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“Check,” Ron said.
Harry stared at the board. Ron’s bishop had carved a clean line straight to Harry’s king. Harry had been so busy worrying about the queenside, where his remaining knight was trapped behind a wall of Ron’s pawns that he’d completely lost track of the other flank.
“Hang on,” Harry said. “That diagonal’s blocked. My rook was on F3.”
“Your rook,” Ron said patiently, “is over here.” He pointed to the graveyard of captured pieces beside the board. Harry’s rook was indeed there, lying on its side with a faintly outraged expression carved into its stone face. “I forked it with my knight four moves ago. You moved your king instead of saving it. I assumed it was a sacrifice, did you just forget?”
“I didn’t forget,” Harry lied. “It was merely a strategic concession.”
“Suuure.” Ron leaned back in his chair, surveying the board with the casual authority of a general reviewing a battlefield. Ron had always been good at chess. The kind of player who saw three moves ahead, even while carrying on a conversation about Quidditch. Harry usually managed to give him a decent game. Usually.
“You’re not even making me work tonight, it’s like playing Crabbe.”
Harry looked for an escape. He slid his queen across to block the check, the only legal move that didn’t involve losing something worse. Ron glanced at the board for about half a second, then moved his knight. It took Harry’s last bishop with a sharp crack. The captured piece let out a tiny shriek as it was dragged off the board.
“Brutal,” Harry muttered.
“That’s been hanging there for three moves,” Ron said, shaking his head. “You normally see that coming. Your king’s wide open now. I give it two moves.”
“One,” Harry admitted. He tipped his king over with his finger. It clattered onto the board and lay there, defeated. “Good game.”
“No, that was a terrible game mate,” Ron corrected. “Honestly, it was a bit sad. Wanna rematch?”
“Go on then.”
Ron began resetting the pieces, which grumbled and shuffled back to their starting positions with the weary resignation of soldiers who’d been through this too many times. Harry watched him work, feeling the pleasant, easy warmth of a Wednesday evening with nowhere to be and nothing trying to kill him.
“Pawn to D4,” Ron said, snapping Harry out of his reverie. “Come on, Potter. Pay attention this time. Give me something to think about.”
Harry moved a pawn. Ron moved a pawn. Harry moved his knight. Ron moved his bishop. The rhythm of the game had only just settled around them again when the portrait hole swung open.
Hermione climbed through, her bag straining at the seams with books, even more books than usual. She spotted them, and something in her expression shifted.
“Harry,” she said. “Can I talk to you?”
Ron looked up from the board. He glanced between Harry and Hermione, reading the atmosphere with the practised instinct.
“I’m going to go see if Seamus has any of those Fizzing Whizzbees left,” Ron announced, standing up so quickly his chair nearly toppled. “Lovely evening. Carry on.”
He was gone before Harry could object.
Hermione sat down in Ron’s vacated seat. She placed her bag on the table with a heavy thud, before folding her hands on top of the bag.
Harry recognised her posture. Spine straight, hands clasped, chin slightly raised. He’d been on the receiving end of it enough times to feel his shoulders tense.
“What?” Harry asked.
“I need to talk to you about Daphne.”
“No.”
“Harry—”
“No, Hermione. Whatever you’ve been researching, whatever book you’ve found, whatever theory you’ve cooked up… I don’t want to hear it.”
“How do you know I’ve been researching?”
Harry pointed at her bag. “You’ve got ink on your fingers and your hair’s doing the thing it does when you’ve been in the Restricted Section. You look like you haven’t slept. And you’ve got that face on.”
“What face?”
“The face you make when you’ve figured something out and you think I’m not going to like it.”
Hermione pressed her lips together. Then she sighed, her oh so formal posture crumbling slightly. She looked less like a prosecutor and more like what she was, a worried seventeen year old girl.
“Fine,” she said. “You’re right. I have been researching. But only because I’m worried about you.”
“I’m fine.”
“You weren’t fine three weeks ago. You were barely sleeping. Your magic was leaking all over the place. You looked awful, Harry. And then suddenly you’re not, and the only thing that’s changed is her.”
“Maybe she’s good for me. Has that occurred to you?”
“Of course it has. That’s what worries me.” Hermione nervously pulled a strand of hair behind her ear. “I looked into the Greengrass family. I wasn’t trying to pry… I just wanted to know more about them. The Greengrasses are listed in Bulstrode’s Compendium of Hereditary Afflictions. The main entry is sealed, but the index references it. Blood malediction. Generational.”
Harry went very still.
“So I dug further,” Hermione continued, the words tumbling out as if she’d been holding them in too long. “I found a cross-reference in chapter fourteen. ‘Somatic Dissolution and the Erosion of Linguistic Processing.’ It’s about curses that don’t attack the body, they attack the architecture of the mind. The internal monologue.”
