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    Evan Buckley was born with the singular purpose of saving his older brother. And it works: the cells graft and Daniel's cancer goes into remission. Instead of becoming a grim secret that haunts his family for years to come, Daniel lives.

    In some ways, it makes all the difference.

    In other ways, it doesn't make any difference at all.

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    04 Apr 2026

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    Evan Buckley was born with the singular purpose of saving his older brother. And it works: the cells graft and Daniel's cancer goes into remission. Instead of becoming a grim secret that haunts his family for years to come, Daniel lives.

    In some ways, it makes all the difference.

    In other ways, it doesn't make any difference at all.

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    02 Apr 2026

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    There was a snap, and a crack, and Buck was suddenly weightless. The car, the tree, Eddie, everything was falling.

    Buck was falling.

    Falling.

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    02 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 94

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    It’s not until lunch time that Buck realises he hasn’t told Eddie that Christopher is sick. His phone has stayed in the kitchen while Buck has been rotating between rinsing out the bowl, changing the bed sheets, showering Christopher again, rinsing out the bowl...it’s been a lot. He’s barely had a second to even think about picking up his phone so when he finally does close to one o’clock, he’s not expecting the forty missed calls from Eddie and a fucking tsunami warning from two hours ago.

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    Or the one where Christopher gets a stomach bug and it may just save both of their lives (spoiler alert: it does).

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    31 Mar 2026

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    Eddie thinks, as he munches on a fry, that he’s angry. He’s angry that Buck was ever wronged, that Buck even felt he had to give him that look. He’s angry that he can’t just fix it, that he’s not good at fixing things but he’s really good at messing things up. He’s angry because he’s afraid of failing when Buck needs him.

    He’s angry at Buck because he’s not here, and he’s angry because it’s easier than grief, because Eddie thinks this might be a type of grief. Because he misses Buck when he’s right there, because Eddie thinks this might be another thing like all the other things he needs to deal with, the things he pushes down so deep because just letting them sit around is enough to hurt.

    -

    or Buck gets turned into a kid. Eddie misses him like crazy.

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    30 Mar 2026

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    "What's the plan?"

    There isn't a doubt in his mind that Athena has at least the beginnings of a plan in mind to get Buck back or she wouldn't be here, breaking protocol by telling him this in the first place. But she suddenly looks unsure if she should say anything more.

    "I need to know you're not going to do anything stupid," she says after a moment.

    The thing is, whatever it takes, Eddie intends to bring Buck home. To him, nothing is stupid, nothing is off the table.

    He'll burn the goddamn world to the ground, if that's what it takes.

    (For the bingo square: Whipping)

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    29 Mar 2026

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    @deerbuck118: Chimney just told me you saved a little girl today. Apparently some pretty badass shit!!

    @eddie.diaz: Are you on mushrooms right now?

    @deerbuck118: No?

    @eddie.diaz: Then why the fuck are you talking to a chimney?!

    or: In which Buck gets hurt on a call, ends up talking to Dispatcher Eddie Diaz, and falls in love. In that order.

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    28 Mar 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 78

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    "So why are you going to Texas?" Eddie gestured towards the big, lit up Christmas tree in the corner of the room. "So close to the holidays."

    "Work." Buck said easily.

    "What's work?"

    He rolled his lips and seemed to think the question over, "I guess you could say this is a volunteer trip. My actual job is working with reindeer."

    Eddie chuckled, "Reindeer?" He shook his head. "Like the type that fly?"

    "That's a specific breed." Buck winked. "Yeah, reindeer. I'm a specialist."

    "And you're volunteering in El Paso?"

    "Yeah," Buck shrugged and held up two fingers towards the hostess, gesturing for Eddie to step first after her and towards a table. "Everyone else thought it was a lost cause, but I've been a lost cause before too, so," He shrugged. "I figured why not?"

    "And what exactly is this lost cause?" Eddie asked after thanking the hostess and sitting down.

    Buck hummed, "Reuniting a family."

