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    In which Caitlyn and her emotions exist in the extremes and when she starts to break, Vi is there to put her back together.

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    Caitlyn finds that hiding her regression from Vi is harder, now that they live together.

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    Angel shouldn’t have been looking through their dad’s mail, but when they’d seen the logo of the Playtime Co. factory on the envelope they hadn’t been able to resist. Little did they know that by following the flower of the letter they were gonna get more than they’d bargained for…

    (Or, an alternate reality in which instead of an ex-employee going back to the factory after receiving the letter in Chapter 1, their kid went instead. Loosely based on Press Start to Laugh’s “if Player could talk” videos, but with its own storyline)

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    Zoro knew the happiness he had found could never be real.
    It was too beautiful to belong to forever.

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    Power can fade like smoke, but wounds remain—silent and persistent. After Vox’s fall, in a Hell that no longer fears him or looks at him with the same reverence as before, silence becomes his cruelest companion. Without fame, without a purpose to hold onto, and without the relationships that once defined his existence, he is forced to confront the shadow of his own mind: a hostile territory where memories and doubt intertwine.

    The Hazbin Hotel appears as an unlikely opportunity—a place for those who wish to change, even if they do not yet know how.
    Surrounded by individuals who carry their own difficult pasts, Vox begins an uncertain path, one where a slow connection will begin to form, built on understanding and rediscovery.

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    After the end of the war, both Severus Snape and Hermione Granger are left with incurable ailments, restricting and reducing them to a mere echo of their former lives. Forced to share a room at St Mungo's, they find themselves bonding through their shared agony.

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    After a heavy brutal fight with Jabber in the trash monster, Zanka wakes up in a hospital bed. Checking out his injuries he finds a huge scar left on his abdomen and arms which he tries to hide from everyone who doesn't know about it yet. He finds it a proof of his weakness and is ashamed. He swore that one day he will get strong enough to defeat that sadistic dreadhead and regain his honor.

     

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    A very slowburn Janka fic with lots of found family stuff and coming of age themes

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    23/?
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    Thomas isn't doing well, and the Sides can't figure out why. Could it be that Remus isn't as much of a maniacally happy sociopath as everyone thinks he is? Maybe he actually...cares...when Thomas calls him scary?
    Or maybe he's just too busy drowning himself in condiments to care.
    Only time will tell.

    Or, as my sister calls it: The fic where I make everyone have mental illnesses and then fix it!

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    57/?
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    Robby isn’t doing well after the 4th of july shift. Fortunately, Jack is there to help him back up (and to stop him from doing anything incredibly stupid).

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    4/5
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    ❗️[No me pertenece el trabajo original, esto es solo una traducción de “Spaghetti and Red Wine” de arthropodwithapen. Enlace en las notas] ❗️

     

    Después de que la precaria posición de Peter va de mal en peor una y otra vez, se queda completamente solo, con nada más que su ira y resentimiento hacia el mundo para hacerle compañía. Se pregunta cuánto más podrá soportar y si el creciente rencor entre él y los Vengadores será suficiente para acabar con él de una vez por todas. ¿Podrá completar su misión a tiempo? ¿Acaso todavía quiere hacerlo?

     

    Por supuesto. Él es Spider-Man y tiene un trabajo que hacer. Y lo hará aunque le cueste la vida. Por el bien de todos los demás.

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    People were bumping into Mike, and he was bumping into them, but he didn't even care. He barely noticed their presence as he fled from the theater. All that mattered was getting away. Far, far, away from Hawkins. The only sound his ears could discern was the faint call from who he thought was Will behind him. His chest tightened even more - but it was the good kind of tight this time - accompanied by panic coiling even tighter around his lungs. His step faltered for a fraction of a second, the idea of turning around and running into Will's warm, gentle arms filling his head and captivating him.

    But he knew it was wrong.

    So, so wrong.

    Mike Wheeler and Will Byers have loved each other forever, but neither will admit it to the other. Vecna has been hiding, Mike was kicked out and has been dealing with the consequences. He isn't doing the best, and he ends up being the perfect target. Will Mikes near death experiences force them to address their mutual feelings for each other? Or will it push them farther apart then ever before?

    *Updates every Friday and Monday!*

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    A quiet FBI profiler from the Mulder family unravels a web of buried parentage and institutional lies while trapped between an engagement built on false bloodlines and a dangerous attraction to the one man she cannot read, as the X-Files drag every secret into daylight.

