18 Bookmarks by Amazinglydaisy
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Second Chances by TylerReed
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Mar 2026
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Ilya Rozanov's life takes an unexpected turn when a deadly plane crash in 2021 takes his life, right after a fight with his long-time partner, Shane Hollander. Though instead of the afterlife, Ilya is sent back to December 2008, just before his NHL career began, on the very day that he first met Shane. He finds himself in a familiar world, with knowledge of both the future and knowledge of the man he loves and the friends he holds dear.
As Ilya navigates this new reality, he rebuilds his relationship with Shane, who is still finding his path in both hockey and his identity as a gay man. With their rivalry blossoming into a different experience than the one Ilya experienced the first time around, the two face challenges around acceptance, family pressures, and the struggles of being openly gay and lovers in the sports world. Throughout their journey, Ilya contemplates his first life, cherishes the present, and strives to alter the course of their futures (and the futures of their friends) for the better.
Or, Ilya Rozanov discovers first hand what the butterfly effect is, and how it can drastically alter the future.
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- English
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- 67,594
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- 11/11
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- 746
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20 Mar 2026
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Wolfbird by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.
Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.
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- English
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- 170,925
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- 13/?
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- 9
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- 12,580
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06 Mar 2026
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All Dean wants is a little privacy. Cas doesn't understand.
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- English
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- 94,118
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- 18/18
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- 10
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- 4,581
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05 Dec 2025
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Castiel Novak is 27 when he suddenly loses his twin brother Jimmy, and his whole world turns to ashes. How do you deal with losing half of yourself when your whole life always revolved around the two of you, like yin and yang and black and white? How do you deal with a broken soul and old demons looming over you with no one to hold you back anymore?
After 10 years as a Navy Special Warfare Operator and more than a dozen deployments in both Afghanistan and Iraq, a battlefield injury forces 28-year-old Chief Petty Officer Dean Winchester to choose between being stuck behind a desk for the rest of his career or going back to civil life. When he learns about his friend Jimmy’s death, Dean makes his way back to Kansas with his heart in his throat and broken pieces at his feet.
Things are already complicated and painful enough as it is, but when former lovers Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak meet again after 10 years of radio silence and a galaxy of wounds and scars solidly standing between them, it feels like both a curse and a blessing has been placed on them both. Is there any hope in putting back their broken pieces together after a decade, and how do you deal with grief and broken dreams?
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- Part 1 of Patient Love verse
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- English
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- 167,722
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- 21/21
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- 312
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18 Nov 2025
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Dean Winchester was used to his brother bringing home omegas from work. They were all basically the same. Quiet, reserved, and... haunted. It made sense, Sam worked for a strictly omega lawyer that dealt with all sorts of different cases. It never really bothered Dean when they were brought home. They fixed up their guest room, replaced a couple of locks, and more often than not he wouldn't even see the omegas. It was easy. A piece of cake.
Then Sam told Dean over dinner one night that one of his clients would be living with them for a year to complete his house arrest. A whole year, and no matter how many times his brother told Dean that the guy was harmless, Dean couldn't forget about what the omega had gotten arrested for.
Assault. With a deadly weapon.
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- English
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- 123,438
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- 57/57
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05 Nov 2025
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It’s been a while since Castiel last went to a bar. Especially a random one. He’s an introvert, capital I, and not much of a party animal for one, and two, it’s exhausting to be around straight people.
But he goes, and he meets one handsome stranger.Cas looks at him. They’re roughly the same height but the guy looks a little younger than Cas. “Not my type,” Cas says, about the female bartender.
The guy bites his lower lip as he studies Cas. “What is your type?” he asks then.
Cas doesn’t know where the guy is going with this but Cas hates talking to straight guys and the best way to make them go away is by scaring them with the gay, so that’s what he does.
He looks straight into the stranger’s eye, and dead serious, says: “You.”
Instead of backing off, the stranger smiles. "Lucky me."Series
- Part 1 of A Crash-Course in Casual
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18 Sep 2025
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‘Alpha Needed: Looking for an alpha with a calming scent, preferably mated, for scenting purposes. Twice a week, one hour. Pay: $20 per hour plus expenses.’
In order to get his anxiety attacks under control, Cas is supposed to regularly scent an alpha whose scent makes him feel safe.
Dean could really use the extra cash and the ad sounds like the easiest 20 bucks an hour Dean has ever made.
But then things get complicated…
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- 24/24
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- 16
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- 4,164
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09 Sep 2025
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After an explosive fight with his wife, Castiel Novak finds himself divorced and unemployed at thirty-four years old. Reduced to living with his cousin, Gabriel, he runs into the last person he expected to see: his ex-roommate and best friend, Dean Winchester. In a fit of generosity, Dean makes an offer to Castiel: move out of Gabriel’s house and into his. At least until Castiel gets back on his feet.