She looked at Harry, searching his face.
“She doesn’t think in words, does she?” Hermione said quietly. “That’s why she speaks the way she does. That’s why she struggles in Transfiguration and talks about temperature and texture instead of feelings. The curse took her inner voice.”
Harry said nothing. His silence was confirmation enough.
“I’m not telling you this to be cruel,” Hermione said quickly. “I’m telling you because… Harry, think about what’s happening. Your connection to You-Know-Who has been getting worse all year. The pain, the intrusions, the emotional bleed-through. It’s a link in your mind. And Daphne’s condition means she’s essentially a void. An absence where an inner voice should be.”
She leaned forward. “What if the reason you feel better around her is that the void dampens the link? What if her condition and your condition are just… cancelling each other out? Like… like noise-cancelling, but with magic?”
“And what if it is?” Harry said. His voice was flat. Controlled. “What if being around her does quiet the link? Why is that a problem?”
“Because you’re not learning to manage it yourself,” Hermione said. “You’re not practising Occlumency. You’re not building your own defences. You’re just — running to her every time it gets loud. And that’s not fair to you, because what happens when she’s not there? And it’s certainly not fair to her either. Does she know that there’s something in your head that she’s absorbing every time she touches you?”
The question hung in the air.
Harry looked away. He stared at the chess board, at the scattered pieces, at his toppled king.
“You don’t know what it’s like,” he said. His voice was rough. “To have him in your head every single day. Scratching at the walls. Laughing when people die. And then you find something… someone… who makes it quiet. And then you come and tell me it’s not healthy.”
“I didn’t say that.”
“You were about to.”
Hermione’s eyes glistened. “I was going to say that I’m scared, actually.”
That stopped him.
“I’m scared,” Hermione repeated, her voice thickening. “Not of Daphne. I’m scared of losing you, Harry. You don’t come to our study groups anymore. You barely talk to me or Ron anymore when it’s not a meal or in the evenings. You’re drifting somewhere I can’t follow, and I don’t… I don’t know how to help if I can’t understand what’s happening.”
She wiped her eyes with the heel of her hand, desperate to clear her tears.
“I know I’m going about this the wrong way,” she said. “I know this isn’t how you talk to someone you care about. I should have just asked you how you were instead of turning up with research notes and bibliography. I just… when I’m scared, I research. You know that. It’s what I do. I look for the answer. But there isn’t one this time and it’s…”
She trailed off.
“Frightening,” Harry finished.
“Yes,” Hermione whispered.
The anger in Harry’s chest deflated. Not completely. There was still a hot coal of resentment that she’d dissected his relationship like a school project. But underneath it, he could see her. Just Hermione. His friend.
“I’m not disappearing,” Harry said. It came out gentler than he expected. “I’m just… I’ve found somewhere quiet. That’s all.”
“I know,” Hermione said. “I just wish you’d let us in sometimes. Ron misses you. He won’t say it because he’s Ron, but he does.”
Harry thought about Ron resetting the chess pieces. The way he’d said I want to earn it. The way he’d vanished the moment tension appeared, not because he didn’t care, but because he cared enough to give them space.
“I’ll be better,” Harry said. He meant it. “I’ll be around more. I’ll come to our study group.”
“You don’t have to come to them.”
“I’ll come to some of them.”
Hermione managed a watery smile. “Some is better than none.”
They sat there for a moment. The fire popped. The wireless crackled.
“For what it’s worth,” Harry said, “you’re not wrong about everything. I should tell her about the link. I know that. I’m just… I don’t know how.”
“You’ll figure it out,” Hermione said. “You always do. Usually at the worst possible moment and in the most dramatic way imaginable, but you get there.”
Harry snorted. It was almost a laugh. “Thanks for the vote of confidence.”
Hermione picked up her bag. She stood, then hesitated.
“Harry?”
“Yeah?”
“Is she kind to you? Not just quiet. Not just helpful. Is she actually kind?”
Harry thought about Daphne touching his cheekbone in the greenhouse, feeling the old fracture from the Dursleys with her fingertips. Not with pity. Just with soft awareness.
“Yeah,” Harry said. “In her way. She’s kind.”
Hermione nodded. “Good. That’s… that matters more than the theory.”
She walked towards the dormitory stairs, pausing at the bottom step, one hand on the bannister.
“Goodnight, Harry.”
“Night, Hermione.”
She disappeared up the staircase.
Harry sat alone with his mutinying chess pieces. He reached out and righted his fallen king, standing it back up on its square.
It wobbled, but it stayed.
Hermione didn’t sleep well.
She lay in her four-poster staring up at the canopy in the dark. The fabric was a deep, Gryffindor red that looked almost black without the light. She could hear the other girls breathing — Lavender’s soft, whistling snore; Parvati’s occasional murmur.