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    25/?
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    Where Will Byers craved the sort of light that Robin and Vickie shared, only to find himself loving like a ghost; with a devotion that was jagged, invisible, and utterly silent.

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    Where Mike Wheeler receives, amidst the howling storm, a shoebox wrapped in butcher paper and unearths a cruel, definitive truth; that he was never the Paladin destined to pluck Will from the abyss, but rather the final gravity that caused him to jump.

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    Mafuyu finds herself in a gas station, somehow. She meets an artist with sunken eyes who smells of smoke.
    That's how it starts.
    The road to healing is paved with the broken girl of music, the lonely runaway and the despair of an artist

    Alternatively, alternate universe where n25 is meeting for the first time after mafuyu starts an impromptu roadtrip (runs away). Much more mental illness than canon.
    The archive warnings have been changed from Choose Not To Use to None Apply(bc none of them apply) but the mature rating is for HEAVY depictions of mental illness so read the tags before you decide to read.

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    Naruto and Sasuke have a bond that cannot be severed no matter how hard Sasuke tries. Over the years, the boys have met in secret, never really understanding the forces pulling them together. As they both embark on a quest for power, they are tested mentally, physically and spiritually. Will they end up together against the odds or will they be changed beyond repair?

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    Maybe thinking that he'll finally get some sleep made Shane and idiot, maybe wishing for a non-asshole neighbor was selfish.

    Shane never really did get what he wished for.

    He should march over to his apartment and lecture him on common decency, let him know that because of him Shane was falling asleep and work at messing up his perfectly mapped out schedule. However what he shouldn't do is follow Ilya Rozanov with his eyes or wait like a stalker for him outside his door just to run into him, he shouldn't think about him at work or on the subway. There so many things that Shane shouldn't do regarding Ilya Rozanov but again Shane finds himself doing what he shouldn't do, laying in bed listening to the sounds and vibration coming from the other apartment with his head in his hands, if this wasn't the last straw, Shane wasn't sure what would be.

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    The edge of the window was partially dry and partially wet from the rain. Sitting there, feeling the breeze and rain soak his pants, seeing the curtains blow out of the corner of his eye, hearing the howling of dogs that didn't understand why their owners were all hanging their head low...

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    A text that should have never been sent reached the person it was always meant for. What follows is a love story told through its collapse during the COVID pandemic.

    “Ilya was six feet two, an inch taller than Shane. But he might as well be a monster. Not the one inside Shane, interrupting because it demanded that all anxieties be weighted equally.

    The one outside. Beautiful. Perfect. Demanding love and terror in equal measure.

    Interrupting with his absence. Until the interruptions became a constant, a chronic medical condition.”

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    Follow-up to Spear and Sabers.

    No knowledge of the previous story is technically necessary, but it may give some context.

    Basically, what happens if Kassandra jumps between worlds, bags a recovering Dark Jedi as her new girlfriend and gets in a very trauma-inducing personal feud with an unfortunately ridiculously alluring and powerful Darth Revan. And more importantly, what happens when they all land back on Earth and drag the Honmoon into that mess while Rumi, Mira and Zoey are trying to figure out what it means that they are all kinda hot for each other?

    Updated updated tags, rating and all. Please enjoy the worlds colliding here! <3

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    It's those who won't bend that break the hardest.

    Reyna finds herself back on Circe's island, about to relive the second-worst event in her life. It's all too much for her as she remembers what torture awaits her in the coming years

    She can't do it again.

    Fortunately for her, a passing couple happened to be just around the corner, afflicted with the same situation.

    Or Percy and Annabeth bully Reyna into a loving relationship while trying to wrestle the weight of the world on their shoulders.

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    Prince Stolas of the Ars Goetia once committed an atrocity so unforgivable that he was cursed to live the remainder of his life trapped in a birdcage of eternal loneliness and suffering. Now stuck as a ghostly apparition, he is the subject of mystique and warning for those that dare trespass the delapidated grounds of his mansion.

    However, what were to happen when two young imps venture the cursed Prince's mansion in search of adventure?

    What happens when you bring life into something or someone so dead?

    And when the promise of something more blossoms between one of the living and one of the dead, what then?

    The final work of the recently departed DancnDiva83

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