Living with Dean is easy, and almost immediately, Castiel and Dean fall back into their old friendship. And living with Dean awakens other feelings in Castiel, ones that he once thought impossible (doesn’t everyone appreciate the aesthetic qualities of their roommates?). But the specter of one disastrous night in college hangs over them both, making it impossible for them to truly reflect on their friendship–and maybe making it impossible for them to move forward into anything real.
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- English
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- 58,674
- Chapters:
- 14/14
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- 1
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- 196
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- 544
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- 162
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07 Sep 2025
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After a hunt gone wrong leaves Sam transfigured and Castiel drained of his grace, Dean is not only left to tend to them both, but for some reason also finds himself having involuntarily and graphically inappropriate thoughts about the angel in question. Now, if only Cas could stop getting so close to him all the time, maybe he could figure out what the hell was going on?
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- English
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- 189,415
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- 19/19
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- 1,277
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23 Jul 2025
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Dean is a struggling EMT with a younger brother in college, a recovering alcoholic father, and a best friend who he’s secretly in love with.
With family problems that would make a social worker cringe, Dean is no stranger to his fair share of breakdowns. One night, Dean drinks himself into unconsciousness after having a fight with his father. He wakes up in the care of his best friend, Castiel, who also happens to be a doctor.
Somehow he ends up at Castiel’s house under his medical watch and stumbles upon something that could completely change the dynamic of their friendship forever.
Or, Cas introduces Dean to the world of BDSM by starting a platonic D/s relationship. Oh, and eventually they learn to use their words.
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- English
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- 190,987
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- 17/20
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- 272
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- 741
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- 188
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16 Aug 2024
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Secret Service Dean Winchester’s life was complicated. One minute, he’s arresting a money-launderer and the next, he’s head of the Vice President’s security detail. Dean takes over his duties protecting Castiel Novak, the country’s first openly gay Vice President. He’d keep his attraction to himself, after all, it wasn’t like one of the most powerful men in the nation would want him.
Vice President Novak loved making a difference, but it took its toll on his personal life. The new Secret Service agent bound to protect him was a distraction he couldn’t afford. Over time, he found himself breaking protocol with the man paid to protect him with his life.
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- English
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- 83,059
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- 18/18
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- 2
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- 746
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20 Jan 2024
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Castiel says, budging over to make room for Dean on the couch, “I thought we should have a serious talk about our relationship.”
Reflexively, Dean laughs.
Castiel does not.
“Uh, Cas... you know we’re not dating, right?”
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- 1/1
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- 395
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13 Sep 2023
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A re-write of SPN, starting from Season 9 where Dean doesn't throw human-Cas out of the bunker.
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06 Aug 2023
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Dean comes back to the motel from a tough hunt and accepts small comforts where and how he can.
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30 Jul 2023
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At the rate Chuck was fucking with the Winchesters, by putting them in crappy remakes of popular eighties flicks, Dean was going to end up in his own version of Freaky Friday. But up first? The Parent Trap apparently, complete with douchey versions of themselves.
Dean had never been more annoyed in his life. And what made it exponentially worse, Bizarro Dean was getting way too chummy with Cas.
Way too chummy.
[Based solely on the promo for S15e13; Destiny’s Child]
[If you read this anywhere but Ao3, you've been duped! Had! Swindled! This beast is free on Ao3]
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- 8,010
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- 2/2
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- 1
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- 45
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- 1,019
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- 183
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27 Jul 2023
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After defeating Chuck, Dean expects that Jack, who is now the new God, will be able to bring back Cas, but unfortunately, Jack can’t. The entity of the Empty has managed to hide Cas from Jack, and all he can do, is wait for the entity of the Empty to make a mistake and release its grip on Castiel, which might take at least a century.
Dean, shattered by the fact that he is going to have to live his life without Cas, mourning him for the rest of his days, drowns himself into the unforgiving and painful sea of grief. And as much as he wants to give up on life, he forces to keep going, because he doesn’t want Cas’ sacrifice to be for nothing, even if the simple act of breathing hurts.
Unable to stay in the bunker anymore, haunted by the many memories he shared with Cas, Dean leaves the bunker and ends up buying a house near a lake. The house needs a lot of restoration, but Dean decides to work on it, hoping that if Cas is ever brought back from the Empty, he will have a nice home to come back to, even if Dean is no longer alive.
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- Part 1 of All That's Left is Hurt
- Language:
- English
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- 105,618
- Chapters:
- 12/12
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- 303
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- 462
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- 144
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- 14,337
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25 Jul 2023
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Jack wants Dean to give him "The Talk" like he promised, and Dean can't find a way to wiggle out of it. Luckily, Cas is there to shoulder the awkwardness with him. But Jack wants to learn about love, and not just sex. And what happens when Cas accidentally lets something slip?
- Language:
- English
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- 14,685
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 107
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- 1,837
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- 306
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- 18,780
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22 Jul 2023
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A newly human Castiel doesn't understand falling asleep so he asks Dean for advice. Dean grumpily lets Cas share his bed until he learns to sleep.
Canon divergent s9 (Ezekiel and April never happened)
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22 Jul 2023