BXCKYB4RNES
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fics i have wrote for the all caps exchange
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Are you man enough (to take the blame for this) by trash_meshe
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
28 Feb 2026
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Bucky and Steve have always been more than just childhood best friends. As teenagers, they finally start exploring their relationship more - except a girl suddenly shows interest in Steve, crumbling the entire foundation of their fragile... whatever they have.
Or: Sixty-two days. Two seventeen-year-olds. Love on the edge, misery, and absolutely devastating angst.
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- Part 1 of When Bucky Barnes was seventeen
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12 Jan 2026
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One Day We Won’t Have to Be Scared by Paraxdisepink
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (2012)
12 Aug 2013
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Written for this prompt: Steve and Bucky are at a gay bar in the 30s, and some guy offers them money to take pictures of them as they fuck. They need the money, they say yes, and pretty much forget about it afterwards. The pictures come out years later.
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18 Sep 2025
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Your Revelation is My Downfall by sally10181
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel, Captain America (Movies), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Captain America - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Chris Evans Movies)
26 Feb 2025
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“Steve—” Bucky stutters.
He can’t breathe. He can’t move. Steve Rogers is standing in his kitchen. Alive.
Bucky grips the counter to steady himself. He must be dreaming. Because Steve—his Steve—left him behind.
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Steve thought he made the right choice.
He danced with Peggy, lived with her, kissed her—wrapped himself in the life he always believed he wanted. But at night, in the quiet, it wasn’t Peggy’s soft touch he ached for. It wasn’t her warm brown eyes he saw behind closed lids. It was Bucky. It had always been Bucky.
Regret claws at his ribs. He made a mistake. A terrible, selfish mistake. And now, he’s come back.
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The day Steve vanished, something inside Bucky shattered. When an old man took his place, the world blurred into nothing.
Steve was gone. Gone in a way Bucky could never fix, never follow.
He grieved. He bled. He forced himself to keep breathing because Sam reminded him how. And just when the ache dulled into something manageable, Steve returns.
The air is ripped from Bucky’s lungs. His hands shake, his heart slams against his ribs.
This should be a miracle. A second chance. So why does it feel like a curse?
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- Part 2 of Bucky and Steve
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23 Feb 2025
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like sunflowers to the sun (like praying men) by DonJohnMeister
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
13 Jan 2025
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Bucky doesn’t laugh anymore, hardly ever. He doesn’t scribble down equations and diagrams like he’s gonna beat Howard Stark at his own game. He doesn’t hum, doesn’t dance, doesn’t look up at the night sky in quiet awe.
But he still smokes. He still smokes.
Steve holds onto that.
In which Steve holds on to Bucky as hard as he can, and somehow it still might not be enough.
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13 Jan 2025
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if you knew where i was walking by bucklebarnes
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
01 Feb 2023
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“Jesus, Sharon, I’ve never seen this much paperwork with any client.” Bucky thumbs through the folder that she’d handed him when he came in. It’s thicker than any client packet he’s ever been handed and it doesn’t even contain so much as a location. There’s no name, no preference list, no requests. Just page after page of disclaimers and clauses.
“You’ve never had a client that was this high priority,” Sharon shrugs. “Some folks like anonymity in these dealings.”
As a rut specialist, Bucky's never been given an emergency placement before. Until a high-priority alpha in need picks his scent out and he suddenly finds himself in the position to be helping Captain America through his rut. It's no big deal. Just another placement. Except he doesn't anticipate finding a broken alpha needing more TLC than anything else. And Bucky can't help feeling like this isn't going to be just any other client.
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- Part 1 of midnights like this