.
"Four-thirty," Yunho repeated slowly. "As in, four-thirty in the morning."
"When exactly did you sleep?" Seonghwa asked, his voice deceptively calm.
"I slept," Hongjoong said defensively. "For several hours."
"How many hours?"
"... Hours."
"Hongjoong."
"Three. Maybe three and a half if you count the time I dozed off at my desk."
"That doesn't count," Mingi said.
"Definitely doesn't count," Wooyoung agreed.
"Someone has to—" Hongjoong started, but he already knew he'd lost this argument before it began.
"We know." Seonghwa's voice was gentle but firm. He stood from the breakfast nook, carefully extracting himself from beneath Wooyoung, and crossed to where Hongjoong sat. His hands came to rest on Hongjoong's shoulders, cool and steady. "But you can't keep doing this alone. None of us can. We're seven very powerful beings trying to manage an empire that spans dimensions, and we're drowning."
The truth of it settled over them, dampening the playful mood like a wet blanket thrown over a fire.
It was always like this—they'd find pockets of lightness, moments of joy and domesticity and normalcy, and then reality would crash back in. The weight of what they carried. The responsibility they'd chosen. The price of the power they wielded together.
Jongho moved into the kitchen properly, his presence grounding as always. Despite being the youngest, he had a steadiness to him that centered them all. "The ward network needs constant monitoring. The portal junctions require coordination we can't maintain while handling our other responsibilities. Diplomatic meetings are backing up. And—"
"And I found another cookie in my shoe this morning," Mingi interrupted, trying to lighten the mood again. "Which suggests my stress levels are reaching critical mass."
"Which shoe?" Wooyoung asked, genuinely interested.
"The left one."
"Huh. Last week it was the right one."
"Different crisis, different shoe."
"That's actually a pattern," San said thoughtfully, now sitting up properly and stretching. "You might be developing a stress-response system."
"I am not using cookie placement as a diagnostic tool," Hongjoong said.
"Why not?" Jongho asked. "It's more reliable than half our monitoring systems."
He had a point. A ridiculous point, but a point nonetheless.
"We need help," Yunho said simply, pulling them back to the actual problem. "Real help. Someone who can actually handle the scope of this."
"We've tried," Hongjoong said, frustration bleeding into his voice despite his best efforts to stay calm. The coffee was warm in his hands. The kitchen smelled like cookies and home. His partners were all around him. And yet the anxiety sat heavy in his chest. "Seven candidates. All of them either underqualified or—"
"Or they took one look at the Nexus room and fainted," Wooyoung finished. "That was memorable."
"I still feel bad about that," Mingi said. "We should have warned her."
"We did warn her," Seonghwa pointed out. "Extensively."
"Maybe not extensively enough."
"How do you warn someone about the Nexus room?" San asked. "It's not like you can explain it. You have to experience it."
"We could show pictures," Yunho suggested.
"Pictures don't capture the existential dread," Jongho said mildly.
"Or the way it smells like static electricity and burned ozone," Wooyoung added.
"Or the humming," Mingi said with a slight shudder. "The constant humming."
"I like the humming," San said. "It's soothing."
"You would."
"We can't afford to be picky," Seonghwa said, bringing them back on track. "But we also can't afford to hire someone incompetent. The amount of access they'd have, the sensitivity of the information, the magical signatures they'd need to work with..."
He trailed off, but they all understood. They'd had this conversation before. Multiple times. The coordinator position wasn't just administrative—it was deeply integrated into everything they did. That person would see their schedules, their weaknesses, their private communications. They'd have access to the ward network, the portal system, diplomatic channels. They'd know exactly when and where each of them would be at any given time.
One wrong person in that position could destroy everything they'd built.
"It's a trust thing," Yunho said quietly. "We're not just hiring an employee. We're bringing someone into... this." He gestured around the kitchen, encompassing all of them, the intimacy of the space, the life they'd built together.
"Yeah," Wooyoung said softly. "Yeah, exactly."
San shifted back into cat form and stretched, claws extending to knead biscuits on the counter. The motion was meditative, repetitive, calming. "So we keep looking."