Hermione turned the argument over in her mind. Not the words, she remembered the words perfectly, she always did, but the feelings underneath them. The hot flash of Harry’s anger. The way his face had closed off, shuttering like a shop at closing time. The way it had opened again, just a crack, when she’d admitted she was scared.
She’d known, walking over to that table, that she was going about it the wrong way. She’d known that leading with research and theory was the surest way to make Harry defensive. She’d had that conversation with herself before she’d even opened her mouth, and she’d overridden it. She’d reached for her notes because it was the safe way out.
But Harry wasn’t a reference. And the problem wasn’t academic. The problem was that her best friend was in pain, and she couldn’t fix it with a book.
She thought about Ron, and the way he looked at her sometimes when he thought she wasn’t watching. She thought about the war, and the way it was closing in, tightening around them.
She thought about all the people she was scared of losing, and how she’d channelled all of that fear into a research project about a girl she’d rarely ever spoken to.
I knew it was wrong, she admitted to the dark canopy. I knew the whole time. I felt myself doing it and I did it anyway.
That was the thing about being clever. You could see yourself making the mistake in real time, and still not stop. Because stopping meant sitting with the fear, and sitting with the fear meant admitting that some problems couldn’t be solved with enough revision.
She wiped her face on the pillowcase. She hadn’t realised she’d been crying.
Tomorrow, she decided. Tomorrow she would try again. Not with theories. Not with research. She’d just… she’d try to understand. The way a person does. Imperfectly. Without footnotes.
She rolled over and pressed her face into the pillow. Sleep came eventually, thin and restless.
Hermione very rarely saw Daphne Greengrass in the library.
This was something she’d noted over six years of near-daily visits. The Slytherin common room had its own study space or so she’s heard, and most Slytherins preferred it. Daphne, in particular, seemed to avoid shared spaces.
So when Hermione walked into the Herbology section on Thursday afternoon and found Daphne standing in the middle of the aisle, absorbed im her reading, she stopped.
It was a small thing, but it registered. Daphne was here. In the open. During busy hours. Not hiding in a corner. Just standing in a library aisle, reading a book about flesh-eating trees, as if she had every right to be there.
Which, of course, she did.
But Hermione couldn’t help wondering whether something — or someone — had given her the confidence to claim it.
Daphne was holding Flesh-Eating Trees of the World open against her chest, her thumb running along the edge of the page in a slow, repetitive motion.
Hermione took a breath. No research. No theories. Just a person talking to another person.
“Hi, Daphne,” she said.
Daphne didn’t react.
Hermione stepped closer. “Daphne?”
Daphne blinked. She looked up from the book with the slightly disoriented expression of someone surfacing from deep water. Her blue eyes focused on Hermione, scanned her face, dropped briefly to her shoes and then came back up.
“Granger,” she said. Her face should not a hide nor hair of what she might be thinking. She was completly level. Neutral. Revealing nothing.
“I was hoping we could chat,” Hermione said. She kept her voice light. Conversational. A deliberate effort to be everything she hadn’t been with Harry last night. “I wanted to apologise, actually. I think I’ve been… well, I’ve been a bit unfair. About you and Harry.”
Daphne’s expression didn’t change, but her thumb stilled on the page. She was listening.
“I got worried,” Hermione continued, “and when I get worried, I tend to research things instead of just… talking to people. It’s a flaw. I’m aware of it.”
She attempted a self-deprecating smile. Daphne regarded it with the expression of someone watching a mildly interesting insect.
“I suppose I just wanted to understand,” Hermione said. “What it’s like. Between you and Harry. How it works.”
This was a direct question about subjective experience. Daphne’s thumb resumed its circuit along the page edge, the rhythm slightly faster than it had been.
She was searching for the script. The problem was that Astoria had never written a script for “Gryffindor apologises for being nosy and asks you to describe your relationship in the Herbology aisle.”
The closest match in the database appeared to be Script 7: If someone asks about your performance (Acadmic).
“My marks,” Daphne said, “are consistent with my station.”
Hermione blinked. “I — sorry?”
“Academic performance is a reflection of diligence,” Daphne continued, gaining momentum on familiar ground. “The Greengrass family has a long tradition of scholarly… adequacy.”
“I wasn’t asking about your marks,” Hermione said gently. “I was asking about Harry. About what it’s like when you’re together.”
Daphne faltered. The script had run out and left her standing at the edge of uncharted territory.
“He is heavy,” she said after a long pause.
“Heavy?” Hermione asked. “How do you mean?”
“In the sense of weight,” Daphne said, as if the question were absurd. “Gravitational force. He has mass. When he is next to me, I don’t float.”
“Float?”
