Balidoria
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Beach trips and night time rides, dates at apartments and hands that held... to learn about love and how to both give and recieve it.
It's hard navigating a relationship with five men, harder still to truly find your place in a new world, but it happens, day by day.
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- Part 2 of Waking up in Another Life
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A flash of headlights and a painful awakening. A young woman suddenly finds herself in a world that existed only on her phone. She's not in her body, surrounded by men who aren’t hers, men who belong to the real protagonist. The main character, whose body she’s stolen.
She’s scared, terrified of this world and the new life she's being forced to live.
And yet… if she's here and MC is gone… why couldn’t they be hers, too?
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A young woman is transmigrated into the world of Love and Deepspace. Angst, lore, and love ensue.
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- Part 1 of Waking up in Another Life
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Zayne wasn't sure of what to make of the woman who kept appearing on the screen, floating by his side, day in and day out. She was loud and brash, disruptive and impossible to ignore.
Confusion and fear quickly became annoyance, annoyance eventually cleaving to something softer day by day, until suddenly, all he wanted was to be by her side too.
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A self-aware LADs AU
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Absolute Zeal retelling from Zayne's POV and with a slightly realistic flair!
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Chasing Zayne to the Fractal Library to drag him home was supposed to be simple, quick and painless. However, a book knocked from it's place, a rush of magic and a ripple in the very fabric of the universe leads to new encounters with familiar faces.
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What if current MC got to meet the myth version of all of her boys?
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Isekai and transmigration, what is a girl to do when she's thrust into the world of her favourite video game?
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- Works:
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Recent bookmarks
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Two Lows, Two Highs by miiaaaaishere (mismia)
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
26 Mar 2026
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Your eyes open slowly, uncoordinated, closing a few times before finally focusing on blue and pink. Dark brown eyelashes. One… Two beauty marks. Pinkish lips that merge into unscarred, light skin. Blue and pink again.
"Rafayel…"
White teeth appear, mostly hidden behind lips that form half a smile. All pointy past the canines and slightly sharper today, of all days. "Yes," he whispers, letting the hand that had been brushing through your hair descend to warm your jaw. "That's me."
OR: Ebb Day aftercare and round two
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Turn Your Mind Into My Home by heartsweets
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
11 Mar 2026
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You know, at least a little, of how scary Rafayel can be. And there is a part of you that wants to feel it too. The loss of control, the complete surrender. To feel the caress of his voice against your ear, against your will, and know there can be no resistance. The thought has made you shake apart during nights you slept in your own bed, fingers of one hand buried deep while the other presses against your chest, neck, mouth in a facsimile of his touch.
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You know Rafayel can hypnotize people, and you ask him to do it to you.
Bookmarked by Balidoria
12 Mar 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
heheheh lemurian raf doing freaky things yes please
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precisely when somebody shows you to the ocean by inixiption
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
26 Apr 2025
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"So he was a man of actions; you were too. Perhaps you could be content in this ambiguity."
After a relatively serious injury on the job, Zayne invites you to stay at his place while you recover. He meets your other suitors and realizes he might actually have to talk about his feelings.
Bookmarked by Balidoria
23 Apr 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
I love the way Zayne is written in this in a way I can't describe. It's just so utterly IN CHARACTER! Like the best!
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Caleb and Amaryllis spend the night together, and in the morning, an explosion levels the house she grew up in. Her family is destroyed. Caleb is gone, and her world crumbles - but she soon discovers that he's left behind something precious.
Life doesn't wait for her to heal, and Lissie is far from ready to be a mother, but she isn't alone. Xavier, Zayne, Rafayel, Sylus... their love has followed her across time and space. Friendship and support in her grief grow into genuine love, and together, they all build a life worth keeping.
But nothing is easy. Lissie is haunted by vivid dreams, and each of them struggles with their scars. Something dangerous lurks on the periphery; mysterious plots threaten disaster... and the man she loved from childhood, thought long dead, isn't quite buried.
Series
- Part 1 of Serenity Adrift
Bookmarked by Balidoria
06 Jun 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
I love this story it is PEAK! Monster Raf, monster Sylus, ZAYNE AND XAVIER MY LOVES!!! Love it!
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Zayne's gaze is soft but cold. Snow rather than ice. “Don’t run away again. Next time you’re menstruating, stay with me.”
“I bleed through everything,” I warn him. “Maternity clothes. Adult diapers. My sweat stinks. Even in summer, I need hot water bottles. And all I can eat is chicken soup.”
“Noted.” He nods. “I’ll stock up on all those things.”
“You really don’t mind?”
“You don’t need to be embarrassed. I’m here for you,” he hushes. “We’ll get through this together.”
Moments between MC/Zayne based on my own experiences with endometriosis. Full of pain and fluff.
Series
- Part 1 of Bloody Messes