"The agency is sending candidates today," Seonghwa repeated, moving back to the breakfast nook. Wooyoung immediately rearranged himself across Seonghwa's lap like he'd never left, and San jumped down to drape across both of them. "Maybe this time—"
"Maybe this time we'll find someone," Hongjoong finished, trying to inject some optimism into his voice. He looked around at his partners—his family—and felt the familiar surge of protectiveness wash over him.
Yunho, who gave too much and asked for too little, who made coffee and kept them all functional and rarely acknowledged his own exhaustion. Mingi, whose loyalty ran bone-deep, who stress-baked and worried and loved with his whole heart. Seonghwa, elegant and deadly and so careful with all of them, like they were precious things he was afraid to break. Wooyoung, bright and fierce and more fragile than he pretended, who filled silences with noise because he was afraid of what lived in the quiet. San, who'd spent so long alone that sometimes he still seemed surprised they wanted him around, who shifted forms like breathing and trusted them with pieces of himself he'd never shown anyone. Jongho, steady and unshakeable, who'd appeared in their lives and simply decided to stay, who saw through all of them and loved them anyway.
They'd built this together. Brick by brick, decision by decision, crisis by crisis. They'd find a solution together.
Even if it killed him.
"Come on," Yunho said, tugging Hongjoong toward the breakfast nook. "Sit. Eat. The empire can wait ten minutes."
"The empire can't actually—" Hongjoong started to protest.
"Ten. Minutes." Yunho's voice was firm, brooking no argument. "The wards aren't collapsing. The portals are stable. The diplomatic meetings can wait. Sit."
Hongjoong let himself be pulled down, let himself sink into the warmth of Yunho's presence beside him, Mingi's shoulder pressing against his other side. It was crowded—the breakfast nook was meant for maybe four people, not seven—but they made it work. They always made it work.
Across from him, Wooyoung was tangled with Seonghwa again, the two of them having perfected the art of occupying the same space. San draped himself across both of them in cat form, purring loud enough to be heard across the kitchen. Jongho leaned against the counter, coffee in hand, watching them all with quiet contentment.
"This is nice," Wooyoung said softly, his fingers playing with the end of Seonghwa's sleeve.
"Mmm," Seonghwa agreed, pressing a kiss to the top of Wooyoung's head.
Mingi passed around more cookies, still warm from the oven. Yunho refilled coffee mugs. San's purring continued, a constant background rumble. Jongho smiled into his cup. Hongjoong felt the tension in his shoulders ease, just slightly, just enough.
This was what mattered. This feeling. This home.
The empire could wait. The wards could fluctuate. The meetings could back up.
For ten minutes, they could just be together.
They just needed to find someone who could help them protect it.
"Okay," Hongjoong said finally, accepting another cookie from Mingi. "When the candidates arrive—"
"We'll be professional," Seonghwa said.
"And intimidating," Wooyoung added.
"But not too intimidating," Yunho said. "We don't want them running away immediately."
"Just eventually," San said, and there was laughter in his voice even in cat form.
"Ideally not at all," Hongjoong corrected. "Ideally we find someone who can look at all of this—" he gestured around at the cookie-covered kitchen, at San in cat form, at the casual intimacy of all of them crammed into a space too small, "—and not immediately run screaming."
"That's asking a lot," Jongho said.
"We're worth a lot," Wooyoung said simply. "The right person won't run. They'll understand."
"You're an optimist," Mingi said, surprised.
"I contain multitudes."
"You contain audacity."
"That too."
Hongjoong felt something warm unfurl in his chest. Hope, maybe. Or just love for these ridiculous, wonderful people who'd chosen to build a life with him.
"Alright," he said, standing up and brushing crumbs from his shirt. "Let's do this. Let's find someone who can keep up with us."
"Bold assumption," Jongho murmured, but he was smiling.
"Confident assumption," Hongjoong corrected. "We're very keepupwithable."
"That's not a word," Seonghwa said.
"It is now. I just made it one. Leader privileges."
"Abuse of power," Wooyoung declared.
"Linguistic innovation," Hongjoong countered.
"Same thing."
And as they dissolved into bickering and laughter, as Mingi pulled another tray from the oven and Yunho poured more coffee and San remained stubbornly in cat form, Hongjoong thought: this. This is what we're protecting. Not just an empire, but this. Each other.
They'd find someone. They had to.
Because this—this family, this home, this love—was worth fighting for.