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And after everything steve woke up.
opening his eyes slowly ,trying to figure out where he is.
"thanks god your awake!"
sam got to the room,droping his bagpack at the entrnce and coming over his friend
"ha yes...how long ive been out?" he smiled weakly .the last battle he joined wasnt a good one for him.he wondered how the rest of them got out of it.
where is everyone?" steve asked.something been wrong.he could tell everyting at the tower been to quite.
The team never is.not when clint and bucky involved anyway.the two of them always had something to fight about.from the last cookie in the jar to the last alien they have to take down.but steve been glad bucky found someone to talk to,he mostly ignored the rest of the team.
"well..nat is out for a mission for shield...tony in his lab..bruce in his floor and bucky is somwhere in the vents a think.."
sam opened a bottle of water and pass it for steve
"drink,your probably thirsty..."
"whats going on sam?"steve tensed,sam is hiding something from his and hes not liking it
"everything is fine..."
"sam!"steve used his captain america voice on him .he knew he is not going to like what about to come
"well,barnes and...well barton went out for a mission together a month ago...they went into one of their fights ,clint he...activeted one of hydra's machines...he got swallowd by a portal...tony is working with richards wich he hates by the way, to find out where it took him and natasha went to getter some informtion from people who still owe her favores.well i give my fare share by praying and wishing for good-.."
"and you are hiding something again,spit it out wilson"he glared
"the team..well...us...when you went into coma and didnt wake up we kind of made barton take all the blame on himself since hes the one who ingnored your orders and this is the reason you got hurt at a first place...lets just say he ate lots of shit for the past two months youve been out."
steve covered his eyes with his hands and sigh deeply,clint the poor bastard took the blame for mistake he himself made ,if it wasnt for him nor steve nor clint got out of that battle alive
"we have to get him back sam.we have to make things right for him."
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bucky barnes set down in the roof curled into himself holding a crumpeld piece of paper
“what have i done..” he mumbled,voice sour and broken.he had so many things thinking over.;steve,clint,the godamm machine that took him away before they could clear stuff between them.
“relex,its me.”a voice behind him said,bucky had no intention to bother at first,turn ant attack the intruder,but-
“stevey,your..” he jumped on the other man for a crushing hug
“alive,yes.”he answerd with his serious voice,that made bucky release himself from steves ambrace and look into his eyes
“you know about clint.” he sigh set down and his his faces with his hands
“sam told me everything,yes.”steve answerd calmly
the man with the answer for everything had nothing to say to comfort his friend so he just set beside him ,putting his hand on his shoulder.
after a few long minutes of silnce bucky sigh again making strange noises that sounded like sobbing.the icy man,the winter solider has feelings after all.
“i dont know what to do steve,ive treated the only person ive ever love like shit,watchin him suffer stevey watchin him crying.and all ive done is being the cause of it.”-
“i wokred my fucking courge for weekes you know,wanted to take him out to this shitty bar he liked,get drunk and talk about feelings!”
he took a long gulp of air like been scared all the oxygen in new york is going to vanish
“but then i watched you fall from that damm building. and you know what is more fucked up?he fell too!he broke his legs broke his armes,but i havnt even look at him.first thing i said to him is about you dying,and me hating the fact that hes alive and you lying there with all the tubes and machines…”
he looked at steve eyed looking for something.when he got nothing a kept talking-”
“hes..hes been so confused,he couldnt undrestand.he didnt have his earing aids on,so he smiled that big dumb smile of his..” he looked at steve again with puffy eyes,couldnt stop his tears anymore
“i punched him,broke his goddam nose i..”
steve looked at his best friend in his misery,the first times he saw hiim express emotions in any matter
“we will get him back buck.we will get him back and you will have your time to make it up to him.”
steve gave him a sad smile and rose up.offering his hand to his best friend
“come on bucky,its getting cold.lets get in so we get something to eat.im starvin,feels like i havent eaten for awhile.”