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1. My own brother, calling me a monster....it's true, but it still hurts. by RoseInBloomWrites

   Fandoms: Sanders Sides (Web Series)  

   • Not Rated
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Gen, M/M, Multi
   • Work in Progress

   09 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Anxiety | Virgil Sanders/Deceit | Janus Sanders
   • Only in the past though - Relationship
   • Dark Creativity | Remus "The Duke" Sanders
   • Creativity | Roman "Princey" Sanders
   • Logic | Logan Sanders
   • Deceit | Janus Sanders
   • Morality | Patton Sanders
   • Thomas Sanders (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Anxiety | Virgil Sanders
   • Hurt Dark Creativity | Remus "The Duke" Sanders
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Dark Creativity | Remus "The Duke" Sanders has Intrusive Thoughts
   • Violence
   • Sex
   • Found Family
   • Illnesses
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Temporary Character Death
   • Sympathetic Deceit | Janus Sanders
   • Sympathetic Dark Creativity | Remus "The Duke" Sanders
   • Touch-Starved
   • Repression
   • Past Abuse
   • Substance Abuse
   • Abandonment Issues
   • Romantic but only after chapter 35ish
   • And can still be read platonic if you squint/skip a couple sentences

   Summary

   Thomas isn't doing well, and the Sides can't figure out why. Could it be that Remus isn't as much of a maniacally happy sociopath as everyone thinks he is? Maybe he actually...cares...when Thomas calls him scary?
   Or maybe he's just too busy drowning himself in condiments to care.
   Only time will tell.

   Or, as my sister calls it: The fic where I make everyone have mental illnesses and then fix it!

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   114,425

   Chapters:

   57/?

   Comments:

   284

   Kudos:

   115

   Bookmarks:

   16

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