“Yes. Without an anchor, I float. The edges of the room become soft.” She frowned at her own hand, flexing her fingers as if checking their boundaries. “Harry is a wall. I lean on the wall. The wall does not move.”
Hermione felt something shift inside her chest. “And what about him?” Hermione asked softly. “What do you do for him?”
Daphne’s eyes snapped to hers. For a fraction of a second, the mask slipped. Underneath was something fierce and private.
“He is full of bees,” Daphne said. “I am full of nothing. When we touch, the bees pour into the nothing and we are both…” She searched for the word. Her thumb moving faster on the page edge. “Adequate.”
“Adequate?”
“Not floating. Not screaming. Just here.” She looked at the bookshelf beside them as if it might offer a better vocabulary. It didn’t. “It is difficult to explain in words. Words are the wrong shape for it.”
Hermione was quiet for a moment. She’d walked over here braced for difficulty, to work hard for every scrap of understanding. She hadn’t expected to be so easily disarmed.
Because Daphne had just described something Hermione recognised. Not the specifics, obviously. Hermione’s inner world was so overstuffed with words that the idea of an empty one was almost incomprehensible. But the underlying concept. The need for someone who made the noise manageable. The relief of being with a person who didn’t require you to perform.
Wasn’t that what Ron and Harry were for her? Not a weighted blanket, but an anchor nonetheless. Someone who made her feel like she could put the books down for five minutes and just exist.
“Thank you,” Hermione said. “For telling me that. I know it’s not easy to put into words, especially when words aren’t your…” She caught herself before saying “preferred modality,” which was exactly the kind of thing she’d promised herself she wouldn’t say. “When words don’t fit.”
Daphne tilted her head. She studied Hermione with the same intense scrutiny she apparently gave to everything.
“You were worried about him,” Daphne stated. Not a question. A statement.
“Yes,” Hermione admitted. “I still am, honestly. But I think I was more worried about me. About being replaced.”
She hadn’t meant to say that. It slipped out, raw and unedited, and she felt her cheeks flush.
Daphne considered this for several seconds.
“He talks about you,” she said, looking down at her book. “You and the Weasley. He says you are the bricks of his house.”
Hermione’s breath caught. “He said that?”
“He says you are the people who have always been there. Even when he was loud. Even when he was difficult.” Daphne turned a page, the motion automatic. “I am new. You are the foundation. Foundations are more important to stability than a new wall.”
Hermione felt her throat constrict. She blinked rapidly, pressing her nails into her palm, a trick she’d learned for not crying in public.
“Daphne, that’s… that’s really lovely.”
“It’s structural engineering,” Daphne said, apparently confused by the emotional response. “Foundations bear load. Walls are decorative.”
Hermione laughed, a slightly choked, watery laugh that drew a sharp look from Madam Pince two aisles over. She clamped a hand over her mouth.
“Sorry,” she whispered. “Sorry. You’re just — you’re very literal.”
“I am accurate,” Daphne corrected with dignity.
There was a pause. Hermione felt the tentative, fragile thread of something forming between them. Not friendship, exactly. Not yet. But the beginning of a bridge between two people who thought in completely different languages.
“Would you like to sit down?” Hermione asked, gesturing toward a nearby study table. “I was going to work on my Herbology essay, and I noticed you’re reading about flesh-eating trees, which is actually next week’s topic—”
“No,” Daphne said.
The refusal was immediate and absolute. Not rude. Just a door closing.
“The table is in the middle of the room,” Daphne explained, as though this were self-evident. “People on three sides. The light comes from above. It is too exposed.”
She pointed to a small alcove at the end of the aisle, where a single chair sat wedged between two tall bookcases. It was cramped, dim, and had precisely zero room for a second person.
“I sit there,” she said. “It has walls on three sides. The light comes from one direction. It is contained.”
“Of course,” Hermione said. “Another time, maybe.”
Daphne nodded. She was already retreating toward her alcove, the book pressed against her chest like a shield.
She paused. She turned back.
“Granger.”
“Yes?”
“Your worry,” Daphne said. “It is very organised worry. It has structure.” She tilted her head. “You should let it cool. Hot worry makes mistakes.”
She walked to her alcove, folded herself into the single chair, and vanished behind Flesh-Eating Trees of the World.
Hermione stood alone in the aisle, holding her books, feeling as though she had been simultaneously rebuffed and given the most useful piece of advice she’d received all term.
She walked back to her usual table. She sat down. She opened her Herbology notes.
She didn’t write a single thing about Daphne Greengrass in her research journal.
Instead, she took out a scrap of parchment and wrote six words in small, careful letters.
Foundation is more important than walls.
She folded it and slipped it into her pocket. She’d give it to Harry when the time was right. When her worry had cooled.