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    28 Mar 2026

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    “You know,” Bobby said, looking thoughtful, “I might have a solution for you. There’s a childcare center near here called Save the Day. They aren’t open overnight, of course, but they are open until 9 with the option to stay a bit late if a shift runs long.”

    Eddie stared at Bobby in wonder. “Holy shit. I should have told you about Chris during my interview for the station, that’s perfect! Wait– How much does it cost? I know childcare isn’t exactly cheap, and LA is already kind of expensive–”

    “Everyone at the 118 gets a discount. Perks of having an in at the daycare.”

    -or-
    After the ladder truck crushed his leg, Buck is unable to return to work and left permanently disabled. One of Maddie's friends at dispatch gets him a job working at a childcare center geared towards shift workers.

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    27 Mar 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 58

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    “This is what you wanted, isn’t it?” Eddie’s voice was a low rumble, right behind him now. “Prancing in here looking like a dirty fantasy laid out on my goddamn office sofa, and you expect me to think about profit margins?”

    Buck finally turned his head, looking over his shoulder. Eddie’s face was a mask of strained control, his eyes dark with a hunger that made Buck’s stomach flip. “Is it working?” Buck asked, his voice breathy.

    Eddie’s answer was to let his hand slide higher, up the sensitive skin of Buck’s thigh, until his fingertips grazed the edge of the satin panties.

    ///

    Buck knew exactly how to get his workaholic husband to take a break.

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    26 Mar 2026

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    *“Real snow for Christmas and that’s all he wants, nothing else, just real snow.”

    “And you blame yourself? You can’t give him something you can’t control, Eddie?” Buck spoke softly, his voice floating to him like that comforting presence he always was.

    “I know- I don’t know… I just feel so… guilty?” Eddie sighed. “And I know it’s silly, but it’s literally all he wants.”

    “You can’t feel guilty, Eddie?” Buck smiled softly. “It’s not like you can make it snow. And I know you really would if you could make it happen somehow, but we both know you just can’t.”

    “You’ll think of something to get him this year.” Buck smiled. Eddie wasn’t sure whether to pull away or hold Buck’s hand and never let go but he felt like his mind was short circuiting, all his senses snapping and crackling when Buck wrapped his hand around his own over the back of the couch. “We’ll think of something for him.” He corrected, squeezing his hand lightly. “It’ll all be alright. We’ll work it out together.”

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    All Chris wants for Christmas this year is real snow, so Buck and Eddie make it happen with a surprise trip to a snowy mountain retreat, all whilst Eddie is still battling with his feelings…

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    24 Mar 2026

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    It’s not the reunion Buck expected.

    He didn’t expect a text from Lucy directing him to the oncology ward.

    He didn’t expect to find his ex boyfriend hooked up to a chemo bag.

    He didn’t expect to be nursing his ex boyfriend through cancer.

    He didn’t expect to still be in love with his ex boyfriend.

    Time is running out for Tommy Kinard. Perhaps, Evan might just be his last after all.

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    24 Mar 2026

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    “Buck,” Eddie says, a small smile curving at the edge of his mouth, “wanna get married? For our honeymoon, we’ll scam your parents out of some money and make Ravi’s accountant do our taxes.”

    “Well,” Buck says drily, “that sounds like an offer I can’t refuse.”

    “I’m sorry,” Eddie says, in his very best – meaning very bad – impression of Buck when he gets his hands on a clipboard. “What was that?”

    “Yes, Eddie,” Buck says, putting on an air of suffering despite the butterflies making themselves at home in his stomach. Man, whoever Eddie ends up proposing to for realsies is gonna be so lucky. “I’ll marry you.”

    or: buck is invited to a family reunion and realises that there's a good chunk of money waiting for him. there’s one issue, though: he has to be married to claim it, and right now, he’s painfully single. it’s a good thing he has such a great best friend in eddie, right?

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    23 Mar 2026

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    “You’re staring,” Buck mutters, not bothering to look up.

    “You’re pretty,” Eddie replies without missing a beat, standing to take his place beside Buck on the bed.

    Buck’s head snaps up, his eyes meeting Eddie’s. The blush that spreads across his cheeks is subtle, but Eddie notices it immediately. He files ‘ petnames’ away in his mental Buck Folder, labeled with a giant Important.

    You ’re trouble,” Buck says, though there’s no real heat in his voice.

    “And you only know the half of it,”

    or: Eddie is a marksman and Buck has a problem named Doug

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Irritated, Eddie clenched his fists, starting to turn around. "Why would Buck be eating with us - "

    The words died in his throat along with the shatter of the mug against the floor. But Eddie barely noticed he dropped it, his mouth slightly agape as he stared at Buck, took in the bruises, and the blood, and general brokenness of the man before him.

     

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    Or: After the Lawsuit, Buck is starting to think his team will never forgive him and is feeling lonelier than ever, when his dad shows up, looking for money that Buck doesn't have. Now, his ribs are broken and his face has been pummelled into one big bruise. All he wants to do is retreat to his empty apartment and wallow in his own self-pity, but before that he needs to get his keys, which he'd left at the station the previous night.

    Everyone else is on shift, so he's hoping he can sneak into the locker room and be gone before anyone notices he was there, but this is Buck, so of course, nothing goes to plan.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Buck feels like he’s being left behind— again. His boyfriend has broken up with him, his best friend is leaving him, and everyone else is moving on with their lives while he feels stuck back where he always is— alone. He just wants to be happy again, like he was when he was with Tommy. However, an arsonist with a grudge has other plans in mind.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    Sometimes, Eddie feels like he can read exactly what’s going on in Buck’s head just from his face. And other times, times like this…it just feels like looking at a map without a legend.

    “Would you want to…” Eddie says, and Buck starts nodding, which spurs him on. “Would you want to come with?”

    “Yes, yes, yes, absolutely yes, I want to go get Chris with you.”

    Eddie works on identifying his emotions, Chris asks to come home, and Buck has a secret.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    17 Mar 2026

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    “So,” Hen starts as she sits down next to Eddie on the couch once they’re back at the fire station.

    “So?” Eddie asks expectantly, putting his phone down from where he had been sending Chris a reminder text to get started on his English essay this weekend.

    “I saw you flirting with the florist. Scratch that, everyone saw you flirting with the florist.”

    Eddie raises an eyebrow at her. “Flirting? I was not flirting.”

    “You were basically drooling over the guy. Not that I blame you, even I could tell he’s gorgeous.”

    Eddie rolls his eyes and goes back to typing his message to Chris. “Was he? I didn’t even notice.”

    “Mhm,” Hen says as she watches Eddie tapping at his phone. “He had that nice blonde hair, and those beautiful big brown eyes and–”

    “Blue,” Eddie corrects before snapping his head up to see Hen smirking at him. His face burns bright red. “Okay, yes, he was attractive. Happy now?”

    ---

    Or,

    Eddie's all but given up on dating when he meets Buck at the scene of a call.

    Chimney and Hen think of it as a sign from the universe.

    Buck and Eddie think of it as a chance to finally get the love story they've always wanted.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    The thing was, the 118 was full of gossips.

    Eddie had been at the station less than a week before Hen and Chim wrangled details about his “hot young thing” from him (“Buck is only 4 years younger than me, he is not a ‘hot young thing’!” Eddie complained.)

    And Bobby was open about his worries for his son’s lack of direction and the secrets he appears to be keeping (“I just wish I could help Evan find the thing that gives him purpose,” Bobby lamented.)

    It just made it all the more ridiculous (and horrifying) when Eddie realizes he’s been dating his Captain’s son this whole time (“Defiling his baby,” Chimney cackled, because he clearly wanted Eddie murdered.)
    --
    Or, the AU where miscommunication abounds as Eddie seeks advice about his new relationship, Bobby despairs over his adopted son's career prospects and his refusal to talk about it, and Evan Buckley-Nash juggles training at the fire academy, building a family with his new boyfriend, and trying to work out how to tell his overprotective dad that he's already chosen the life he wants, actually.

    It takes a goddamn tsunami, of all things, to get the story straight.

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    Chapters:
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    Collections:
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    1,290
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    3,206
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    251,252

    09 Mar 2026

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